yipeee!!!! naka-log in din ako sa blog ko sa wakas!!! gosh, i missed my blog! thanks to handsomest jon, for updating my blog thru copying and pasting from my temporary blog :D ayan! nakabili din ng modem sa wakas! sana naman e tumagal to ng mahabang panahon.. mga 10yrs, ok na, hehehe :D

haaay naku sis.. mas ok nga na nde nagko-confide sa yo si ever.. frankly, nandidiri na ako jan, wag ka na lang maingay...

2003-07-23 - 5:36 p.m.


what happened yesternight? howell.. dapat magkikita kami ng barkada kaso me importanteng activity si handsomest kaya na-cancel.. blessing in disguise din, thursday and i went out to dine.. nope, i wouldn't call it a date.. here is an excerpt from my email to my bro..


"nothing much.. we just had dinner sa chowking... nagpunta ako sa ofc nya e me inaayos pa sya so umakyat na ako instead na sa lobby lang ako.. actually, pinaakyat na nya ako kc nagpatulong sa pc, hehehe.. tapos yun, me tinapos pa sya sandali, nag-uwi pa ng work (ewan ko lang kung nagawa, hehehe..).. tapos yun, sakay kami sa jeep papunta sa chowking.. nasa frontseat kami, then chicahan.. tapos pinapagselos pa yung crush nya e nde naman magseselos yun, hehehe.. tinext na magkasama nga kami nagdidinner sa chowking.. tapos napag-usapan yung isa pa nyang crush na feel ko e me chance sya.. ayun, nakwento mga dating usapan nila.. ok lang.. di naman ako kilig dun sa labas namin.. pero cute ng kilay nya grabe! heheh :D"

2003-07-23 - 10:00 a.m.


pikon ka na sa akin? sori ha.. word of advice, nandidiri ako sa yo, so wag ka ng lumapit sa akin.. and sori din, di na rin kita kayang galangin..

2003-07-22 - 1:13 p.m.


thanks frends, for lifting up my spirits :) what will i do w/o u guys? :)

2003-07-22 - 12:39 p.m.


virtual life is really a very complicated life and shouldnt be mixed w/ the real life.. haaay...


i appreciate your being open-minded.. but i cant blame those who would think otherwise.. thanks..

2003-07-22 - 10:05 a.m.


hindi ko akalaing i would value his opinion this much.. but i had known his answer all along..

2003-07-22 - 9:15 a.m.


a stressful day.. (spell check pls) grabe! ang sakit sa mata at ulo ng ginagawa ko, plus ang dami ko pang nalamang lihim.. wala talagang lihim na hindi nabubunyag.. pero sana, wag na akong multuhin ng kahapon...

2003-07-21 - 6:38 p.m.


darn! i have to learn to control my emotions.. stop thinking about him.. stop missing him.. howell..


me good news ang katiwala namin.. me lilipat daw na dating full time sa amin.. howell.. i think i'll wait for him before deciding to say goodbye sa locale.. i dont want to leave, i've learned to love the people here and will surely miss them.. pero kung nde maayos ang lahat, ayaw ko namang manatili sa paurong na sistema..

2003-07-21 - 10:34 a.m.


migraine attack :(( di naman pwedeng umabsent, ang daming gawa.. haaay.. maalis na sana to...

2003-07-18 - 9:52 a.m.


i need to buy a new modem... waaaah.. gastos na naman :((


kainis, i was planning to take a half-day leave this friday, kaso, ang daming projects na dumating.. mga dating projects, bumabalik at nagmumulto, waaaah....

2003-07-17 - 9:44 a.m.


di kami natuloy ni baby sis kagabi.. mejo blessing in disguise na rin kc tinapos pa namin yung vfr project e 730 na rin ako nakaalis ng ofc.. met w/ my PK pal.. chica, nagpanata sa Ugong, then late dinner.. oks naman..


birthday ngayon ng 2 kasama ko sa PLM-CBI.. Erwin and Olay, happy birthday to you!!! :D


kaya lang, parang masyadong acting sweet pero deceiving tong si mokong ha... if i didn't know better, baka iba isipin ko.. howell.. that's the type of guy na kakatakot makasama..

2003-07-15 - 10:32 a.m.


i would like to thank handsomest for copying my posts here to my blog :D peyam na rin ng modem mo para di na ko bibili at maa-update ko na blog ko sa haus *glee*


wento ko lang nangyari sa akin nung sabado.. grabe, naglalakad kami pauwi ng

mom ko from kapilya, nasa tabi lang kami kc walang sidewalk dun.. tapos me

isang taxi na humarurot, nag-overtake, tapos nahaging ako.. tumama pa nga

yung side mirror ng taxi nya sa siko ko.. tapos ni hindi man lang huminto..

kung nahagip ako nun e malamang na hit and run yun.. buti na lang, di ako

napano.. yung side mirror nya ang nasira.. yun ngang nasa passenger seat nung taxi e nagbukas pa ng pinto, tiningnan kung ano yung nabasag, pero alang paki yung driver, sige pa rin sa pagpapatakbo.. talagang iningatan kami ng Ama! takot na takot nga mom ko, kala kung napano na ako.. pero talagang ramdam mo yung kamay ng Ama na humawak sa amin.. kc kung di pa ako nagreact, di malalaman ng mom ko na muntik na akong mahagip nun e magkahawak kamay lang naman kami..

mood: tinatamad... started the day by reading and replying to mails, then downloaded some songs.. nadagdagan na naman collection ko! :D


howell.. enough for this.. need to work, sana matapos ko to kahit di ko alam pano gagawin to :((

2003-07-10 - 10:45 a.m.


sorry, but im not in the mood for chatting

2003-07-09 - 4:04 p.m.


kakainis!!!!... grrrr... kung di ka lang buntis naku....

2003-07-09 - 3:18 p.m.


my loneliness has caught up with me :(

2003-07-09 - 11:12 a.m.


met ana and da king *lol* yesternight.. sarap ng feeling, halo-halong chicahan sa mga me wenta at walang wentang bagay, hehehe..


hmmm.. ano ba nangyari nung weekend? nung saturday.. nagpunta sa dentist.. me dagdag na rubber na yung brace ko, para daw sa bite naman.. kaso, ang bilis mapigtas, istorbo pa sa pagkain.. pero at least, tanggable sya, hehehe.. sunday.. howell.. nagkabanggaan na naman kami ni sungit.. haay naku.. bahala na nga sya..

2003-07-08 - 10:24 a.m.


bwiset!!! inis na talaga ako!!! darn!!! pag sya nangangailangan, ang linaw-linaw kausap.. pero pag pay-time na.. bwiset talaga.. haaay naku.. last na talaga to.. kaasar...

2003-07-04 - 4:13 p.m.


syemay... marami pa ata akong dapat kapain d2.. i miss my blogger *sniff*

2003-07-03 - 9:37 a.m.


siomai! di ko pa rin maaccess yung blog ko, waaaaah...


howell.. weird naman, just talked to my 2 long lost acquaintances yesterday.. pareho ng married ngayon at me baby na.. pero bakit naman nyo tinatanong kung kamusta na ang luvlyf ko? frankly, im happy as i am now, malaya kong nagagawa at napupuntahan mga gusto ko.. and besides, i have lots of frends that love me in return, that's more than enough at hindi ko ipagpapalit yun sa love ng isang guy

2003-07-03 - 9:28 a.m.


haaay.. signed up for diaryland to test if this is ok.. i miss my blog.. unfortunately, i cant seem to open the edit page successfully.. howell.. starting anew..

2003-07-02 - 11:43 a.m.


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ajaw says: bayad mo!

walang pasok

funny how u can hate a guy for what he does and not he as a person.. whatever happens, kahit minsan e naiinis na ako sa yo at nagkakabanggaan tayo, i know that we'll be good frends :) sana e malagpasan mo kung ano man ang pinagdadaanan mo ngayon, i wish u all the best :)

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sa wakas, nagkikita-kita din ang tropa after a long time.. mishu guys, its good to see u all once again :D ofcourse, miss ko na ang superstar ng tropa.. haaay... ei, did daddy LA just treated us sa starbucks? wow! thanks a lot dad! hehehe :D

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kakatawa kaninang papasok ako.. muntik ko ng maiwan cell ko sa bahay, buti naalala ko bago pa ako makasakay kaya binalikan ko.. then pagkatok ko, sabi ko "mom, alang pasok, me bagyo daw" tapos paglabas ko ulit, tinanong ba naman ako ng kapitbahay namin kung bakit walang pasok? *lolz*

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daming works for today, hope i can master this analysis services para naman oks na sa pagsabak sa mga requests, hehehe..

yes! I got the panorama project! mukhang challenging, merong everyday request from our US clients.. hope I can attain what is expected of me

first day ng pagpasok ni rachel since she arrived from US.. wow! me white chocolate talaga specially for me :D ang sarap! :D

grabe! ang hirap talagang umalis ng sabado, nasisira ang sched ko! at least nameet ko na si sis deth, and sis abelle :) kainis, 64 and 69 lang score ko sa bowling, kelan kaya ako makaka-70 or 80 man lang? haaay.. at ang hirap mag-net ng limited lang ang tym.. mahirap ding madikit at lalong sira ang sira ng sched, hehehe.. gotta log-out blog, baka monday na ulit ako makapagpost..


weird.. mejo namimiss ko sya.. oh my.. dont let me fall for him.. at least, not yet..

haaay naku.. bakit kaya ganito ang mga lalake? di makuntento sa isang babae.. sana lang di totoo ang kutob ko.. kundi, wala silang pinagkaiba ng kaibigan nya.. or rather ng kaklase nya, dahil di naman daw nya kaibigan yun.. howell... men!

watched "Tanging Ina" for the second time yesternight.. not that I love watching the movie.. I just accompanied a friend who is in dire need of good company and to unwind.. I was used to hearing problems and giving advices to my single friends, about their relationships and other matters.. but what can I do when it is a married friend of mine who came to ask for advice? Or maybe, I can just be a friend who'll listen to her, be her outlet... geeze.. some men really knows how to take what they have for granted..

Secrets Women Oughta Know About Men

from an email.. any reaction guys? :D

Secrets Women Oughta Know About Men

Men don't actually look after good-looking Women. They prefer
presentable and neat Women.

Men hate flirts.

A Man can like you for a minute then forget you afterwards

When a Man says he doesn't understand you, it means you're not
thinking the way he is.

Men love Women with brains all the more than Women in mini-skirts.

"Are you doin' something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first
usual question Men asks on the phone just so to get away stammering.

Men maybe flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they
always think about the Woman they truly care about.

When a Man really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad
characteristics.

Men go gaga over Women smile.

Men try to find stuff toy a Woman wants but would unluckily get the
wrong one.

Men can be wastrels especially when they want to get an impression
from you. But they are actually price conscious people.

Men virtually brag about everything.

Men cannot keep secrets that Women tell them.

Men think too much.

Men hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

When a Man wants to meet our parents…let them.

A Man wants to tell you many things, but he can't. And they have
sure one bad habit to gain courage to tell you everything, and that
is drinking.

Men cry.

Men's fantasies are unlimited.

Don't provoke a Man to heat up…believe me…he will

Men can never dream and hope too much.

Men usually try so hard to get the Woman who has dumped them, and
this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

Giving a Man a hanging message like "You know, what….uh never mind,"
would make him jump to a conclusion that's far from what you're
thinking.

When you touch a Man's heart there's no turning back.

A Man goes crazy when a Woman touches his hand.

Men are to good flatters when courting but they usually slammer when
they talk to the Woman they really like.

When a Man makes a prolonged "um…" or makes many excuses when you're
asking him to do you a favor he's actually saying that he does not
like you and he cannot lay down the card for you.

When a Woman says "no", a Man hears it as "try again tomorrow"
especially when they are given clues that the Woman likes them.

A Woman's height doesn't usually matter to a Man…but their weight
does.

Men tend to get serious with their relationship and become too
possessive. So watch out Women!

When a Man gets something that is too unyielding for a Woman, it
would be hard for him to let go of that Woman.

It's not easy for a Man to forget his Womanfriend after they broke up
especially when they're been together for three years or more.

Flings follow after a Man breaks up with a Woman he got so involved
with and it would take long before he commits himself again.

You have to tell a Man what you really want before he gets the
message clearly.

It's not actually cute giggling behind a Man's back. It's more of an
insult for him.

Women mature faster than Men' physical and emotional aspects. But
take note once a Man matures, you Women would surely be impressed
with him.

A Man has to experience rejection because if he's too good never been
busted, never been in love and hurt he won't mature and grow.

When an unlikable circumstance comes, Men blame themselves a lot more
than Women do. They can even hurt themselves physically, some even
commit suicide.

Men can only be violent when are provoked by their enemy or by
another Man but not with Women. Men who meddle with Women could be
either be gays or bastards.

Some Men hate gays.

Even the seemingly nicest Man can talk dirty behind a Women back.

Men hate it when Women try to do what they do, like smoking and
drinking.

Men are tiger in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with
their Girlfriends.

Without Women, Men would end up zombies without anything to do or
talk about.

Men are curious being.

Men talk about themselves too much and are turned off by Women who do
the same.

Men have a strong passion to change but have a weak will power.

When a Man pretends to be calm and collected, check if he's
sweating. You'll probably see that he's nervous.

A Man acts nice to a Woman he likes. He may pick on her and start
teasing her.

When a Man says he's going crazy about a Woman….he really is.

When you keep a Man waiting for 80 minutes, or course it isn't OK!
He's just trying to be nice.

When a Man asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually
saying, "Please come and listen to me."

Men feels secure when a Woman phones him. The act doesn't look
cheap.

It is a fact that Men are physically superior to Women but
emotionally inferior. Women easily cry while Men can hold their
emotions but cannot control it once they burst it out. They could
cry, smoke, drink or be violent.

Men don't really have final decisions.

When a Man loves you, bring out the best in him.

If a Man starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

If a Man has been kept shut or silent, say something.

Men believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but
courts the Woman anyway and then realizes at the end that he was
wrong.

Men hate Women who act as if they're going to hell.

Men go gaga over a Woman who has a cute bedroom voice on the phone.

Men like femininity but not feebleness.

Men don't like Women who punch harder than they do.

If a Men tells you he love you once in a lifetime, he does.

A Man may instantly know if the Woman likes him but can never be sure
unless the Woman tells it to him herself.

A Man would waste his time over video games and basketball; the way
Women would do over their romance novels and make-ups.

Men love Women who can cook.

Men like Women who are like their mom's…no kidding.

You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

Men love their moms.

A Man has more problems than you can't see with your naked eyes.

A Man would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of
roses.

A Man's friend knows everything about him. Use this for his
advantage.

Men often think about Women who like them. But this does not
necessarily mean that the Man likes her.

Don't be a snob. Men may easily give up on the first rejection.

Don't be bias. Try loving a Man without prejudice and you'll be
surprised.

Women who bathe in their eau de perfume do more repelling than
attracting boys.

Men are more talkative than Women are, especially when the topic is
about Women.

Men don't comprehend the word "get lost" too well.

When a Man tells you about his ideal Woman…don't try hard to
duplicate it, otherwise he can see it right through you.

Men really think that Women are strange and have unpredictable
decision but still love them more for that.

Beware; a Man can make a gossip scatter through half of the face of
the earth faster than Women can.

When a Man gives a crooked and pretentious grin at your jokes, he
finds them either un-amusing or offending and he's just trying to be
polite.

Men don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike Women do.

Men tend to generalize Women but once they get to know you, they'll
realize they're wrong.

If a Man tells you about his problems, it doesn't mean he needs your
advice. He only needs someone to listen.

Any Man can handle his problem all by his own. He's just too
stubborn to deal with it.

Men hate it when Women find them cute.

Men find it so secure when a Woman swears.

Men learn from experience and not from romance novels, giving Women a
quite head start.

Your best friend whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his
problems with you may end up being admired by your Girlfriend.

When your boyfriend looks at another Woman or a stranger, it doesn't
mean he's cheating on you.

Men hate being leashed by their Girlfriend.

A Man tends to get jealous when his friend steals his Girlfriend's
attention away from him.

Man's weakest point is at the knee.

Like Eve…Women are Men weakness.

Men are very open about themselves.

No Man is bad when courting, He always shows his best.

When problem arise, a Man usually keeps his cool but is already
thinking of a way out.

It is good to test a Man first before you believe him. But don't let
him wait that long.

Men are not too conscious about their looks, which shows they're not
good in fixing things.

so, you're already married? did i felt any jealousy? frankly, nope.. we're just not meant to be :) i hope that you'll have long years of happpy married life :)

haaay naku.. kakainis, super! tama bang puro balun-balunan ang ibigay e atay ang tawag sa luto?

haaay.. sana sya na lang ang gumanap sa film na "The Hulk" ngayon..

sa wakas! gumana na rin! sana e matapos na lahat-lahat within this week.. kakasawa na tong project na to, plus ang dami pang dalang bagong project (or 2nd phases ng existing projects) ni rachel.. dumating na sya kagabi, 930pm nagtouchdown ang plane nya.. ok kaya yung panorama? magpa-assign kaya ako dun? oh well.. we'll see.. bahala na..

how can u effectively tell a person to stop saying i love u, stop kissing u thru txt? (e.g. mwaaahs... or pag sa ym naman icons... ewan ko ba, dont feel comfortable about it... masyado ba akong conservative? anyways, yun ako e...)

kainis na tong connection na to, grabe!

birthday ng boss kong babae, libre kami ng lunch :D KFC and pansit, solb! :D kaya lang, nagbaon pa ako, kasi ang sabi nya nung thursday, pagdating na ni rachel saka sya maghahanda.. yun pala, part two na yung pagdating ni rachel, hehehe.. hmmm.. sobrang busog ata ako ngayon.. memeriendahin ko kasi yung baon ko, peborits ko kasi ulam, kalabasa! heheh :D

nung thursday naman, libre ang merienda, jolly hotdog! courtesy of ever gotesco, heheh :D

may gusto akong ipost, nakalimutan ko lang kung ano.. balik ulit ako, heheh... actually, posted it na lang sa diary ko

Movies I had watched for the past weeks

• Pakners by FPJ Productions, starring FPJ and Efren "Bata" Reyes" -- watched it with my mom, who is an FPJ fan :D ok sya, light ang tema ng movie, magandang relief sa mga sex and violence na uso sa fimls ngayon..


• Bruce Almighty starred by Jim Carrey -- the comedy is ok, pero yung story... well.. di lang tugma sa beliefs, hehehe..


• Tanging Ina -- ok lang din.. aliw si mom sa comedy, simula pa lang e tawa na ng tawa, hehehe :D

posted this kasi me nagrequest.. ala lang, mega lurker kasi e, nagsuggest pa ng maipopost *lolz*

went to dinner last nyt w/ ivy, LA and jon.. happy to see them again.. exciting yung news na dala ni handsomest, nakakatakot dahil dagdag na responsibility kung saka-sakali pero exciting ;) absent today, need to take a rest. might go fetch bubbles ng bayan later.. might join the gang again later tonight..

i would just like to take this opportunity to thank the gang (sis ivy, bro aajao, and soon-to-be(?) bro LA) for calling last nyt.. kahit wala ako dun, parang andun na rin ako.. thanks guys *sniff*

pero LA, u still owe me a lunch? wag naman sa mcdo, hehehe thanks din in advance (para walang kawala )