the EB yesternight was a disaster... wala si RG tapos humabol lang yung "special guests"... haay naku.. si sunget e di rin nagpakita.. me meeting daw sila (nagstart ng 7pm at di pa tapos ng 10pm???)

anyways, nagbonding naman kami ni ingkong at tara tena.. ok na rin..

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ok naman ang naging lakad ko today.. at me nareciv pang email na ok din... options, options, options.. God, help me make the right decision

ok naman ang naging kitakits ng chosen kahapon. pagkatapos ng panalangin, sa pangunguna ng isang regular, ay tumuloy kami sa megamall para mananghalian sa kfc. pagkatapos ng mahabang kwentuhan ay gustong mag-ice skates ng iba kaya dun kami nagpunta. dahil sabado, hindi ko na nagawang mag-stay pa.. hindi bale, babawi na lang ako sa monday.. i'm also looking forward sa pagkikita namin ni RG

all of a sudden, nung pauwi na ako ay nakaramdam ako ng lungkot.. haaaay.. sana ay lumipas na ito, alam ko namang lilipas din ito...

ok naman ang byahe kahapon, in fact, in an hour e nasa manila na ako! it was great seeing my best buddy again.. nothing much has changed, she's still the same sweet lass =)

nga pala, i forgot, nagparamdam na rin si RG, baka magkita kami sa 29.. sana nga matuloy..

tomorrow e may panalangin ang chosen sa sanctuario, first sa history ng chosen.. i'm looking forward to it, i know na magiging successful yun, sa tulong ng Ama =)

a bc day yesterday.. nasa deparo na ako ng 7am, buti at mabilis ang byahe, 40mins lang. dapat sana e sasamba ako ng umaga kaso late na nakatulog kagabi. anyways, dahil bc sa paggawa, bc rin sa pagkain, hehehe.. naka-2 breakfast ako kahapon.. one sa kapilya, rice and adobo w/ coffee, then sa chowking, chinese ham breakfast meal courtesy of the fast-forward bride and groom, hehehe :D

grabe talaga d2.. pasko pa lang nila e matindi na ang paputok.. what more sa new year, sheeze..

ngayon e pupunta akong manila, to meet w/ my best frend doon.. sana e hindi matraffic at hindi mahirap ang pagbibiyahe..

wednesday, dec 17
asked joan sched ng uwi ni RG, nalaman ko na sa friday na pala ang alis nya.. akala nya ha, hehehe.. lagot sya sa akin ngayon :D

thursday, dec 18

• tinext ko si RG na me weather forecast na me darating na bagyo bukas at around 12nn, at lilindol sa me NAIA around 130pm, yun kc ang expected time of arrival nya sa pinas, hehehe :D



• interview at 3pm kina daddy l-ey. supervisory level at hindi na entry level ang position. ewan ko kung ano magiging result, 3 daw kaming pinagpipilian.. bahala na ang Ama, Sya naman ang nakakaalam ng makakabuti sa akin..



• start din ng matinding pangingilo ng ipin ko.. nagsasalita ako sa interview at nalamigan lang dahil sa aircon e nangilo na, over talaga..

friday, dec 19

• araw ng mga christmas party.. christmas party sa ofc at sa agency. syempre, wala akong inatenan, hehehe.. muntik na nga akong matukso na pumunta sa party ng ofc dahil sa podium lang naman ang venue.. buti na lang at naalala kong hindi pa pala ako nakakapagpanata at huling panata na for pasalamat.. kung hindi, lagot ako..



• nalaman ko rin na si Ey pala ay nickname lang ng katabi ko at dati ko ng nakakausap, hehehe...



• nalaman ko rin na hindi lang ako ang nakakaalam ng cell ni RG d2 sa pinas.. at di rin sya nagreply ng tinext ko.. bahala na si joan sa kanya kung sakali.. ako e stop na akong magtext sa kanya not unless sya ang unang magtetext sa akin..
  
  
• dumating na rin ang gift ko for RMR, chair na winnie the pooh from dakki.. well.. di ako masyadong nasiyahan dahil monoblock chair lang pala sya na me balot ng winnie the pooh.. sabi ko nga, sana e yung pambalot na lang ang binenta.. howell.. eniweys, alam ko namang matutuwa din si RMR pag nakita ito...

sunday, dec 21, pasalamat
nagpasalamat ako ng 10am, at awa ng Dios ay mabiyaya naman.. tumupad ng 2pm at pulong ng 4pm.. ito rin ang pinakamapagsubok na pasalamat para sa kalihiman ng deparo...

monday, dec 22
nakaleave na ang karamihan ng tao sa ofc.. sumabay pa ang boss ko, naghalfday.. akala ko ay hindi aabsent dahil gagawin na ang phase 2 ng project namin.. kakainip, super patay oras.. (ang blog na ito ay ginawa sa ofc, sinave sa notepad at kinapi-peyst lang sa aking blog).. di naman pwedeng umabsent, sayang din ang 8hrs na bayad.. sa friday e halfday lang d2, 8-12.. malamang na pumasok pa rin ako.. siguro naman e hindi na ako magyeyelo nun...

Christmas wasn't celebrated by the early church until the fourth century. In the fourth century, the church decided to try to redeem a Roman pagan winter solstice festival: the festival of Saturnalia. This December holiday was considered the "birthday of the unconquered sun." Romans danced in the streets with gifts under their arms and greenery atop their heads.

Based on Biblical evidence Jesus of Nazareth was probably born in the fall near the Jewish feast of Tabernacles or in the spring around the time of Passover. Sometime before 336 the Church in Rome, unable to stamp out the pagan festival of Saturnalia, spiritualized it as the "Feast of the Nativity of the Sun of Righteousness." December 25th was chosen for the celebration of his birth by Pope Julius I. The practice was adopted by the Christian church in Antioch around 374. By 380 it was being observed in Constantinople, and by 430 in Alexandria. (The New International Dictionary of the Christian Church, p. 223.)

Germanic tribes of Northern Europe also celebrated mid-winter with feasting, drinking, religious rituals and the lighting of the yule log. During the Middle Ages, Catholic priests sought connections between biblical teachings and pagan traditions - believing that a
convergence of customs would lead more individuals to Christianity. The
celebration of Jesus' birth was melded into other age-old practices and became
known as the "Christ mass." Firelight represented the light of
Christ. Gift giving was linked to the presents of the wise men. Trees were decorated with apples associated with the biblical Garden of Eden.

an excerpt from A History of Christmas Celebration

sunday

sinubok si kuya nars, sayang nga lang at naging 1hr ang dapat sana'y 30mins lang na pagsamba, ganun daw talaga yung ministrong nangasiwa.. at least, me napulot ako sa kanya, hehehe... di tuloy kami nakapag-usap.. ni hindi nga ata nya alam na andun ako..

monday
tumawag si RG, nagkausap kami for 3mins 33 seconds! wow, puro 3 pala yun ha :D nambubulahaw daw ako, pero obyus namang miss na rin nya ako :D

nameet ko na rin ang maybahay ng pastor, si jenny, 7months na ang tyan nya sa panganay nila.. di kami nagkakalayo ng edad, 29 lang sya. pinapag-asawa na nga ako, at maraming kakilala, binebenta na nga ako.. haaay.. sana e magkaroon ako ng tym para tumambay muli sa bahay nila.. parang ang sarap nilang kausap, at para maipaabot din sa pastor ang ilang mga bagay...

tuesday, december 9, 2003

• last day ni RG sa work nya ngayon.. sayang, di pa ako nagsasawang kulitin sya sa ym e preho na kaming alang net access ngayon.. di bale, me text naman..


• nakigamit ng net connection sa boss ko. yung ilang araw kong pinoproblema e wala pang 30 minutes nasolve! kakainis kc, limited lang ang resources pag walang net access. whole day patay oras. bc kc si bossing at di ako maasikaso. sayang, kung me net lang ako, sulit na sulit sana ang last day of kulitan with RG


• me kris kringle, or ang mas tamang term e monito-monita sa ofc, worth P300 or above, me wishlist din ng mga gustong gift. buti na lang, babae ang nabunot ko, hindi mahirap hanapan ng gift. kakatawa nga e, name ko ang una kong nabunot kaya twice akong bumunot


• start na rin ng 830am na pasok, till 845 grace period


• nagkita kami ni Che sa Galleria. nakakatuwa, di naman kami ganun ka-close nung nag-uusap pa sa chosen. akala ko nga e magkakailangan o magkakaubusan ng wento pero nde, super enjoy kaming 2 :D nagdinner sa Shakeys with matching super habang wentuhan, asaran, at tawanan :D kaya lang... naka-4 stick na passive smoke ako, waaaaaahhhh... grabe, ang lakas magyosi.. feeling ko, ganito rin si Turon.. wag naman sanang ganito si RG...

wednesday, december 10, 2003

• sa wishlist, unang naglagay si Ey, sana magkaroon na ng internet connection ang web development. nalaman ko tuloy na hindi lang pala ako ang hirap sa situation dito. haaaay... kung chatting lang ang problema nila, madali namang masuheto yun through firewall.. at least me mga resources na available na magagamit din sa work..


• sabi ng ofcmate ko, ang bilis daw ng araw, parang kakalunes lang, miyerkules na ngayon.. kung alam lang nya lang, ako e minamadali ko talaga ang araw para matapos na ang contract ko.. actually, minamadali ko ang weekdays, at sana ay matagal ang weekends.. kung magkakaroon ba kami ng net connection, mag-eextend kaya ako? hmmmm... abangan..

thursday, december 11, 2003

• nagtaxi papunta sa ofc from mega. P40 kontrata. nakuuu... kung di lang ako male-late. super bagal kc ng net kagabi kaya puyat ang byuti ko.. di ko pa natapos linisin ang inbox ko..


• called RG, ang ganda ng timing ko, nasa cr daw sya, wehehehe
  cute: kaya pala ang baho, sige na, babay na
  RG: sira, maliligo ako noh! kaw talaga, ang dumi ng isip mo
  nagkausap din kami ni Turon for 33 minutes! grabe nga e, ang dami naming napag-usapan, pati na yung ke samboy lim bumawi sa mga times na nawala


• nagkita rin kami ni Lani. namili ng gift nya for his baby sa exchange gift, then dinner at North Park. oks ang fud, or talaga lang nagiging matakaw ako lately.. grabe, dati e sabay kaming tumitigil sa pagkain, ngayon e busog na sya, kumakain pa rin ako, weheheh :D dami naming napag-usapan, nawento rin nya yung tungkol sa soulmate nya, at maaaring may past life sila..

friday, december 12, 2003
christmas party sa ofc, syemps, di ako umatend, heheeh.. dumalo ako sa pulong ng mga pangulo at II pangulong kalihim sa distrito. di ako II pero inaya ako ni best buddy PK and ang saya-saya! :D ang ganda ng napag-usapan, may bagong ulatan na.. oks to, mas maisasaayos na ang lokal.. sana e magawa ito nila sunget...

2nd week at work.. kakainis, ang dali lang ng gustong ipagawa, pero dahil alang online help, di ko magawa, kakafrustrate! howell.. if there's one thing i learned from this job, yun ay ang countdown ng minutes, hours, days, weeks, and months para matapos na ang contract ko, hehehe...

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magkikita na kami tom ni sis che, yehey! :D kasama kaya si ingkong? hmmm.. abangan :D

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sa baesa ako dumalo ng panata, nameet ko ang bago nilang pastor, kung di ko lang naalala ang nangyari sa pagtupad ko ng dahil ke sunget, malamang na bumalik na ako d2. pano, magkasundo kami sa pamamalakad! :D

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need to wake up early tom, sa banlat ako magpapanata, 530am... nyt blog...zzzZZZZzzz...

friday gimik

saw the Philippine Harmonic Orchestra live at SM Megamall earlier today for free! grabe, parang ayaw ko na nga umuwi. naalala ko tuloy yung times na nagba-banduria ako, member ng rondalla sa school.. haaaay... namimiss ko ng tumugtog.. parang gusto ko matuto mag-violin.. pwede rin pala sya sa masayahing tugtog, kala ko e pang-senti mood lang sya :D

went to Central to meet my PK buddy and had a long chat and updates sa mga lakad sa buhay. hinatid pa nya ako sa haus, magnenet sana kaso laging bc ang lines, ang bagal pa ng connection, grrrr!! (proof nito e ngayon ko lang napost ito na dapat e para sa kahapon)

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nakalipas na ang first week sa work.. mejo ok naman, pero definitely wont extend my contract.

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woke up dahil sa ingay ng bentilador.. maluwag na pala yung kwerdas ng lock ng electric fan at natanggal na ito kaya ayun.. si mom naman, akala e me nagbabarilan na daw sa labas namin.. di ko alam kung nanaginip sya o ano..

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have my appointment in the dentist today, so matutulog na ulit ako.. di ko alam kung talagang sched na ng adjustment ko pero papaadjust na ako, para di ako hirap pagdating ng mg panahon ng kainan, hehehe :D nyt nyt..

good news: may work na ako
bad news: ala ako net access, grrr..

good news: magkakaroon na ako ng net access
bad news: sa pc ng boss ko, haaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy....

nakaraos na ang da king :D gusto ko sanang masimulan ang kasal kaso ang traffic papunta sa kanila kaya yung "i do" na lang ang hinahabol ko.. pero pagdating namin ay "u may kiss the bride" na! haay naku... pero oks lang, ok naman ang naging pagdiriwang sa kanyang importanteng araw :) kasama ko nga pala si ana na na-sales-talk-an ko ring pumunta, hehehe :D nakarating ako sa bahay aroun 930pm w/ matching pasalubong na buko pie, yummmm!!!!

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2nd day of pasok.. syemps inaantok pa ang byuti ko.. haaay.. sana e maging ok ang araw na ito..

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ayon nga pala sa weather forecast d2, pwedeng abutin ang 8 degrees celsius na temperature sa baguio.. wow! humahabol na kami sa temperature sa tate, hehehe :D pero, ang lamig na talaga, brrrrr.....

sulit ang pagod kahapon sa pagpunta sa ate ko, tanggal lahat nung nakita ko ang ngiti sa labi ni mom! :D

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kagabi, napasarap ata ang PK namin kaya inabot ng isang oras ang pulong namin.. dami pa rin akong ginawa after kaya ginabi na ng uwi.. traffic pa sa bayan kaya ayun..

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kanina, first day sa work, ok naman.. 3 assignments agad binigay sa akin, natapos ko na yung 1, 2 more to go.. prob lang, nakatutok sa akin ang air con, ala pa naman akong dalang maski blazer man lang kaya super ginaw ako.. malamig na rin ang ihip ng hangin, di ko tuloy alam kung humina na resistensya ko sa ginaw o epekto ng aircon o ano..

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tom ay absent ako, nagpaalam na.. kasal ni da king sa canlubang, laguna.. kung ala akong kasamang taga-manila na pupunta, malamang na di na ako attend sa reception.. at least, nakadalo ako sa mahalagang araw nya :)

a busy sunday ahead.. kahahatid ko lang ke mom then tupad later.. pagbalik, punta kaming sucat sa haus ng sis ko then me pulong pa sa kalihiman so hindi rin pwedeng magtagal dun.. then tomorrow, start na ako sa work.. Ikaw na po Ama ang bahala sa Iyong lingkod

just finished a phone interview from another prospect employer... if it rains, it pours talaga, so i'll add that one to my bag of opports.. at least, marami na akong nakaready for the rainy days :D ang bait talaga ng Ama! :)

it's done.. had signed a three-month contract, a minimum of P10,000 bond if i dont finish the contract. the interview earlier with Inquirer is ok, so i'll put that my bag of opports :D had also dropped by earlier to inform my other would-be boss that, unfortunately, i cant stay with them.. and i would also put that in my bag of opports :D hmm.. i'll also add to that the one in mandaluyong, so i'll have 3 local opports, for now.. aside from those that i hadn't given a call since my sched wouldn't allow.. so far, so good! ang bait talaga ng Ama!

FPJ will run for president sa 2004. he announced his decision during a presscon held around 1230hrs today at the manila hotel.. sabi nga ni anjo, while hosting eat bulaga, after nung news, "tingnan mo nga naman oo.. dati, me FPJ sa GMA, ngayon FPJ vs GMA na"

haaaay.. sayang ang reputation nya, im sure sisirain lang yan ng politics :(

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im already hired and will start work on monday, sa ortigas area. tomorrow is contract signing. pero i dont want to close my doors yet to other opportunities, which are plenty, kaya ok na yung three months muna..

had 3 company interviews yesterday, 1 interview sa first, and kapatid pa pala sya.. 4 interviews sa second, pero wala pang feedback, and panel interview of 2 sa last.. lahat ng company e ok, so kahit dun e i'll grab, though mas gusto kong maging regular at nde consultant lang dun sa first kaya kung me mauna sa kanya e mas ok, heheeh :D have three appointments tomorrow, maghapon na naman akong nasa labas nito.. at least, i'm getting familiar w/ places..

had an exam earlier today.. kakatawa nga e, 4 daw kaming naka-sched for exam, pero almost 10 na e mag-isa pa rin ako e 9 supposedly ang sched ng exam. so i took na exam, then took the train pauwi. wyl waiting for the bus sa north ave, me isang guy na napansin ko dahil sa shirt nya.. something abt a nurse.. then sumakay na ako.. di naman punuan pero nakatayo na ako kc ayaw kong makipagsiksikan dun sa available seats w/c is sa pinakadulo ng bus at yung isa e katabi ang super tabang mama.. then pagtingin ko sa pinto, napansin ko na sumakay din pala yung guy na napansin ko yung shirt.. sa me munoz, nakaupo din ang byuti ko, second to the last row sa right side ng bus.. then me sumakay na guys.. mukhang mga binatilyo pa at palipat-lipat ng upuan.. then pagdating sa kanto ng congressional at mindanao ave., me commotion na nangyari sa me pintuan ng bus.. yung isang ale, nakikipag-away dun sa isang guy.. "walanghiya" yung sinigaw nya.. yun pala, snatcher yung guy.. dahil sa commotion, me isang mamang dumaan sa bintana ng bus, mismong sa tabi ko pang bintana! di ko kc agad naunawaan kung ano ang nangyayari at parang dedma yung mamang katabi ko kaya hindi napigilan yung mamang yun.. kung di sana e baka nahuli pa yun.. yung ibang sakay na mga lalake na nasa likod din e mukhang handang manggulpi ng snatcher dahil yung isa e nabiktima na ng snatcher sa bus din.. yung guy na napansin ko ang shirt e kasama pala nung ale at sya ata yung target ng mga snatchers, nakita lang nung ale.. grabe, super shocked talaga ako.. buti na lang at di ako nadamay at di napano.. talagang iniingatan Nya ako.

my 12th year in His church! glory and praises be unto His name

di kami natuloy ni mom umalis nung hapon ng thursday.. after ng pacheck up sa umaga, wherein pinaghintay kami ng 35 minutes nung doktor, e natulog na lang kami at bukas na lang kami aalis.. sana e maging ok ang kalalabasan ng aming lakad

kanina ay 3hrs exam sa mejo malayo-layo ring tanggapan.. me gud news pa nung hapon ng nakausap ko ang isang kapatid na consultant din.. bahala na ang Ama :-)

dumalaw din ngayon si beloved PK ko at bonding ever ang beauties namin :D

bc days are here again.. 2 interview scheds tomorrow, sa thursday e whole day reserved for mom.. malamang sa gabi na naman ako mag-oonline nito.. howell, at least sana e ito na yung hinihintay ko.

had a chat yesternight with handsomest and today w/ RG.. at least nakausap ko na ang 2 sa mga taong namimiss ko.. si lowlah kaya? haaay...

thurs nyt, nagkita kami ni lani to meet yung isang chatter na nangungulit sa kanya.. grabe naman yun, walang ka-pr-pr.. needless to say, pareho kaming di nag-enjoy.. howell.. then pag-uwi ko, lumala pala ang LBM ni mom.. akala namin e the usual LBM lang, yun pala, ang sabi ng doctor e gastrointestinal infection daw.. nanlalambot na sya kaya nagpunta kami sa hospital that same night, about 11pm.. sayang nga e, dapat mag-uusap kami ni handsomest.. eniweys, 2nyts and 2days naconfine si mom sa casaul gen. hosp. ganun ata talaga pag sa mejo mumu na hosp, yung doctor e once a day lang dumalaw, parang ang mga nurse lang ang gumagamot.. ryt now, my mom is ok, nagpapalakas na lang at bumabawi sa dami ng liquids na nawala sa kanya.. saturday past 7pm kami nakalabas ng hospital.. di tuloy kami pareho nakatupad..

ngayon ay heto, nasa bahay lang the whole day.. naiinip na ako.. sana e magkaroon na ng balita sa mga prospect ko.. si RG naman ay sumakit ang likod kaya di kami nagkausap ngayon.. nabigatan siguro sa hinaharap nya, wehehehe..

howell.. sana e matapos na itong boredom na nararamdaman ko.. at sana makausap ko na rin yung mga taong namimiss ko...

nasunod din ang wish ko, na hindi umalis ng bahay.. mejo rested na rin.. binigay na rin yung load ng 1030am.. nagkausap kami ni RG ng matagal-tagal.. kalimutang kong sabihin kahapon na tumawag sya at mejo teary-eyed ang boses (kaya nyo yun? :D) dont worry dude, di naman Nya tayo pababayaan e :)

howell.. tom is another day..

sheez, i'm missing a lot of people..

haaaay naku.. kaka-HB ang babaitang yun ha.. bashtush daw ako e di pa naman ako nakahubad howell.. share ko na lang sa inyo ang nangyari.. me e-load bisnes kc kami at dun sa babaitang yun namin kinukuha ang load. nagdedeposit muna kami sa bank acct nya sa metrobank bago itetext namin sa kanya ang amt at number saka loloadan nya kami..

ito ang usapan namin, thru text, yung mga nakabold e syang ebidinsya daw ng pagiging bastos ko.. maanong husgahan nyo nga kung bashtush ako teka, di kasama tong nakabold sa aking tabi

ako: paload po ng P--- sa 09----. nadeposit ko na rin. tnx
babaita: teller number pls, makikita sa ibabaw ng amt, saka time ng deposit
ako: 1245pm. 1---0 arnaiz branch. ala e kahigpit naman
babaita: marami kayong nagdedeposit ng same amt kaya di namin alam kung kanino galing
babaita: hus dis pls
ako: agen? hila ni (nagrefer sa akin) dahil ang akala ko e gusto lang nyang makilala ang hubad este bashtush na katext nya at walang kinalaman sa eload.. saka kinuha na nya name ko nung una akong nagpaload sa kanya huh
babaita: may 100 kayong retailer namin kaya di namin kilala kung sino ang nagpapaload.
babaita: (kinowt ang txt ko) matinong sagot ba naman yan?
ako: miss, cool ka lang, baka di ka na tumanda nyan. (my full name hir) po ako.
babaita: (kinowt ulit ang txt ko) e miss nakakabastos ka e

at ang siste, di nya niload ang dineposit naming pera. tumawag ngayon ang mother dear ko sa kanya at ang sabi e bastos daw ako at gusto daw akong makausap. buti na lang at mejo maaga din akong nakauwi (mula sa isa pang nakakainis na lakad, pero matitiis ko ang lakad na ito..) tumatawag kami sa bahay nila aba'y super bc.. tinatawagan ko rin yung nagrefer sa akin sa kanya at bc din ang fone... hmmm.. di kaya magwaswit ang 2 na yun at ako ang topic? howell.. nung mag-12midnight na (kakalog-out ko lang nun at naghahanda ng matulog) e sinubukan kong tumawag at nagring na ang fone nya. tinanong ko ang aking momsy kung gusto nyang tawagan para mapanatag sya dahil ang pobreng matanda, di makatulog sa pinaggagawa nila. ayun, aba'y, ke taray talaga. ang gusto lang ay magsosori ako sa kanya na para bang utang ko ang buhay ko sa kanya, naku! nakakapagngitngit talaga!

at least ngayon, alam na ni mother dear kung bakit imbyerna ako sa babaitang yun. at nakita nya ang kagandahang asal na taglay nun..

today was a busy day.. exam tuloy interview na sa umaga then meet miles na super tagal ko ng di nakakausap... from a little past 1pm to around 7pm e magkasama kami, kaya super bonding talaga!

tom is another busy day.. sana sa wednesday e mejo makapahinga naman ako.. howell.. life's life...

for saturday...

nagpunta din ako kanina sa alabang.. kahit super tinatamad, napilit ko rin ang sarili ko dahil sa curiosity kung ano nga ang meron dun.. buti nga at di ako naligaw, di rin na-late, sa tulong Nya.

di ko namalayan, nagkaroon pala ng take over sa ATO ng NAIA.. nagulat na lang ako ng pag-uwi ko ng 12nn e news nun ang sumalubong sa akin sa TV.. kakatawa naman, 2 lang yung nagtake-over, sangkaterbang SWAT team yung umatake, at ayon sa news e sumusuko na yung nag-take over e tinadtad pa rin sila ng bala.. inaanak pa pala ni GMA ang isa sa anak ni Villaruel, yung nagtake over sa NAIA.. base sa napanood ko sa Magandang Gabi Bayan e matalino si Villaruel. sya pala ang nakaimbento ng HummingBird na one seater fighter plane. inalok nya ito sa pamahalaan pero inisnab ito. buti pa ang malaysia at gusto itong bilhin. kaso ayaw nya dahil ginawa nya ito para sa Pilipinas. howell...

bakit kaya skyway ang tawag sa skyway e nde naman sya daan papuntang langit?

nagkita ulit kami ni buddy this tym sa sm north.. sana matuloy ang plans namin, with His help... kaya lang, parang kakaiba yung nainom naming tea sa mocha blends, kakaantok.. howell.. me interview tom pero parang tinatamad ako magpunta, ang layo e.. haaay.. bahala na.. a busy week next week..

gudnyt blog..

grabe, a very long, tiresome pero mejo happy day! .5 interview lang instead of 2 interviews ang napuntahan ko.. .5 kc yung talagang mag-iinterview sa akin e out of the country so i need to go back again next week.. i dunno if this interview will have a bearing.. i sure hope so.. eniweys, if not, then its just not meant to be.. di ako natuloy dun sa isa dahil wala palang fx sa makati pag maaga pa.. so di na ako umabot.. nasira pa shoes ko, buti na lang at me mr quickie.. had lunch with diakonong mike kakatawa nga e.. i was thinking of inviting web expert to have lunch w/ me pero ewan ko ba, dyahe talaga ako pag kaming 2 lang.. then nagtxt ba naman, gulat ako, ang lakas ng radar ng mokong na to, hehehe..

nasa haus na sana ako around 2pm, pero nagpumilit si buddy na magkita kami.. haaay naku.. why am i stucked w/ frends who cant say no for an answer? so ayun, nagmeet kami, had coffee then watched Matrix Revolutions then naglaro pa ng billiards. First tym ko makapaglaro ng billiards.. pero nde first tym humawak ng tako.. nung una kc e hawak lang talaga, hehehe..

all in all, masayang pagod.. wala pang jeep sa tandang sora kaya nag-2 rides pa ako.. ganun pala dun pag rush hour.. akala ko e di nauubusan ng jeep dun.. and another highlight pala, nagkachat kami ng matagal-tagal ng kuya ko :D grabe, namiss ko yun! buti na lang at me net na sya ulit sa lab..

haaay, another day tom.. mejo nde na busy.. pero lalabas pa rin pala ako.. sana lang maging ok yung lakad ko tom nyt..

good nyt blog!

almost whole day akong wala.. at nakuha ko na rin last pay check ko.. check talaga kaya di ko pa rin magamit, hehehe.. grabe, pwede na akong magpunta ng sing! :D sayang nga at di kami nagkausap ni RG ngayon.. howell... tom e busy day na naman.. sana e di ako maligaw at mahirapan sa mga pagsakay, heheeh... nga pala, me tanong ako sa ibaba.. ito e sinabi sa akin ng isang dating kasamahan...

whatdyathink?
"pumayat ka, tumaba ako, nice!"

nyemas naman yung isang agency ko.. pinatulog sa files nila ang resume ko.. buti na lang at nacontact ko kanina, nagising ng kunti yung resume ko, hehehe... a busy day tom.. dentist sa umaga, then daan sa hospital, then sana e makuha ko na pay ko para dagdag kadatungan, hehehe :D howell.. 2 weeks pa lang ako napapahinga e mejo restless na naman ang byuti ko.. eniweys, mejo bc the coming days.. naiinip lang naman ako pag nakukulong d2 sa haus.. layas talaga e, hehehe.. nga pala, natuloy din ang ulan na ilang araw ng nagbabadya.. super lakas, pero sandali lang.. at least lumamig ang panahon :)

log off muna ako.. mukhang everyday e nakaka-4hrs ako d2 sa comp.. mauubos na naman tuloy card ko..

grabe, ang init kagabi! kala ko nga di ako makakatulog sa sobrang alinsangan e.. and to think november na ngayon.. kanina e nagpunta akong kapilya at natapos ko na ang project ko :D kaya next stage na ako, heheeh :D ngayon e patay oras muna.. tatawagan ko pa pala mga suspect este prospect ko

kay tagal na panahon ding di ko naa-update itong blog ko.. last day ko sa netD noong Oct 21.. yun siguro ang bday gift sa akin, w/c is ok :) kakatawa nga e, totoo nga pala ang kasabihang sa hinahaba-haba ng prusisyon, sa resignation din ang tuloy, hehehe indamintaym e PAL at PMA muna ang byuti ko :) sayang nga e, nagkasakit pa ako ng 1 week, di ko rin naasikaso ang mga dapat kong asikasuhin.. at least, natapos na rin ang pagtransfer namin ng voting place para sa election..

haaay naku.. pag naalala ko yung pinagdaanan namin sa comelec na yan, di ko maiwasang ma-HB.. pano ba naman, super talaga sa kawalan ng sistema at super ginagawang negosyo ang registration at change of address / status.. kelangan kc na me ID ka ng current address mo.. pag wala? no problem, kuha ka ng police clearance.. sa police clearance, ikaw din naman ang magbibigay ng address mo, wala ka ng dapat na ipakitang documents na magpapatunay na dun ka nga nakatira.. magbabayad ka nga lang ng P50 at P30 para sa picture, ang husay di ba? yung comelec official naman ng district 2 e feeling paimportante.. nakikipagchicahan muna sa mga kasamahan nya dahil sa problema nila sa pagkain (na supposedly e sagot daw ng kung sino pero di naman natutupad) bago asikasuhin ang mahaba ng pila sa lamesa nya.. pag ikaw na ang kaharap, hihingan ka ng kung ano-anong documents na iba naman sa sinabi nya noon.. haay naku.. ang hirap magpabalik-balik noh! bago ka makarating sa opisina nila e kelangang mong makipaggitgitan sa katakot-takot na tao.. di naman ako si san cai o si ye sha kaya wag nyo akong pagkaguluhan, please!

kakainis din ang PLDT, naghihirap na ata dahil nagkaubusan na sa directory, tapos ang pagtatanong sa directory assistance e me charge na P3.00 per inquiry! husay talaga! haaaay naku, ano na ba nangyayari sa dito? baka sumabay na ako ke RG sa january pag feeling hopeless pa rin ako pagdating nya..

kainis, mabigat pa rin ang katawan ko... nakiuso pa sa mga sakit na nagkalat ngayon d2 sa pinas dahil sa panahon.. nga pala, i'm officially no longer connected with netD.. update ko na lang tong blog some other time..

i'll be updating my blog in a few days.. maa-update ko na ito ng wala akong paki sa mga lorong sumisilip sa balikat ko...

haaaay... di ko na siguro mapapanood yung freddy vs. jason sa sinehan.. wala akong mahilang manood e.. ok naman yung underworld, kahit mag-isa pala e kaya kong panoorin yun..

di rin natuloy ang mga lakad ko kahapon, was very tired from friday's paglalakad (literally, hehehe)

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ang hirap palang magpost pag me lorong nasilip sa balikat mo (as what RG had said..)

had my haircut, yipee!! kamukha ko na si michelle saram a.k.a. ye sha ng meteor garden kahit sa buhok lang *glee* was absent today, naglakad ng kung anong anik-anik w/ my beloved PK, to be continued pa tom.. sa wakas, nakuha na rin nya mga last pay nya.. blooming nga daw sya sabi ng mga dating kasama nya dun, and i agree :) sana makahanap na kami ng mabuting trabaho at fafa *sigh*

tuesday

muntik na akong di makapasok dahil nalowbatt ang cell ko at namatay kaya di nag-alarm. buti na lang at maingay sa labas kaya nagising ako, 30mins late sa dapat na gising ko, kaya late tuloy ang beauty ko

wednesday

nagkausap kami ni RG, di pa rin tapos report nya. recommended nyang panoorin yung Underworld, mayakag nga si Coll Frend.. grabe, wala na pala akong alam sa mga movies, masyado ata akong nasubsob sa job hunting.. naiwang online ni kuya yung ym nya, gulat ako, kala ko di na naman natulog, hehehe...

2003-10-09 - 11:22 a.m.

nothing much happened this past week.. my brace is on its second stage now, inadjust sya nung monday kaya mejo hirap akong kumain the past week.. mejo ok na sya ngayon.. bought an issue of the Manila Bulletin para maghanap ng agencies and work here and abroad.. sana naman e di matapos ang buwan na ito at makalipat na ako ng work.. much better kung abroad..

nagtransfer na rin ako ng lokal.. back to my beloved locale kahit malayo sya sa haus.. at home ako dun at kahit pagod e happy ako :)

had a wake-up call from handsomest today.. actually, gising na ako nung tumawag sya.. mejo malabo nga lang dating nung una kaya kala ko tuloy si ron or RG yung tumawag.. sori dude, and thanks sa call, good luck sa work mo, i'll pray for u

another week ahead.. i hope this will be a fruitful one..

had lunch w/ tita thess, grabe, namiss ko company nya :) naayos na rin yung registration dun sa busines.. at nahila ko pa sya :D sana e ok ito..


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kets kaya parang wala akong tym makinig sa mga probs ng ibang tao? hey, dont get me wrong.. naiinis lang ako kc yung isa e nagpapaloko (ikaw ba naman ay di magdududa kung hihingan ka ng P40k ng kasosyo mo para lang sa isang business permit?) at yung isa naman ay syang naghahanap ng sakit ng kanyang ulo (laging naghahanap ng katipang sanli, at hindi makuntento sa isa huh!)

2003-09-26 - 3:37 p.m.


mood is a state of mind.. and wala ako sa mood ngayon.. maybe because all i can think of is gusto ko ng mag-abroad..


handsomest & sweet ivy, sori nga pala, cant access the friendster log in page, laging cannot be displayed d2 sa ofc e..

2003-09-23 - 11:32 a.m.


nagkita kami ng college frend ko kahapon to celebrate her birthday.. updates on our careers and everything.. haaay.. super gusto ko na talaga umalis..

2003-09-23 - 10:06 a.m.


my lolah called me yesterday, ang haba ng wentuhan namin! :D bumawi sa super tagal naming hindi nakakapagchat.. went to SM north kahapon and nakuha ko na rin passport ko, yahoo!! nag-inquire na rin ako sa kanila ng package and they have US$280 4days 3nites stay plus fare. That is less than P20k.. ok na rin :D well.. have syemps the best pa rin if me maghire sa akin dun sa mga sinendan ko ng application kesa magpunta ako dun ng wala pang sure na work.. have to see my budget first..

2003-09-22 - 10:05 a.m.

@#$%#@*&%^*&%#@

kainis tong pc na narentahan ko.. ayaw pa akong palipatin sa ibang pc.. super bagal mag-open.. sana lang e di masayang yung nirent ko at me tumawag na employers.. haaaay... hope na makapasok ako ng maaga tom para makapag-browse at apply pa sa ofc..

gustong-gusto ko ng makaalis d2.. alam kong walang kahihinatnan ang paglagi ko dito.. pero paano? mahirap umalis ng walang tiyak na malilipatan.. gusto ko nga sana ay sa singapore na.. iniisip kong umalis sa october dahil baka sa 22 ko pa makuha ang passport ko.. iniisip kong makipagsapalaran ng 1 buwan sa singapore.. kung loloobin ay makakahanap ako ng trabaho sa aking pamamalagi doon.. iniisip ko kung kaya ng budget ko.. nag-alok si RG na kung sakali e pwede nya ako tulungan financially.. pero hangga't maaari ay ayaw kong umasa.. nahihiya din akong makipanuluyan sa mga kapatid.. ang tulong lang na gusto ko ay ang mapasok sa trabaho.. pero dahil qualified ako, at hindi dahil sa palakasan..

2003-09-15 - 6:35 p.m.

8pm na ako nakaalis ng ofc ng lunes, kaya late na rin nakatulog. Di pa kasi tapos ang NTC project at sa Sept.11 na ang soft launch nito. Nag-LBM pa ako ng madaling araw ng martes kaya nanghihina ako, masakit ang ulo dahil sa kulang sa tulog. Pumasok pa rin ako dahil me kelangan pang tapusin sa opisina. Balak ko sanang mag-half day na lang pero hindi ko rin nagawa. 7pm na rin ako nakaalis. Hindi ako pumasok ngayon. Hindi pa rin ok ang katawan ko. Nagpaalam ako sa boss ko. Ang sabi ay may pending pa daw atang naiwan. Tumawag daw ako sa office. Haaaaay.. ewan ko ba.. nakakahina pala ng resistensya ang sobrang pagod at kulang naman sa benepisyo. Hindi ko maiwasang ikompara dun sa dati kong pinapasukan. Me panahon na mahigit isang buwan kaming umuuwi ng 10pm at pumapasok ng 830am pero hindi ko iniinda. Nagtatawanan pa kami kung maghiwa-hiwalay. Dahil alam naming makikita namin ang bunga ng aming pinagpaguran.

an exhausting week

hindi pa pala tapos ang harrassment sa akin, to be continued this week.. early monday morning ay nagpunta na ang director ng NTC to see the project and suggest on-the-spot changes again.. haaay buhay.. buti na lang at me bagyo nung tuesday (mejo masama ata ang dating nun, heheeh) at me excuse ako umabsent.. ang tagal nga magconfirm ng boss ko tungkol sa pagpapaalam ko, kaya ang takot ko kung ano ang bubulaga sa akin ng wednesday, buti na lang at wala ng masyadong changes.. nung hapon nga e balik VFR project na ako, another draining project.. haaaaayyyy.. buti na lang at pinayagan akong umabsent ng boss ko nung thursday, nalakad ko na yung passport ko.. nagpunta ako sa DFA para sa personal appearance.. kakainis nga yung agency, 8am ang usapan namin e 9am na dumating.. 930 e tapos na ako.. umuwi lang sandali for lunch then went out again to meet my beloved PK and go to San Nicolas.. salamat at nakadalaw ulit sa beloved locale ko.. marami na ring nagbago.. may TV na sa ibaba para mas makasamba ng maayos ang mga me dalang bata at hindi magkakasya sa itaas.. nakita ko rin ang naging bunga ko sa kalihiman na ngayon ay happily married na.. swerte din dahil ang PD na nangasiwa ay ang pinakapeborit PD ko sa lokal :D

i still need some time to unwind so i decided to go out nung saturday para makapag-ikot-ikot.. nanood din ng Spy Kids 3D and unfortunately, di ako nasiyahan.. twice or thrice ko lang nakita yung 3D effects and all in all e hindi maganda yung effects, maging yung story.. eniweys, nakita ko naman ang trailer ng The Medallion ni Jacky Chan and its a date w/ me and my mom next week :D

tidbits

• mejo mellow ang dating ni sunget, nasemplang pala ni KD, hehehe.. hanggang kelan kaya tatagal ito? hhmmmm... let's see...


• nung nakakatulog na ako, saturday night, ay may tumawag.. ayaw ko na nga sanang sagutin.. si handsomest pala, nagising tuloy ako, hehehe.. adobong atay at balunbalunan daw ang ulam nya, naisip ko tuloy, matagal na rin palang di ako nakakakain nun.. nagutom tuloy ako, hehehe.. thanks for the call handsomest :) wag mo ako benta ha :D


• lunch out kami ni mom, nakabili na rin ng latch and hook pattern para sa aming 2, at ng 300-piece jigsaw puzzle for me :D


• nakakatawa sa sm north.. me sun shop sa sm city annex, pero alang signal sa basement ng sm city..

job hunting pa rin.. ewan ko ba.. kets kaya biglang parang gustong-gusto ko na makaalis.. pero naiisip ko na baka nek year pa ako makaalis, ok rin yun kc gusto kong and2 ako sa december, mas ok kung sabay kami ni RG sa pagpunta sa sing.. eniweys.. bahala na ang Ama, alam ko namang di Nya ako pababayaan.. isa ng tanda yung bago naming business, di ba? :)

PaKyAwAnG bLoG uPdAtE

haaaaay.. ano-ano ba nangyari sa akin for this whole week? sana matandaan ko lahat.. hirap kc, ang bagal ng connection sa bahay, ganun din sa ofc, plus sobrang hectic sched ko ngayon dahil sa DILG-NTC project kaya ilang araw ng harassed beauty ko.. di na nga kami nagkakachicahan ni RG e, di magtugma yung tym na mejo maluwag ako sa tym na mejo maluwag sya.. si Bern naman, mejo nadedma ko pa nung isang araw.. thursday yun, tumawag sya sa ofc, sakto namang me on-the-spot-add-this-to-the-project ako kaya ayun.. haaaay buhay.. buti na lang, ASP ito, kung nde, naku, wag nila akong maharass-harass, hehehe.. si BigBoss din e mejo pressured na sa VFR kaya napepressure na rin sina buntis.. nagkasabay-sabay mga projects, pero same number of peepz pa rin kami.. buti na lang at nanjan si Ngets, laking tulong nya talaga sa akin, idol talaga, heheeh :D

dumating na rin yung BC ko nung thurs, tues ako nagbayad sa metrobank, ang bilis lang ng processing.. kanina naman e nagpunta na ako sa agency after ng appointment ko sa dentist.. paid half tapos yung other half e pag nakuha ko na yung passport ko, dun ko na rin kukunin sa agency.. sana nga e matuloy ako sa tuesday magpersonal appearance para ok na.. and i need a break.. sana e makapanood man lang ako ng sine.. maganda kaya yung 3D spy kids? hmmm.. bahala na..

Thursday, Aug 21

2nd day na nagkita kami ni beloved PK.. napapadalas ata pero oks lang, ang saya nga e (noh) ok ang naging result ng interview nya.. sana e ok nga yung company na papasukan nya para makalipat din ako dun if ever..

Friday, Aug 22

Nagpunta ako sa Tondo.. morning e pumunta kami ni mom ke Tita Conching.. nung hapon e dinaan ko yung padala kina xtn then nagkita kami ni Aydes sa HP.. ala na palang sinehan dun so we went sa RobMla to watch Nemo.. grabe! ang ganda nya! ang daming lesson na makukuha :D dapat e mapanood to ng anak at magulang *okay*

Saturday, Aug 23

Kasal ng aking kumare.. met boss Charlie, nagtutulakan na kami kung sino ang susunod.. kami na lang ang naiiwang single sa Charlie's Angels.. haaaay.. im happy for you mare, the search is over.. ako kaya, kelan? kung susundin ang trend, last year nauna si Rachel, then ikaw naman this year.. next year kaya? sana.. howell..

*yawn* fuyat ang beauty ko... false alarm news na si EGM or EVM ang mangangasiwa kanina sa lokal, nagdoble tupad pa tuloy ang mga diakono at diakonesa.. sinamahan ko si mama sa kapilya.. pero oks lang..


kagabi e sa central ako sumamba.. nagkita kami ni beloved PK and catch up on things.. first tym kong sumamba sa central, at saktong ang nanalangin sa una at nagbasbas e ang isa sa labs kong mtro, si MS :D nagkita rin kami ni eustaquio sa wakas! grabe! mababang loob talaga sya at ang cute ng dimples! mangani-nganing yakapin at halikan ko, pero syemps di pwede, hehehe :D eniweys, i cherish this day :D

2003-08-21 - 9:21 a.m.


ang dami kong fone calls kahapon.. one of which came from a good frend of mine na miss ko na ang company.. thanks pare! *glee* good to hear from you, lalo na't alam kong okay ka jan sa bagong tahanan mo :)

2003-08-20 - 9:27 a.m.


kainis yung connection ko sa haus.. is it my fone line? or pangit lang talaga isp service ngayon? howell.. sayang yung sinulat ko kahapon, ang haba pa naman ng nasulat ko na.. anyways.. kahapon lang ako nagpunta sa makati shangrila.. di ko kc naitakas iprint yung resume ko nung monday night kaya nakisuyo na lang ako sa mabait kong frend na diakono.. then ang dami pang aberyang nangyari pagdating ko sa makati shangrila, wala daw ganung name na guest na nakalist.. nagnet pa ako at humingi ng favor ke RG para tawagan nya yung company at iconfirm kung natuloy nga ba.. natuloy daw so balik ako ulit sa makati shangrila.. this tym e iba na yung receptionist at kilala nya yung guest.. di naman ako ininterview.. kinuha lang resume ko at pinapasend ako ng soft copy thru email.


di ko pa naasikaso passport ko.. ang hirap kc kumilos dahil sa bagyong si Lakay.. buti nga at dininig ng Ama ang panalangin ko at hindi ako gaanong nabasa ng ulan..

2003-08-20 - 9:20 a.m.

went to deparo yesterday to get my TOR and diploma.. found out that I had kept my job certificates from my previous employers so I took it along.. went to have my passport pic taken earlier today.. Im planning to go to makati tomorrow to apply and hopefully, I can go to DFA on tuesday for my passport.. wish me luck guys..

ano man ang mangyari, alam kong kalooban Nya ito..

nga pala, nagblack-out kaninang 4pm sa US.. parts ng canada at ng new york actually.. parang nasa pinas na ulet si handsomest *glee*

2003-08-15 - 10:30 a.m.


kainis! grabeng traffic! tama ba namang pagsisiksikin lahat ng bus sa ilalim ng mga flyover? over na toh!

2003-08-15 - 10:29 a.m.

ayaw maayos ng acct nya sa chosen.. haaay.. tom na nga lang.. aga pa ako tom.. gudnyt blog

dalawang magkasunod na gabi ng reunion.. kagabi ay muling nagkasama-sama kami ng mga malalapit kong kaibigan sa san lucas.. isang ex-diakono at isang diakono at pangulo ng pnk.. naging maganda naman ang talakayan, bagama't medyo nakasentro sa akin ang usapan.. gaya ng inaasahan, nagkapalitan muli ng kaalaman na may kaugnayan sa teknolohiya at mga pagdedesisyon sa career at iba pang mga bagay-bagay... naging makabuluhan naman sa kabuuan ang naging talakayan, at busog din ang tyan, salamat sa aking kaibigang diakono na sya ko ring naging takbuhan mula ng ako'y magkaproblema sa hanapbuhay.. kanina naman ay pagkakatipon ng mga PLM-CBI, alumni at mga kasalukuyang nag-aaral.. ayaw ko sanang dumalo sa nasabing pagkakatipon, dangan nga lamang at nahihiya ako sa aking ka-alumni na masigasig sa pagbuo ng samahan.. gaya ng inaasahan, ako lang ang nag-iisang senior na dumating.. at di tulad ng nakaraang pagkakatipon, maraming mga kasalukuyan pa lamang kasapi sa CBI ang dumalo (15 sila).. nakakatawang nakakainis na nakikibalita pa rin ang nag-iisang diakono sa aming grupo.. salamat at natapos naman ng masaya at matiwasay ang pagkakatipon..

went to my former but beloved locale yesterday. good news! itatayo na ang bagong kapilya namin :D malapit na talaga akong bumalik doon, gusto kong maranasan ang pagsasaayos ng tala sa panibagong lokal.. at ang pananatiling maayos nito.. baka hindi na rin tumuloy si Switty na umalis.. wala palang nakakaalam na aalis na sya kung nde ako.. mukhang nadulas pa ata ako nung naghihintay sa pulong..

magkikita kami mamya ng san lucas tropa.. sana maging fruitful ang discussion..

got his pic at last, hehehe.. namiss ko rin syang kausap pramis.. haay life.. magulo ang career ko, mejo makulay naman ang lovelife.. ganito ba talaga kuya? :D

Chosen EB kagabi.. around 1230am kaninang umaga ako nakarating d2 sa bahay.. grabe, di ko akalain magiging ganun sya ka-sweet.. katxt ko pa till 2am, tapos me wake up call pa ng 830am.. ganda ng naging usapan namin kagabi ha, kung totoo yung sinasabi nya na nangyari sa kanila ng ex nya, ok sya.. kaya nyang magpakatotoo sa nararamdaman nya.. ang saya din ng EB kagabi kahit maraming uninvited guests.. mejo bitin nga lang sa bonding tym.. sana matuloy yung lakad sa 22 para maituloy ang nabitin na chicahan, hehehe.. nga pala, me pic kaming 2.. ewan ko nga kung ano kalalabasan nun.. sana pwedeng makapagkolorum sa monday, mukhang juicy ang magiging talakayan pag nagkataon :-)

haay.. enough for this.. job hunting muna.. sana yung next job ko e yung magtatagl na ako...

just want to share it with you guys.. timely to sa akin..

Why Worry?

There are only two things in life to worry about:







Whether you are well
or whether you are sick.





If you are well,





then there is nothing to worry about.







But if you are sick,





there are only two things to worry about:







Whether you are going to get well





or whether you are going to die.











If you get well,





then there is nothing to worry about.







But if you die,





there are only two things to worry about:





Whether you are going to go to heaven
or whether you are going to go to hell.





If you go to heaven,





then you have nothing to worry about.







But if you go to hell,





you'll be so busy shaking hands with all your friends,





that you won't have time to worry!



So, Why Worry?







Be Happy








Do not cry if the Sun sets at the end of the day, because the tears will not
let you enjoy the beauty of the Stars.

what a day! had browsed my mails earlier today at mejo di na naging masaya ang araw ko dahil sa email ng frend ko.. nakita ko rin na me email ang boss ko, pero di ko naman inakalang ganun ka-over yun.. kainis talaga, grabe! biruin mo ba namang higpitan kami sa paggamit ng office facilities (yun ngang fax at printer e hirap na hirap na kaming gamitin, di tulad dun sa dati kong pinapasukan), pinagbawal din ang fone calls during office hours unless emergency (sabagay, di na ako apektado dito..), at bawal na rin mag-email, magsurf, at magchat ng hindi work related.. pati pasok e nde na flexi, at pag nalate ng 1hr e considered half day na (mejo hindi rin ako apektado dito..), magkakaroon na rin ng dress code.. pero, ang talagang kumbaga e injury ay tig-5 lang ang VL at SL namin! samantalang dun sa dating pinapasukan ko e tig-15 yun, convertible pa ang SL.. di ko na ninanais na gawin nilang convertible yun, kaya lang, parang sobrang pananakal na yun! at magkakaroon lang kami ng SL e after pa ng 1 yr of service, samantalang ang alam kong ganun e VL lang.. haay naku.. kung noon e naiisip kong parang wala akong kinabukasan sa kompanyang ito, dahil walang career path, lalo na ngayon.. dangan nga lamang at nahihiya akong umalis noon, pero sa ginawa nilang ito, nagkaroon na ako ng dahilan para umalis.. hindi na sila competitive sa market.. pasensyahan na lang.. sana magtapos pa rin ito sa maganda.. pero ewan ko.. bahala na.. di ko rin alam kung san ako pupunta, abroad na ba o local employment pa rin? basta ang alam ko, sign na ito galing sa Ama.. di ko lang alam kung ano ang balak Nya para sa akin, pero alam kong Sya ang syang papatnubay at gagabay sa akin..

just read a letter from a frend of mine, w/c somehow dampens my mood.. grabe, nagbabago nga talaga ang tao sa pag-usad ng panahon.. howell.. need to take it as a challenge.. kaya lang, ang isang nakakasakit sa damdamin, ganun ba talaga kababa ang tingin nya sa akin? o wala lang syang tiwala sa mga kasama nya dun sa sg? sabagay, napapabalita namang mejo loner sya dun at iba ang tropa nya.. haaay.. ewan ko, parang me nararamdaman tuloy akong gap.. wag naman sana..

dumating na kahapon ng madaling araw (pinas tym) si handsomest sa canada.. aga ngang nagtxt at nanggigising, hehehe.. ok naman ang naging flight nya, good for him :)

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dapat e magkikita kami ng beloved PK ko kahapon, sayang at di natuloy.. pero blessing in disguise na rin siguro kc me nakabalandrang sasakyan sa harap ng bahay at wala akong madaanan, parang inari na yung kalsada

haaaay.. kelan kaya kami magkikita? di naman sya pupunta sa friday.. lapit na rin syang umalis..

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lately, nagiging HB na naman si mom.. buti na lang hindi sa akin.. malamang sa inis dun sa may ari ng bahay.. howell..

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matutuloy kaya ako this year sa pag-alis? gusto ko sana na nandito ako sa december, kung nde super mahohomesick siguro ako nun.. daming activities nakaline-up sa december, daming uuwi, kasama na ang kuya ko..

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heard sa news na me bombing sa jakarta, indonesia.. sana hindi affected si superstar..

ano ba ang agenda today? we'll be going to makati to meet my aunt.. me coup pa ba? ay, grabe, speaking of coup, sobrang kakatakot yung kumalat na balita last friday about sa coup na yan ha.. i hope whoever started that thing will wake up.. nde magandang biro yun..

Wednesday, July 30

Reunion with CBI-PLM. Actually it was a despidida for one of my colleagues who will be going to Riyadh. Actually, ngayon na ang flight nya. It was fun, we were 13 in all, 7 ang mga kasabayan ko, actually, 6 lang, then yung isa e nag-abot kami nung paalis na ako ng PLM. Pumunta din yung current pres and secretary. Plus yung iba e ngayon ko lang nakita though kasama sa email list. Grabe, parang ang tanda ko na, the current president just graduated from elementary when I graduated from college. Dumagdag na yung nag-aate sa akin, huhuhu.. pero ang sarap nilang kasama, pramis.. I'm planning to attend the G.A. on saturday, para naman maituloy ang bonding we had dinner at BK para bottomless drinks at mahabang wentuhan, pero kaasar yung chicken nila, puro balat.. eniwey, kung sino man yung nagtreat e thanks, talagang bossing na mga kasabayan ko, hehehe..


Thursday, July 31

Had lunch with a makulet person kahit me baon akong lunch.. grabe, ayaw tumanggap ng "no" for an answer.. called twice pa at same dialogue.. haaay naku, kung di ka lang malakas sa akin.. eniweys, I know that I'll miss these times with you..


Friday, Aug 1

Despidida of a good frend.. grabe, ayaw kong umiyak, pramis.. buti na lang at nandun ang super lurker at intrigerong nedz, sya ata ang nangunguna sa pang-aalaska, hehehe.. pero ang daya nung nagpadespidida ha.. ibenta ba naman daw ako, hmpf! tapos ala man lang iniwang remembrance sa akin eniweys, ingat ka pare.. ay, sayang, di natin nakanta yung "This guy's inlab w/ u pare" i hope magustuhan mo yung pabaon ko, though marami pang kulang yan.. pag-uwi mo, dalhin mo na lang ulit, dadagdagan ko na lang

haaay naku.. puyat to the max ako, went home past 2am na.. buti nga di ako nahati e pupunta pa ako sa Quiapo mamya for the G.A...


Saturday, Aug 2

Woke up around 9am, pwede pang pumunta ng G.A.... kaso me dumating pang bisita kaya di rin ako nakapunta ng Quiapo.. kainis, sobrang nanghihinayang talaga ako at di ako nakapunta sa G.A.

phoeeey... this month, i'll say many goodbyes... goodbye to my college frend coz he'll be leaving for riyadh on the 3rd (though we're not that very close..).. goodbye to my good frend who will be going to canada, i'll surely miss him, but i know that he'll be back :).. goodbye to my frend's single blessedness for she'll be getting married late this month (grammar check pls).. eniweys, i know naman that these goodbyes are just markers that a chapter has ended and a new one opened.. and with the new opened ones, challenges arises which brings color to our life :)

yipeee!!!! naka-log in din ako sa blog ko sa wakas!!! gosh, i missed my blog! thanks to handsomest jon, for updating my blog thru copying and pasting from my temporary blog :D ayan! nakabili din ng modem sa wakas! sana naman e tumagal to ng mahabang panahon.. mga 10yrs, ok na, hehehe :D

haaay naku sis.. mas ok nga na nde nagko-confide sa yo si ever.. frankly, nandidiri na ako jan, wag ka na lang maingay...

2003-07-23 - 5:36 p.m.


what happened yesternight? howell.. dapat magkikita kami ng barkada kaso me importanteng activity si handsomest kaya na-cancel.. blessing in disguise din, thursday and i went out to dine.. nope, i wouldn't call it a date.. here is an excerpt from my email to my bro..


"nothing much.. we just had dinner sa chowking... nagpunta ako sa ofc nya e me inaayos pa sya so umakyat na ako instead na sa lobby lang ako.. actually, pinaakyat na nya ako kc nagpatulong sa pc, hehehe.. tapos yun, me tinapos pa sya sandali, nag-uwi pa ng work (ewan ko lang kung nagawa, hehehe..).. tapos yun, sakay kami sa jeep papunta sa chowking.. nasa frontseat kami, then chicahan.. tapos pinapagselos pa yung crush nya e nde naman magseselos yun, hehehe.. tinext na magkasama nga kami nagdidinner sa chowking.. tapos napag-usapan yung isa pa nyang crush na feel ko e me chance sya.. ayun, nakwento mga dating usapan nila.. ok lang.. di naman ako kilig dun sa labas namin.. pero cute ng kilay nya grabe! heheh :D"

2003-07-23 - 10:00 a.m.


pikon ka na sa akin? sori ha.. word of advice, nandidiri ako sa yo, so wag ka ng lumapit sa akin.. and sori din, di na rin kita kayang galangin..

2003-07-22 - 1:13 p.m.


thanks frends, for lifting up my spirits :) what will i do w/o u guys? :)

2003-07-22 - 12:39 p.m.


virtual life is really a very complicated life and shouldnt be mixed w/ the real life.. haaay...


i appreciate your being open-minded.. but i cant blame those who would think otherwise.. thanks..

2003-07-22 - 10:05 a.m.


hindi ko akalaing i would value his opinion this much.. but i had known his answer all along..

2003-07-22 - 9:15 a.m.


a stressful day.. (spell check pls) grabe! ang sakit sa mata at ulo ng ginagawa ko, plus ang dami ko pang nalamang lihim.. wala talagang lihim na hindi nabubunyag.. pero sana, wag na akong multuhin ng kahapon...

2003-07-21 - 6:38 p.m.


darn! i have to learn to control my emotions.. stop thinking about him.. stop missing him.. howell..


me good news ang katiwala namin.. me lilipat daw na dating full time sa amin.. howell.. i think i'll wait for him before deciding to say goodbye sa locale.. i dont want to leave, i've learned to love the people here and will surely miss them.. pero kung nde maayos ang lahat, ayaw ko namang manatili sa paurong na sistema..

2003-07-21 - 10:34 a.m.


migraine attack :(( di naman pwedeng umabsent, ang daming gawa.. haaay.. maalis na sana to...

2003-07-18 - 9:52 a.m.


i need to buy a new modem... waaaah.. gastos na naman :((


kainis, i was planning to take a half-day leave this friday, kaso, ang daming projects na dumating.. mga dating projects, bumabalik at nagmumulto, waaaah....

2003-07-17 - 9:44 a.m.


di kami natuloy ni baby sis kagabi.. mejo blessing in disguise na rin kc tinapos pa namin yung vfr project e 730 na rin ako nakaalis ng ofc.. met w/ my PK pal.. chica, nagpanata sa Ugong, then late dinner.. oks naman..


birthday ngayon ng 2 kasama ko sa PLM-CBI.. Erwin and Olay, happy birthday to you!!! :D


kaya lang, parang masyadong acting sweet pero deceiving tong si mokong ha... if i didn't know better, baka iba isipin ko.. howell.. that's the type of guy na kakatakot makasama..

2003-07-15 - 10:32 a.m.


i would like to thank handsomest for copying my posts here to my blog :D peyam na rin ng modem mo para di na ko bibili at maa-update ko na blog ko sa haus *glee*


wento ko lang nangyari sa akin nung sabado.. grabe, naglalakad kami pauwi ng

mom ko from kapilya, nasa tabi lang kami kc walang sidewalk dun.. tapos me

isang taxi na humarurot, nag-overtake, tapos nahaging ako.. tumama pa nga

yung side mirror ng taxi nya sa siko ko.. tapos ni hindi man lang huminto..

kung nahagip ako nun e malamang na hit and run yun.. buti na lang, di ako

napano.. yung side mirror nya ang nasira.. yun ngang nasa passenger seat nung taxi e nagbukas pa ng pinto, tiningnan kung ano yung nabasag, pero alang paki yung driver, sige pa rin sa pagpapatakbo.. talagang iningatan kami ng Ama! takot na takot nga mom ko, kala kung napano na ako.. pero talagang ramdam mo yung kamay ng Ama na humawak sa amin.. kc kung di pa ako nagreact, di malalaman ng mom ko na muntik na akong mahagip nun e magkahawak kamay lang naman kami..

mood: tinatamad... started the day by reading and replying to mails, then downloaded some songs.. nadagdagan na naman collection ko! :D


howell.. enough for this.. need to work, sana matapos ko to kahit di ko alam pano gagawin to :((

2003-07-10 - 10:45 a.m.


sorry, but im not in the mood for chatting

2003-07-09 - 4:04 p.m.


kakainis!!!!... grrrr... kung di ka lang buntis naku....

2003-07-09 - 3:18 p.m.


my loneliness has caught up with me :(

2003-07-09 - 11:12 a.m.


met ana and da king *lol* yesternight.. sarap ng feeling, halo-halong chicahan sa mga me wenta at walang wentang bagay, hehehe..


hmmm.. ano ba nangyari nung weekend? nung saturday.. nagpunta sa dentist.. me dagdag na rubber na yung brace ko, para daw sa bite naman.. kaso, ang bilis mapigtas, istorbo pa sa pagkain.. pero at least, tanggable sya, hehehe.. sunday.. howell.. nagkabanggaan na naman kami ni sungit.. haay naku.. bahala na nga sya..

2003-07-08 - 10:24 a.m.


bwiset!!! inis na talaga ako!!! darn!!! pag sya nangangailangan, ang linaw-linaw kausap.. pero pag pay-time na.. bwiset talaga.. haaay naku.. last na talaga to.. kaasar...

2003-07-04 - 4:13 p.m.


syemay... marami pa ata akong dapat kapain d2.. i miss my blogger *sniff*

2003-07-03 - 9:37 a.m.


siomai! di ko pa rin maaccess yung blog ko, waaaaah...


howell.. weird naman, just talked to my 2 long lost acquaintances yesterday.. pareho ng married ngayon at me baby na.. pero bakit naman nyo tinatanong kung kamusta na ang luvlyf ko? frankly, im happy as i am now, malaya kong nagagawa at napupuntahan mga gusto ko.. and besides, i have lots of frends that love me in return, that's more than enough at hindi ko ipagpapalit yun sa love ng isang guy

2003-07-03 - 9:28 a.m.


haaay.. signed up for diaryland to test if this is ok.. i miss my blog.. unfortunately, i cant seem to open the edit page successfully.. howell.. starting anew..

2003-07-02 - 11:43 a.m.


~ ~ ~ ~ ~
ajaw says: bayad mo!

walang pasok

funny how u can hate a guy for what he does and not he as a person.. whatever happens, kahit minsan e naiinis na ako sa yo at nagkakabanggaan tayo, i know that we'll be good frends :) sana e malagpasan mo kung ano man ang pinagdadaanan mo ngayon, i wish u all the best :)

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sa wakas, nagkikita-kita din ang tropa after a long time.. mishu guys, its good to see u all once again :D ofcourse, miss ko na ang superstar ng tropa.. haaay... ei, did daddy LA just treated us sa starbucks? wow! thanks a lot dad! hehehe :D

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kakatawa kaninang papasok ako.. muntik ko ng maiwan cell ko sa bahay, buti naalala ko bago pa ako makasakay kaya binalikan ko.. then pagkatok ko, sabi ko "mom, alang pasok, me bagyo daw" tapos paglabas ko ulit, tinanong ba naman ako ng kapitbahay namin kung bakit walang pasok? *lolz*

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daming works for today, hope i can master this analysis services para naman oks na sa pagsabak sa mga requests, hehehe..

yes! I got the panorama project! mukhang challenging, merong everyday request from our US clients.. hope I can attain what is expected of me

first day ng pagpasok ni rachel since she arrived from US.. wow! me white chocolate talaga specially for me :D ang sarap! :D

grabe! ang hirap talagang umalis ng sabado, nasisira ang sched ko! at least nameet ko na si sis deth, and sis abelle :) kainis, 64 and 69 lang score ko sa bowling, kelan kaya ako makaka-70 or 80 man lang? haaay.. at ang hirap mag-net ng limited lang ang tym.. mahirap ding madikit at lalong sira ang sira ng sched, hehehe.. gotta log-out blog, baka monday na ulit ako makapagpost..


weird.. mejo namimiss ko sya.. oh my.. dont let me fall for him.. at least, not yet..

haaay naku.. bakit kaya ganito ang mga lalake? di makuntento sa isang babae.. sana lang di totoo ang kutob ko.. kundi, wala silang pinagkaiba ng kaibigan nya.. or rather ng kaklase nya, dahil di naman daw nya kaibigan yun.. howell... men!

watched "Tanging Ina" for the second time yesternight.. not that I love watching the movie.. I just accompanied a friend who is in dire need of good company and to unwind.. I was used to hearing problems and giving advices to my single friends, about their relationships and other matters.. but what can I do when it is a married friend of mine who came to ask for advice? Or maybe, I can just be a friend who'll listen to her, be her outlet... geeze.. some men really knows how to take what they have for granted..

Secrets Women Oughta Know About Men

from an email.. any reaction guys? :D

Secrets Women Oughta Know About Men

Men don't actually look after good-looking Women. They prefer
presentable and neat Women.

Men hate flirts.

A Man can like you for a minute then forget you afterwards

When a Man says he doesn't understand you, it means you're not
thinking the way he is.

Men love Women with brains all the more than Women in mini-skirts.

"Are you doin' something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first
usual question Men asks on the phone just so to get away stammering.

Men maybe flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they
always think about the Woman they truly care about.

When a Man really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad
characteristics.

Men go gaga over Women smile.

Men try to find stuff toy a Woman wants but would unluckily get the
wrong one.

Men can be wastrels especially when they want to get an impression
from you. But they are actually price conscious people.

Men virtually brag about everything.

Men cannot keep secrets that Women tell them.

Men think too much.

Men hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

When a Man wants to meet our parents…let them.

A Man wants to tell you many things, but he can't. And they have
sure one bad habit to gain courage to tell you everything, and that
is drinking.

Men cry.

Men's fantasies are unlimited.

Don't provoke a Man to heat up…believe me…he will

Men can never dream and hope too much.

Men usually try so hard to get the Woman who has dumped them, and
this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

Giving a Man a hanging message like "You know, what….uh never mind,"
would make him jump to a conclusion that's far from what you're
thinking.

When you touch a Man's heart there's no turning back.

A Man goes crazy when a Woman touches his hand.

Men are to good flatters when courting but they usually slammer when
they talk to the Woman they really like.

When a Man makes a prolonged "um…" or makes many excuses when you're
asking him to do you a favor he's actually saying that he does not
like you and he cannot lay down the card for you.

When a Woman says "no", a Man hears it as "try again tomorrow"
especially when they are given clues that the Woman likes them.

A Woman's height doesn't usually matter to a Man…but their weight
does.

Men tend to get serious with their relationship and become too
possessive. So watch out Women!

When a Man gets something that is too unyielding for a Woman, it
would be hard for him to let go of that Woman.

It's not easy for a Man to forget his Womanfriend after they broke up
especially when they're been together for three years or more.

Flings follow after a Man breaks up with a Woman he got so involved
with and it would take long before he commits himself again.

You have to tell a Man what you really want before he gets the
message clearly.

It's not actually cute giggling behind a Man's back. It's more of an
insult for him.

Women mature faster than Men' physical and emotional aspects. But
take note once a Man matures, you Women would surely be impressed
with him.

A Man has to experience rejection because if he's too good never been
busted, never been in love and hurt he won't mature and grow.

When an unlikable circumstance comes, Men blame themselves a lot more
than Women do. They can even hurt themselves physically, some even
commit suicide.

Men can only be violent when are provoked by their enemy or by
another Man but not with Women. Men who meddle with Women could be
either be gays or bastards.

Some Men hate gays.

Even the seemingly nicest Man can talk dirty behind a Women back.

Men hate it when Women try to do what they do, like smoking and
drinking.

Men are tiger in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with
their Girlfriends.

Without Women, Men would end up zombies without anything to do or
talk about.

Men are curious being.

Men talk about themselves too much and are turned off by Women who do
the same.

Men have a strong passion to change but have a weak will power.

When a Man pretends to be calm and collected, check if he's
sweating. You'll probably see that he's nervous.

A Man acts nice to a Woman he likes. He may pick on her and start
teasing her.

When a Man says he's going crazy about a Woman….he really is.

When you keep a Man waiting for 80 minutes, or course it isn't OK!
He's just trying to be nice.

When a Man asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually
saying, "Please come and listen to me."

Men feels secure when a Woman phones him. The act doesn't look
cheap.

It is a fact that Men are physically superior to Women but
emotionally inferior. Women easily cry while Men can hold their
emotions but cannot control it once they burst it out. They could
cry, smoke, drink or be violent.

Men don't really have final decisions.

When a Man loves you, bring out the best in him.

If a Man starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

If a Man has been kept shut or silent, say something.

Men believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but
courts the Woman anyway and then realizes at the end that he was
wrong.

Men hate Women who act as if they're going to hell.

Men go gaga over a Woman who has a cute bedroom voice on the phone.

Men like femininity but not feebleness.

Men don't like Women who punch harder than they do.

If a Men tells you he love you once in a lifetime, he does.

A Man may instantly know if the Woman likes him but can never be sure
unless the Woman tells it to him herself.

A Man would waste his time over video games and basketball; the way
Women would do over their romance novels and make-ups.

Men love Women who can cook.

Men like Women who are like their mom's…no kidding.

You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

Men love their moms.

A Man has more problems than you can't see with your naked eyes.

A Man would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of
roses.

A Man's friend knows everything about him. Use this for his
advantage.

Men often think about Women who like them. But this does not
necessarily mean that the Man likes her.

Don't be a snob. Men may easily give up on the first rejection.

Don't be bias. Try loving a Man without prejudice and you'll be
surprised.

Women who bathe in their eau de perfume do more repelling than
attracting boys.

Men are more talkative than Women are, especially when the topic is
about Women.

Men don't comprehend the word "get lost" too well.

When a Man tells you about his ideal Woman…don't try hard to
duplicate it, otherwise he can see it right through you.

Men really think that Women are strange and have unpredictable
decision but still love them more for that.

Beware; a Man can make a gossip scatter through half of the face of
the earth faster than Women can.

When a Man gives a crooked and pretentious grin at your jokes, he
finds them either un-amusing or offending and he's just trying to be
polite.

Men don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike Women do.

Men tend to generalize Women but once they get to know you, they'll
realize they're wrong.

If a Man tells you about his problems, it doesn't mean he needs your
advice. He only needs someone to listen.

Any Man can handle his problem all by his own. He's just too
stubborn to deal with it.

Men hate it when Women find them cute.

Men find it so secure when a Woman swears.

Men learn from experience and not from romance novels, giving Women a
quite head start.

Your best friend whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his
problems with you may end up being admired by your Girlfriend.

When your boyfriend looks at another Woman or a stranger, it doesn't
mean he's cheating on you.

Men hate being leashed by their Girlfriend.

A Man tends to get jealous when his friend steals his Girlfriend's
attention away from him.

Man's weakest point is at the knee.

Like Eve…Women are Men weakness.

Men are very open about themselves.

No Man is bad when courting, He always shows his best.

When problem arise, a Man usually keeps his cool but is already
thinking of a way out.

It is good to test a Man first before you believe him. But don't let
him wait that long.

Men are not too conscious about their looks, which shows they're not
good in fixing things.

so, you're already married? did i felt any jealousy? frankly, nope.. we're just not meant to be :) i hope that you'll have long years of happpy married life :)

haaay naku.. kakainis, super! tama bang puro balun-balunan ang ibigay e atay ang tawag sa luto?

haaay.. sana sya na lang ang gumanap sa film na "The Hulk" ngayon..

sa wakas! gumana na rin! sana e matapos na lahat-lahat within this week.. kakasawa na tong project na to, plus ang dami pang dalang bagong project (or 2nd phases ng existing projects) ni rachel.. dumating na sya kagabi, 930pm nagtouchdown ang plane nya.. ok kaya yung panorama? magpa-assign kaya ako dun? oh well.. we'll see.. bahala na..

how can u effectively tell a person to stop saying i love u, stop kissing u thru txt? (e.g. mwaaahs... or pag sa ym naman icons... ewan ko ba, dont feel comfortable about it... masyado ba akong conservative? anyways, yun ako e...)

kainis na tong connection na to, grabe!

birthday ng boss kong babae, libre kami ng lunch :D KFC and pansit, solb! :D kaya lang, nagbaon pa ako, kasi ang sabi nya nung thursday, pagdating na ni rachel saka sya maghahanda.. yun pala, part two na yung pagdating ni rachel, hehehe.. hmmm.. sobrang busog ata ako ngayon.. memeriendahin ko kasi yung baon ko, peborits ko kasi ulam, kalabasa! heheh :D

nung thursday naman, libre ang merienda, jolly hotdog! courtesy of ever gotesco, heheh :D

may gusto akong ipost, nakalimutan ko lang kung ano.. balik ulit ako, heheh... actually, posted it na lang sa diary ko

Movies I had watched for the past weeks

• Pakners by FPJ Productions, starring FPJ and Efren "Bata" Reyes" -- watched it with my mom, who is an FPJ fan :D ok sya, light ang tema ng movie, magandang relief sa mga sex and violence na uso sa fimls ngayon..


• Bruce Almighty starred by Jim Carrey -- the comedy is ok, pero yung story... well.. di lang tugma sa beliefs, hehehe..


• Tanging Ina -- ok lang din.. aliw si mom sa comedy, simula pa lang e tawa na ng tawa, hehehe :D

posted this kasi me nagrequest.. ala lang, mega lurker kasi e, nagsuggest pa ng maipopost *lolz*

went to dinner last nyt w/ ivy, LA and jon.. happy to see them again.. exciting yung news na dala ni handsomest, nakakatakot dahil dagdag na responsibility kung saka-sakali pero exciting ;) absent today, need to take a rest. might go fetch bubbles ng bayan later.. might join the gang again later tonight..

i would just like to take this opportunity to thank the gang (sis ivy, bro aajao, and soon-to-be(?) bro LA) for calling last nyt.. kahit wala ako dun, parang andun na rin ako.. thanks guys *sniff*

pero LA, u still owe me a lunch? wag naman sa mcdo, hehehe thanks din in advance (para walang kawala )

sheeesh... so many beautiful movies being shown and so little time.. would have watched "Bringing Down the House" but failed to catch it due to hectic sched.. well, maybe it wasn't that good.. previously planned to watch "Detective Cody Banks" or something but lost my interest after reading its teaser.. planning to watch "Bruce Almighty" sometime next week, i hope it will go through.. pero sa wakas! finally watched "Matrix Reload" on its 3rd week (i think) of being shown here.. kala ko di na ako aabot due to bad weather.. well, it turned out to be a blessing in disguise, at least, i didnt have to endure long lines and SRO at the cinema... ganda ng effects!

for the record.. did u know that the producers of matrix has made a freeway, not a virtual freeway, but a solid mile and a half (i think, not so sure about the exact figure) for the sole purpose of the movie? that's how high-budgeted the film is :D


got this from an email the week Matrix Reloaded was shown... just sharing it with you guys..

THE MATRIX (PART 1):

Current Time Frame in the Real World:
Almost in the Year 2199. Nobody is sure of the date
bacause they lost track of it since the war between
man and machine began and when "the sun died".

History:
Human created robots or A.I. to help them in
everything. When the A.I. had more population than
human and became more intellegent and can think for
themselves, the human destroyed them. The surviving
A.I.s or machines created their own community. And
then the time comes when human and machines got into
battle, no one knows how the war started.

Then the sun died, the source of energy. It was then
that they found out that human is a very strong source
of energy that they need. So in order to
survive, the machines gathered the dead humans and
liquified them to grow a new human and in order to get
the human stay asleep they created a program named
"The Matrix".

The human survivors bore into the earth's core and
created a city - the Zion. They created a machine in
the city that will generate powers that they need to
survive, electricity, heat, etc.

When the humans have known about how the machines get
their energy source, they started to make the force to
free all the humans that was used by the
mahines as "batteries".

What Is The Matrix:
Simply a simulation of Earth. The humans used by
machines as their "Batteries" are put into sleep in a
large tube and their mind is placed in a dreamworld.
The dreamworld is The Matrix.

The Humans who comes in and out of the Matrix
(Morpheus, Trinity, etc):
They are real humans. As the humans grow older, they
continue to evolve. Their minds are stronger and with
a stronger mind you can control or
change the codes of the matrix as you are inside it.
It's like a Text Box inside one of the Forms which
compose a Sofware System. The Text box is the human,
the Form is one of the places inside the
Matrix, and the whole Sofware System is the Matrix.
For example, the programmer codes that the TextBox
should have a Text value equal to "I".

Normal Text Box whould just have a text value of "I",
but with a stronger mind, the text box can change the
programmer's code by it's self and make it's text
value to whatever the text box wants.

That's why Morpheus and Trinity can jump higher
because they can change the Matrix programmers code
about the gravity. They are stronger because
the can change the matrix's codes about strength, and
so on.

The One / Mr. Anderson / Neo:
He has the strongest mind of all humans. He can
really control the Matrix the way he wants it. At
first he doesn't know how to do it but when he was
killed (not really) by Smith by a gun, he was shocked
to know that he can really control the Matrix's Code.
Trinity's kiss was a big help on discovering that he
was not dead yet. When he became fully aware of it,
he woke up and defy's the Matrix's codes about the
laws of physics, so he can make the bullet stop, he
can fly, he is so fast and powerful, and do other
things with his mind that can really change the Codes
of the Matrix. He can even delete a program inside the
Matrix... he deleted Agent Smith.



THE MATRIX REALODED (PART 2):

Situation:
Neo is almost at his full potential. He can now see
the codes around the Matrix, that's why he sees people
as codes shaped as human. He can fly,
he can can the bullet out of a human body, he can do
all stuff that defy Matrix Codes, even getting the
heart to function again.
The Sentinels (squid like machines) are boring holes
in the Earth to reach Zion and destroy it.
Morpheus and the crew wants to destroy the Matrix
once and for all with the use of Neo, and they want to
detroy it inside the Matrix where Neo is
invinsible.

Who Is The Man At Zion Who Tried to Kill Neo:
In one of the early scenes, Agent Smith load himself
to one of the human who is holding the phone and going
back to the Real World. Before the man
goes home, Agent Smith has successfully loaded himself
to the man. So Agent Smith was able to make it back to
the real world inside the man's body. That man was the
traitor who tried to stab Neo at the back.
The Sentinels was able to locate where to bore a hole
to get to the Zion because of Agent Smith. He was
inside Zion and can easily give information of Zion's
location and force.

How Was It Possible That Neo Got Trinity Back:
Since everything inside the Matrix are defined by
programming codes and Neo can modify those codes
because of his extraordinary strong mind, so that
means that he can also modify the code that "a
heartbeat will stop when a human body is badly wounded
and about to die" and he can get the heart to
work again. It's just all simply modifying the
Matrix's Codes.

The Oracle:
She is not human. She is an exile program, a program
that is meant to be deleted and is now hiding. But
that fact is not clear yet since the Architech/Father
of The Matrix said that she is the Mother, everything
she said could be a lie. She said that The One can
destroy The Matrix but it turned out that it was all a
lie.

Agent Smith:
He was reprogrammed/recreated and now has the ability
to load his self (or his program) to other human
brains or other programs. How he was freed by
Neo and how he was recreated may be revealed at Matrix
Revolutions.

The Richman's House:
It is a portal in the Matrix. You can reach different
part/places of The Matrix by using it's door, its like
the Warp Zone in Super Mario Bros.

The Key Maker:
Not human. A program with only one purpose... to
create the key to the source (and maybe all the keys
needed in the whole Matrix).

Summary So Far:
There has been 5 "The One" and everyone was defeated
by the Father of the Matrix.
Everytime "The One" reaches the Source of the Matrix,
He (they) always react the same way.
Everytime "The One" reaches the Source of the Matrix,
The Father redesign the Matrix so that it can always
defeat "The One".
Neo was the 6th of "The One's" and hes ia the only
who reacted differently and was the fastest to realize
what is happening.
The humans need to defend Zion from the Zetinel
because Matrix was not destroyed (It might just
reaload again when the Father is finished
redesigning The Matrix into a better program).
Neo also has a connection and power to the machines
even in the Real World.

(Why? maybe Revolutions will explain it)

while killing time, am chatting w/ my pal here and surfing the net, hehehe.. just want to share with u guys one of the actors i've been missing seeing on screen.. sayang di nya tinanggap mga sumunod na batman roles.. bagay na bagay sa kanya yun, with his mysterious eyes and the way he look...

darn! still cant make this installation work! i hate this time of idleness and pretending to be busy.. can i just do something else? or can i stop pretending to be busy?

my officemate left today for US.. sent us a picture of our US boss before she left.. cool! he's still young and good looking too, hehehe.. now i have seen the face behind the cool and fun-loving boss, hehehe.. im happy and thankful that somehow, my destiny led me to encounter this wonderful peeps :)

didnt go to work today.. walang tigil ang ulan kagabi, grabe! suspended ang pasok ng govt offices today for the whole day.. kahapon e half day lang sila.. kami naman e sinuspend din ang pasok, hanggang 5pm nga lang, hehehe.. eniweys, mabait naman si bossing kaya no problem, besides, di pa naman ako agad makakauwi kahit maaga kami pinauwi :D

what happend yesternight?
learned to say no at last.. now i know how to love and value myself more than other people!

my niece went here yesterday, with her mom of course.. glad to see her after three months.. but im also sad coz she dont know me anymore... cant blame her.. she's only 6months old when we last see each other.. haaay... i miss her..was hurrying home when i learned that she'll be going to our house, felt a pinch in my heart when we saw each other but she didnt recognized me anymore.. i hope we can spend more time together...

darn these men! napakachismoso! talo pa mga babae e! bakit, masama bang me kasama akong guy sa launch? or nde ba pwedeng me kasama akong guy??? at kung ano-ano na pinag-iisip nila.. mind your own business will you?!

he's really sweet.. so poetic.. haaay....

Bye for now but I'll be back
In your memory forget me not
Now I can leave with a smile
Going home with you in mind

went home early, went home straight after the windows 2003 launch.. suddenly felt tired and exhausted.. felt a little down when the barkada's dinner was cancelled, but then again, a little thankful 'coz i can rest early.. the launch was ok, though the food isn't.. missed the chosen barkada...

missing my kuya.. he hasnt written since last thursday.. maybe he's really busy.. haaay.. how i wish to see him... soon.. hopefully by december this year.. and i'm missing him.. he'll be celebrating his birthday on wednesday and i havent decided if i'll pursue my wicked plan, hehehe.. howell.. at least i have talked with eustaquio even though it's just a short while..

Island in the Stream - Kenny Rogers

Baby
when I met you there was peace unknown.
I set out to get you with a fine tooth comb.
I was soft inside
there was something goin' on.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
Hold me closer and I feel no pain

Ev'ry beat of my heart
we got something goin' on.
Tender love is blind
it requires a dedication
All this love we feel needs no conversation.
We ride it together
makin' love with each other.
Islands in the stream that is what we are

No one in between
how can we be wrong.
Sail away with me to another world
And we rely on each other from one lover to another.
I can't love without you if the love was gone.
Ev'rything is nothing if you got no one
And you did walk in the night slowly losin' sight of the real thing.
But than won't happen to us and we got no doubt

Too deep in love and we got no way out and the message is clear

This could be the year for the real thing
no more will you cry.
Baby
I will hurt you never. We start and end as one in love forever.
We can ride it together
makin' love with each other . . .
Sailing
hey
you can sail away with me.
Islands in the stream that is what we are

kadiri! nandidiri na talaga ako sa kanya.. gusto ko ng sabihing "noli me tangere! tantanan mo na ako, ok?" grrr....

nakakapagod maging mabait, pramis! may pagkakataong ang sarap magtaray, lalo na kung ganitong klase ng tao kausap mo.. hindi pa makaramdam e...

i have talked with a buddy of mine yesternight, confided my anxieties.. even though he hasnt given me that sensible advice, he has eased my worries.. thanks pal! kahit madalas tayong mag-away sa tindahan, heheeh :D

i'm tired... when will this pass? i feel i'm old to play this game...

i hate it! i dont want to be a guy's confidante.. not on things like these.. i'm beginning to feel uneasy and yucky towards men...

outing at the island cove! it was great! tiresome but one of the happiest outings i've gone to :) my first time to see a live ostrich! :D details? hmm... i'll think if i'll post part of my letter to my kuya, but i might post some pics here, so watch out :D

"keep in touch"... one of his expressions.. hope he meant it.. and hope to see the gang soon...

wait for the pics and a little overview of the characters... will post them the moment i have the chance, hehehe :D


wolverine, everyone's favorite.. i wonder why...




cyclops


dr xavier w/ magneto


storm and jean


storm


lady deathstrike played by Kelly Hu


iceman and rogue


pyro played by Aaron Stanford


colossus played by Daniel Cudmore


stryker, the bad guy..


night crawler