a very busy week

haaay grabe! ang daming requests sa ginagawa kong system. nasa pinakapuso na kasi ako ng system na ginagawa ko, at syemps, dito na lumalabas ang sangkaterbang reports. ok lang naman, mababait naman mga bossing ko, at naging way pa ito para makaclose ko ang bossing kong babae.

nagset na rin ako ng movie watching w/ jon and bong, at miss ko na ang 2 adik na ito, hehehe.. haay.. need to relak..

haaay.. i think tama si jon.. ginagawa nga ako nitong meantime girl.. lalayo na talaga ako :(

nagtaas na pamasahe ng ordinary bus and jeep dito. dati rati ay bihira akong sumakay ng aircon bus, dahil bukod sa mas mahal ito, mas mabilis ang ordinary bus at mas iwas holdup. isa pa, may mga aircon na mas malamig pa ang ordinary bus.

mula ng nagtaas ang minumum fare ng P2 noong martes, lagi ng aircon bus ang sinasakyan ko. P20 ang binabayad ko. kahapon, nagpunta ako sa ate ko sa sucat, walang aircon bus na dumadaan dun kaya nalaman ko na P16 na ang pamasahe ng ordinary bus mula mantrade hanggang sucat. lagpas P24 siguro ang magiging pamasahe ko mula mantrade papuntang alabang na dati-rati ay P17. mas mura pa ang aircon bus ngayon

"Why do we fall? So we can learn to pick ourselves up again."

this is my favorite lines from Batman Begins. Yes, kahit di ko type yung gumanap (Christian Blake) ay pinanood ko pa rin sya. no regrets, maganda yung movie :D

i had also watched Mr & Mrs Smith, and like True Lies e aliw din ako sa kanya :D actually, mas aliw pa ako sa kanya kesa True Lies, hehehe :D

mga naka-line up na papanoorin ko: Stephen Speilberg's War of the Worlds which will be showing on June 29, The Fantastic Four which is due first week of July and of course, Harry Potter na pinakita na ang trailer sa Batman.

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kakaloka, buti pa si Ivy, nakapagpost ng comment, ako e nde ko maopen yung comments *lol* thanks for dropping by :) i'll try to update this lagi :D

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i attended a friend's wedding yesterday which was officiated by Bro. Arnel Tumanan in Central Temple, and it was very inspiring. Ang isa sa pinakaborito kong yugto ay yung sinabi ni ka Arnel na "ka leo, mula pagkabata, hanggang sa pinag-aral sya ng kanyang magulang, ay wala kang ibinahagi. ngayon, dahil sa pananampalataya at pagmamahal ay buong pusong pumayag ang magulang ni ka bheng na pakasal sya sa yo. kaya marapat lamang na kung hindi mo man mahigitan ay mapantayan mo man lang ang pagmamahal na ibinagay sa kanya ng kanyang magulang" at kay bheng naman, something like "patunayan mo na hindi nagkamali si ka leo sa pagpasok sa buhay may-asawa"

Love Moves In (Mysterious Ways)
by Julia Fordham

Who'd have thought
This is how the pieces fit?
You and I
Shouldn't even try making sense of it

I forgot
How we ever came this far
I believe we had reasons
but I don't know what they are
So blame it on my heart, oh

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Heaven knows
Love is just a chance we take
We make plans
But then love demands a leap of faith

So hold me close
And never let me go
'Cause even though we think we know
which way the river flows
That's not the way love goes, no

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Like the ticking of the clock
two hearts beat as one
But I'll never understand
the ways it's done

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways
Love moves in mysterious ways

naaliw ako sa mga blogskins, but i think i'll settle with this one for now ;)

morning news...

interview kanina kay Wycoco ng NBI on phone tapping

host: kaya ba ng NBI na i-tap ang phone conversations?
Wycoco: hindi namin ginagawa yan

nde naman sya defensive nyan?

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matutuloy na ata ang pagtataas ng pamasahe sa July, dagdag pahirap sa sambayanang Pilipino, tsk... tsk..

sinong tapat ang nasawi?

"Isip-isipin mo, sinong tapat ang nasawi, At sino ang matuwid na hindi niya kinandili?
Job 4:7 MB

ang talatang ito ang pinakaborito ko na binasa noong pagsamba ng huwebes at syang nagbibigay ng kalakasan sa akin ngayon

the best two

1. TWO NAMES YOU GO BY:
***jary
***jawee

2. TWO THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT
YOURSELF:
***impatient
***super kind to the point na naaabuso na

4. TWO THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
***losing the people dear to me
***heights

5. TWO THINGS U NEED EVERYDAY:
***toothbrush
***money

6. TWO OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
***southborder
***freestyle

7. TWO OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS @
THE MOMENT:
***you'll be safe here
***smile

8. TWO PERSONS/groups YOU SPEND TIME
WITH THE MOST:
***family
***friends

10. TWO OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
*** surfing the net
*** listening to music...sound trip!!

11. TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO
REALLY BUY RIGHT NOW:
*** new cellphone
*** a good book

12. TWO CAREERS YOU'RE
CONSIDERING:
*** psychology / HR related
*** businesswoman

13. TWO PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON
VACATION:
*** places near to nature like 100 islands
*** abroad

14. TWO OF YOUR FAVOURITE
PERSONS:
(except family members)
*** my best friends


15. TWO THINGS YOU DID YESTERDAY
*** work
*** surf the net

16. PERSONS THAT YOU MISS A
LOT?
*** friends
*** pamangkin

17. TWO FOODS THAT YOURE
CRAVING TO EAT?
*** halo-halo with lots of toppings and ice cream
*** lumpiang sariwa

18. TWO FAVORITE SUBJECTS IN
HS/COLLEGE:
*** psychology
*** algebra

19. TWO OF YOUR FUNNIEST
MEMORIES IN HIGH SCHOOL?
*** wala eh...forget ko na


20. TWO PERSONS THAT COMES TO
YOUR MIND NOW?
*** my best friend
*** mom ko

21. TWO ELEMENTARY FRIENDS YOU
LIKE TO SEE RIGHT NOW?
*** my english, history and math teacher

22. TWO COLORS YOU LIKE?
*** yellow
*** red

23. HIGHSCHOOL FRIENDS YOU
WANT TO TALK TO?
*** elena tejada, i really miss her

nuninuni..


lately, napapadalas ang panonood ko ng sine. the last 2 movies i saw was In Good Company and Madagascar, both with the same group of people. Next in my list is Batman and War of the Worlds. Sila pa rin kaya kasama ko? abangan..

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had an a-ok dinner yesternight. nameet ko na rin si mart at last! though nde kagandahan ang service ng aming nakainan (super bowl glorietta), ay bumawi na lang kami sa bonding at tawanan :D

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isang mabentang dialogue ng anak ng boss namin dito...

kasama ko: anong gusto mo paglaki mo?
anak ng boss: pulitiko
kasama ko: anong gagawin mo pag naging pulitiko ka na?
anak ng boss: magbibingi-bingihan


makes sense?

life is really full of twists. funny how i used to move on from a failed relationship, and how i realized now that i can truly, really laugh about it. and in the event, i realized that i am now trying to move on from a love that never was mine... haay naku.. nasan na kaya ang prince charming ko? wag na sana magpacharming pa sa iba at naiinip na ako :(

"All things happens for a purpose"

I know that, what's happening now has its purpose. Alam ko na nga na part ng purpose na yun ay para makilala kita lalo, malaman ko for what you really are, and I'm thankful for that. Kaya lang, natatakot ako. Parang may domino effect ata ito, and I wish na matapos na ito at wag ng lumaki pa.

have you ever felt that you're terribly missing and aching for somebody but can do nothing about it?

tuesdays and wednesdays

i don't know what it is with tuesdays and wednesdays but i always get to office early on the said days.. dont ask what time i came in on mondays, thursdays and fridays :D

one of my fave songs

LOST IN SPACE LYRICS
Music: tucker/laws
lyrics: tucker
Artist: Lighthouse Family

Sometimes I get tired of this me first attitude
You are the one thing that keeps me smiling
That’s why I’m always wishing hard for you

’cause your life shines so bright
I don’t feel no solitude
You are my first star at night
I’d be lost in space without you

And I’ll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

Feels just so fine
When we touch the sky me and you
This is my idea of heaven
Why can’t it always be so good

But it’s alright, I know you’re out there
Doing what you’ve gotta do
You are my soul satellite
I’d be lost in space without you

And I’ll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

And I’ll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

And I’ll never lose my faith in you
And I’ll never lose my faith in you

Life Cycles

from an email sent by my bro, a very inspiring one, talagang nakakarelate ako

Life cycles

One always has to know when a stage comes to an end.

If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through.

Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters - whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished.

Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship come to an end? Did you leave your parents' house? Gone to live abroad? Has a long-lasting friendship ended all of a sudden? You can spend a long time wondering why this has happened. You can tell yourself you won't take another step until you find out why certain things that were so important and so solid in your life have turned
into dust, just like that.

But such an attitude will be awfully stressing for everyone involved: your parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your children, your sister, everyone will be finishing chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with life, and they will all feel bad seeing you at a standstill.

None of us can be in the present and the past at the same time, not even when we try to understand the things that happen to us. What has passed will not return: we cannot for ever be children, late adolescents,sons that feel guilt or rancor towards our parents, lovers who day and night relive an affair with someone who has gone away and has not the least intention of coming back.

Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away. That is why it is so important (however painful it may be!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home. Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world, of what is going on in our hearts - and getting rid of certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place.

Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them. Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood.
Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again, the one that shows how much you suffered from acertain loss: that is only poisoning you, nothing else.

Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off, work that is promised but there is no starting date, decisions that are always put off waiting for the "ideal moment." Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished: tell yourself that what has passed will never come back. Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person - nothing is irreplaceable, a habit is not a need. This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important.

Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because that no longer fits your life. Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust.

Stop being who you were, and change into who you are.

parang laging maganda ang tyming mo ah.. sign ba ito na maganda ang dulot mo sa buhay ko? at wag na ko magmadali dahil lahat ay mangyayari sa tamang tyming? sige, di na ako magmamadali. sana ay tama rin ang tyming ko sa yo

my first call for the day told me that my applying days is over, for now. i hope this is for good.

something cute happened today

a nice read sent by my kuya, this reminds us to take chances in life and live life to the fullest

The Secret of Life Is to Get On Board

By Mary Ann Bailey

One of this year's box office hits was the movie, Polar Express. It's a wonderful story about the power of believing.

It is Christmas Eve and a little boy waits in his bed hoping to hear the bells of Santa's sleigh. As he anxiously waits for the reindeer to appear, a mysterious train pulls up in front of his house and the conductor invites him on board. The train is the Polar Express, and it is headed to the North Pole.

As the story unfolds, we learn that, "It doesn't matter where the train is going. What is important is deciding to get on." It is a gentle reminder to us all of how important it is to believe and follow our dreams.

Standing on the Platform
How many trains have you let go by in your life because you were uncertain of where they were going? How often have you found yourself standing on the station platform watching trains come and go, trying to decide which one was the right one for you? There you stand, frozen in indecision, as the world passes you by.

In order to keep growing and learning, we need to keep our lives moving. Water that doesn't run becomes stagnant, and the same is true of our lives. We need to be willing to try new things and be open to new experiences. We also need to trust that the process of life will take us to where we want to go if we remain aware and take advantage of the possibilities and opportunities that are constantly being put in front of us.

Jen was in the process of finding a new job. She was a college professor who had been recently laid off. She had been in education for a while, and although she had several other professional interests, she was having a difficult time actually visualizing herself in any other field.

As Jen stood on the station platform, the only trains that she felt comfortable boarding were the ones that were heading toward the academic world. But is that where she truly wanted to go? On the other hand, the trains that were headed in different directions were too scary to board. So, she felt completely stuck, unable to move in any direction.

Getting on Board
Jen soon realized that taking any train would serve her better than just sitting on the platform, so she took a leap of faith and decided to board the next train that came along. This train took her to an informational interview with the head of local environment group. Environmental issues had always been something that interested her, but she had never envisioned it as a profession. The interview went very well. Jen immediately connected with the director, and she came away with an extensive list of people and organizations to call for further information and possible job opportunities.

This experience bolstered Jen's sense of adventure, so she decided to jump on the next train that came by. This train was headed to a job interview at a local college. The position sounded promising and Jen certainly had all the qualifications. So, she boarded the train with great confidence, only to find at the end of the ride that education really didn't interest her anymore.

The interview had gone well. They asked her back, but it had become clear to Jen during the interview process that she no longer wanted to work in the college setting. The passion and excitement that she once had felt was gone. It was time to move on to whatever her next career path might be.

There is No Wrong Train
It could be argued that Jen had boarded the wrong train because it didn't end up taking her where she wanted to go. Yet, had she not gotten on that train, she would have always have had questions about whether or not she should leave education. Now she knows, and she can pursue other interests with her full and focused attention.

It will take some time for her to sort out exactly what it is that will rekindle her passion. But she knows something is out there waiting for her; and she is excited about all the possibilities and the process of creating a totally new career path. All she has to do is to hang on to her willingness to take a risk and step off the platform.

The answers we seek are not always right in front of us. We sometimes have to take a longer and more circuitous route than we would like to reach our destination. Our journey may require many trains; and if we hold ourselves back from boarding even one of the trains on our route, we may never truly reach our goal.

So, the next time a train comes your way, jump on board and take advantage of all the things you would have missed had you let it go by.

"Even if you are on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there."
--Will Rogers

Mary Ann Bailey, MC, is a life coach who specializes in helping professional women successfully navigate the challenges of midlife career transitions. Visit her website at baileycoaching.com to read more of her articles and to receive a free copy of "How to Make the Changes that Will Move Your Life Forward."