busy days.. but i prefer to have these kind of busy days.. i mean, i love the project i'm doing.. compared to my previous task..

brought my hard disk yesterday to where i bought it.. they said i can get it back in 2-3weeks, and that they'll fgive me a call.. i hope that everything will turn out fine, that the'll just re-format it and not try to open the files.. another project came up yesterday, which is top priority, so now, i have 2 projects at hand, one is pending and this one which is top priority.. we might go to subic over the weekend, but i asked my boss if it can be rescheduled next week due to prior commitments, he agreed, good for me :D

well, back to work for now :)

brought my hard disk to the office, unfortunately, it cant be detected.. my ofcmate suspected it is burned, smells like it.. howell.. need to find the reciept for this and return this w/in the week, or else, i have to buy a new hard disk w/c is around 5k, geeez....and i need to buy a fun for my cpu.. haaay... he then told me that she has called him about the offer.. wont tell me what the result of the negotiation was.. but she told me that he like to transfer there.. so its settled then.. i'll be staying here for a while.. but i think i'll continue w/ this english thingy.. wouldn't hurt :)

went to deparo last nite to visit some pals, and inquire about the offer.. we'll the offer is really tempting.. i'll list the pros and cons here to give me a better idea, and hopefully, with His guidance, i can make the right decision..

why do i want to change jobs? do i really need to?
eversince i started working, w/c is on its 6th year now, i've been into the software side of computer technology.. from mainframe cobol to windows application and client-server applications, to web applications.. the offer handles the hardware side.. another thing would be my relationship w/ my immediate supervisor.. dont take me wrong, i have nothing against her.. its just that we're two different people.. you can say opposite personalities.. she's the serious type and i'm the take-it-easy one.. if ever i'll accept the new job offered to me, my immediate supervisor was my "boss" for about two years.. and i like her managing style..

why am i having second thoughts on accepting the job?
well, working hours is graveyard shift.. i've asked why do trainers need to work graveyard shift and not on the normal philippine working time? well, she said so that we can get to feel the actual business rush of the call center..

i'm planning to talk to my supervisor and ask for an evaluation.. if the results show that i'm not productive, i think i might accept the offer..

the offer is really tempting... gabayan mo po ako Ama

dont worry, am not assuming anything.. yun nga last post ko d2 e...

gave him my pic kahit labag sa kalooban ko.. aba, tuwang-tuwa ang mokong.. nothing has changed.. so does this mean na...? haaay.. never assume anything w/ a guy *bop*

kuya, namimiss ko na bro mo.. kaso di ko naman pwedeng sabihin sa yo, baka kung ano isipin mo.. haaay...

natapos din ang viewer na yun sa wakas.. sana e matuloy na web based project para naman at home na ulet ako.. haaay... welcome nga pala ke ever na ever ready at maaasahan dagdag saya na sa ofc!

i did it! so what's the next right thing to do?

is it ok kung ibaling ko na lang attention ko sa kanya? baka it would work out.. i hope i ain't just using him.. ayaw kong maging "user frendly" coz i know what it feels like to be used... haaay.. ang hirap naman.. kung sana e naging si ex-crush o future crush na lang sya..

panakip butas kaya ako? wag naman sana.. pagod na ako sa ganitong role