ito muna sasagutin ko, takas lang sa work...

Ten Years Ago: Third year college. Already used to having free-sched. Took one subject advance. Very eager to graduate, have a job and earn my own money.

Five years ago: I accepted my first contractual job in an agency. Tired of windows application programming, I self-studied web programming to become a web programmer. Was a regular visitor of jobstreet

Two years ago: I was back in Ortigas, and back to my former agency for a contractual job in a bank. Looking for a regular job.

One year ago: I was hoping to be a regular employee in one of my contractual clients. I was on the process of moving on from a failed relationship. Fortunately, my best buddy went back home from Canada. Thanks to him, and to God, I had my life back.

Yesterday: I got an unexpected phone call from a new friend, which made my spirits lift.

I Will Never Leave You

another one of my current fave songs, theme song from Green Rose, koreanovela pa rin..



I will never leave you
Erik Santos

You are safe here in my arms
Never fear I'll be beside you
Feel my love, touching your soul
Holding you closer as i whisper to you

I will never leave you hold on tight
Promise to stay forever by your side
I will never leave you promise i
Stay forever i will never leave you behind

Stay with me and you will see
I will be the one who been dreaming
I won't hurt the heart that you've given
And never be wounden in my arms i promise

I will never leave you hold on tight
Promise to stay forever by your side
And i will always love you promise i
Stay forever i will never leave you behind

And every moment, every minute, every hour of my life
I intend to live my whole life with you
I will be your home and live the same forever in my arms
And will make it through

I will never leave you hold on tight
Promise to stay forever by your side
I will never leave you promise i
Stay forever i will never leave you behind......

( hold on tight promise to stay forever by your side )
I'll be with you... whenever, whenever, whenever..
( and i will never leave you promise i )
Promise i stay forever
I will never leave you behind....

You are safe here in my arms
'coz i will never leave you
Leave you behind.....

ive been looking for this song for ages, this is the theme song of Ch.2's Koreanovela "Save the Last Dance for Me"

Give My Love (English Version) - Edward Chun

When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you're so scared
And i don't know waht to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that
Times won't change my love
And I can't do nothing to keep you

Oh, I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisse oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

As the hours pass away
You thing that love ain't here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don't give doubt a moment's rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart baby, the truth will set sparks

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisse oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisse oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisse oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

I Need You

I Need You
Leann Rimes

I don’t need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
I’ve always needed something
But I’ve got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You’re my only reason
You’re my only truth

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

You’re the hope that moves me
To courage again
You’re the love that rescues me
When the cold winds, rage
And it’s so amazing
’cause that’s just how you are
And I can’t turn back now
’cause you’ve brought me too far

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven’s gate
There’s a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do
I need you
I need you

buhay talaga..

haay life.. i dunno.. wasnt feeling well for days, dami kasing nagkalat na virus, and unfortunately, nakasalo ako, kaya ang bigat ng katawan ko. lucky for me kasi kahit ganito ang pakiramdam ko e ok naman ang takbo ng business, daming orders :) kaya lang, last night, my cellphone was snatched when i was in the bus. i was seated on the 2nd row near the door and this guy, pababa sya e hinablot cp ko at bumaba na. maybe i was just super tired, like i was feeling these past days, kaya wala yung presence of mind ko. thinking it over, ang daming boo-boos kaya nagtagumpay ang walanghyang yun.

1. i wasnt holding my cp on both hands, hawak nung isang kamay ko yung payong at pambayad sa bus. pero dati rati e carry ko naman hawakan pa rin ng both hands ang cp kahit ganun ang situation

2. i forgot to shout. hindi nya agad nahablot yung cp, and if i had the presence of mind to shout, the guy seating in front of me might have blocked his way.

3. pinipilit kong hawakan both ang cp cover at cp ko in one hand while texting. nung inagaw, madulas yung cp kasi yung tela yung nasa ilalim na syang nakadikit sa palad ko

lesson learned? madami, sobrang dami.. haay.. what a time na mawalan ng cp, kelangang makabili na ako within this weekend at mahirap magdeliver ng pabango ng walang cp :(

got this survey link from ajao

A little bit of Everything
Created by cunffussed and taken 119 times on Bzoink
*Basic
Name?	jawee
Birthday?	21 oct
Age?	18 *lol*
Hair color?	dark brown
Eye color?	dark brown
How tall are you?	5 feet something
Where do you live?	house
Do you go to school?	finish, but i wish i could go back to school
If so what one?
*Love life
Single?	yep
If so do you wish you werent?	nope, happy to be one
If you could go out with one person, anyone in the world, who would it be?	michael v
What was the name of your first boyfriend/ girlfriend?	paki mo?
How old were you when you got your first kiss?	chismoso to ah
Do you want to get married one day?	bahala na ang Ama 0:o)
Want to have kids?	yep
*Music
Whats your all time favorite kind of music?	rnb, lyt rock
Who is your all time favorite music artist?	jose mari chan, apo hiking, asin, marami pa
Are you listening to any music right now?	yep
If so, what is it?	hot na hot by masculados ata yun
Do you secretly want to be in a band?	yep
Do you think MTV sucks?	depends
What do you think of Avril Lavigne?	cool
*Random questions from the top of my head
Do you have a cell phone?	yep
Whats the last movie you saw?	d'anothers
Isnt the movie ELF halarious?	yep
What are you wearing right now?	shirt and pants
What does your hair look like?	short and layered
What are 3 things your afraid of?	rats, cockroach, heights
Whats a cd you could listen to 743 times in a row?	madami
Have you ever dated someone online?	nope
Do you enjoy talking on the phone?	depende kung sino kausap, but i prefer person-to-person chats
Have you ever sat on a roof?	does sitting on a veranda counts? :D
Who was the last person you saw?	officemates ko
Do you think one of your friends mom/ dad is hot?	ano daw?
Are you talking to someone right now?	nope
Do you like grapefruit?	ok lang
Did you cry at the movie 'A walk to remember'?	di ko sya napanood e, sowee
Do you love someone?	syempre naman
Do you like coffee?	nope
Are you happy this survey is over?	yes!
Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to Bzoink

it's been awhile since i updated this blog. you might ask what's keeping me busy? well, aside sa tambak na work dito, ito ang pinagkakaabalahan ko :)

sis ivy had tagged me, at di ko pa nasasagot.. sowi po... well, here goes (sana lang tama tanda ko, hehehe


what i do when im stressed out

depende sa kung anong klaseng stress.. kung stress dito sa work..

• tumayo at maglakad papuntang cr (malayo cr dito kaya makakapag-isip ka, bukod sa marami kang makikitang tanawin tulad ng mga wheelmag, turnilyo at kung an0-an0 pa, hehehe..)
• gumawa ng checklist. ilista ang lahat ng dapat gawin, set priorities kung ano ang sisimulan, at kung di matapos within the day e may nakapila na for the next day

at kung na-i-stress pa rin ay..

• sigawan ang makulit na boss para tumahimik at wag ka muna guluhin
  

kung techno stress naman..

• lumayo sa anomang bagay na may kinalaman sa teknolohiya, tulad ng pc at cell phone
• magrelaks, mag-unwind sa pamamagitan ng pagbabasa ng libro o pakikipagkwentuhan sa mga kaibigan at mahal sa buhay, in person, o pagtingin sa mga tanawin habang nagbibyahe
  

i guess i wanted something new in my life
a new key, to fit a new door
to wait and see a different view in my life
the one i've been waiting for..

bad vibes.. monday pa naman... sheez.. this is just not my day. hope this day ends soon at wag ng humawa pa sa ibang araw..

survey (pang-recharge lang)

1. Where have you been last weekend?
mall, church, at home

2. Are you inlove with someone right now?
> nope.

3. How doyou feel at this moment? -
> recharged

4. What are you doing right now? -
> answering this survey *obyus ba?*

5. What if your ex asked you back? -
> nah

6.Are you crazy enough to do something for someoneyou love? -
> before, almost.. now, I'll sit back and wait.

7. Does that person you're crazy about know how you feel? -
> kaninong person ako crazy about? ang alam ko lang, crazy ako and normal lang yun *lol*

8. If you were to go back to the past, what would you change? -
> i want to be more athletic

9. What if the person who you love hurt you right now? Would you cry? -
> natural lang namang umiyak pag nasaktan. then move on, its not worth to spend so much time and energy to something who doesnt deserve it

10. What would you do if you were trapped in a room alone? -
sleep.

11. What's the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for you? -
> understanding me.. being true..

12.What/who can make you feel better if you were depressed? -
> prayers, books (lots of it) friends, family, internet.

13. Ever had feelings for anyone? -
> di naman ako bato noh!

14. What type of person do you like? -
> an honest to goodness person. someone with no pretenses. a God-fearing Christian

15. Have you found that type of person? -
> hmm...

16. Who was the last person to hug you? or you gave a hug to? how did it feel? -
> my mom, syemps masarap :D

17. Would you still give a chance to any person that has hurt you? -
>depends on the degree they had hurt me, and the chance they are asking

18. Where do you wanna go right now? -
> back to school, out of town vacation with my close friends, malling with my mom

19. Do you hate someone right now? -
> nah. waste of time and energy.

20. do you go online everyday? -
> almost

when will i be able to say this? *sigh*

The Search is Over
Survivor

How can I convince you what you see is real
Who am I to blame you for doubting what you feel
I was always reachin', you were just a girl I knew
I took for granted the friend I have in you
I was living for a dream, loving for a moment
Taking on the world, that was just my style
Now I look into your eyes
I can see forever, the search is over
You were with me all the while
Can we last forever, will we fall apart
At times it's so confusing, these questions of the heart
You followed me through changes and patiently you'd wait
Till I came to my senses through some miracle of fate
I was living for a dream, loving for a moment
Taking on the world, that was just my style
Now I look into your eyes
I can see forever, the search is over
You were with me all the while
Now the miles stretch out behind me
Loves that I have lost
Broken hearts lie victims of the game
Then good luck it finally struck
Like lightning from the blue
Every highway leading me back to you
Now at last I hold you, now all is said and done
The search has come full circle
Our destinies are one
So if you ever loved me
Show me that you give a damn
You'll know for certain
The man I really am
I was living for a dream, loving for a moment
Taking on the world, that was just my style
Then I touched your hand, I could hear you whisper
The search is over, love was right before my eyes

my bestfriend's in a mess.. what will i do to help her? maybe, im partly to blame coz im not there when she needed me.. i hope i can do something to help her, but i dont know how..

seriously funny

i never thought that a serious post from a comic person like me can make me laugh. i expected the reactions that it had brought out, but i never thought that this friend of mine (not for whom the post was "intended" to) knows me this much, and im happy for it :D



Posted (in ascii.org's thread "A message to your loved one"): Wed Jul 06, 2005 9:12 am

to a good friend..

i wanted to say this to you but dont have the guts to say it straight, so i'll use this chance to say it..

im sorry coz there might be times that i had offended you, but i didnt mean to do it. its just my way of self-protection.

i thank you for being understanding and patient with me. you dont know how much i really appreaciate it.

even if i sometimes dont show it, i truly care for and about you.

di ko pinansin ang news na ito ng napanood ko sa tv. di ko akalaing kalokal ko pala ang sangkot dito..

kantahan muna

kanta muna...


Kanlungan


Chorus:
Pana-panahon ang pagkakataon
Maibabalik ba ang kahapon?

Natatandaan mo pa ba
Nang tayong dal’wa ang unang nagkita?
Panahon ng kamusmusan
Sa piling ng mga bulaklak at halaman
Doon tayong nagsimulang
Mangarap at tumula

Natatandaan mo pa ba
Inukit kong puso sa punong mangga
At ang inalay kong gumamela
Magkahawak-kamay sa dalampasigan
Malayang tulad ng mga ibon
Ang gunita ng ating kahapon

Refrain 1:
Ang mga puno’t halaman
Ay kabiyak ng ating gunita
Sa paglipas ng panahon
Bakit kailangan ding lumisan?

[Repeat Chorus]

Ngayon ikaw ay nagbalik
At tulad ko rin ang iyong pananabik
Makita ang dating kanlungan
Tahanan ng ating tula at pangarap
Ngayon ay naglaho na
Saan hahanapin pa?

Refrain 2:
Lumilipas ang panahon
Kabiyak ng ating gunita
Ang mga puno’t halaman
Bakit kailangang lumisan?

[Repeat Chorus]
[Repeat Refrain 2]
[Repeat Chorus]

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Artist : YASMIEN KURDI
Song : I KNOW

I don't need to own a fancy car
To drive with you around the city
I don't need to live in a palace like house
A simple home is enough for me

I don't need much
Only your attention
A hand to hold
To make me feel that i am not alone

I know
With you my life is worth living
I know
With you my life is gonna be just fine
I know
With you each day begins with a smile

I don't really have to worry
If some things won't workout for me
I don't really have to bother
Just as long as you're here with me

I don't need much
Only your affection
To see me through
To make me feel that i am not alone

I know
Together we can make our dreams come true
I know
That through the years we won't be growing old
I know
Counting stars won't be so hard to do

There will be our lowest times
But at the end of the tunnel shines
Our love for each other never fails
Baby i just know

Baby, I just know
I know
I know...

I don't need much
Only your affection
To see me through
To make me feel that i am not alone

it's been more than a week (8 days to be exact) since i last posted here. aside sa dami ng work, im ok naman. actually, work serves as my therapy. sa dami ng nangyari at nalaman ko, lalo kong napatunayan na hindi ako pinababayaan ng Ama.


I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go;
I will counsel you and watch over you
Psalm 32:8 (New International Version)

maulang martes ng umaga.. dahil kay bagyong emong.. nakikisama ata sa mood ko.. sheez.. its all in the mind, di dapat magtagal sa maghapon ang mood na ito

strike two

sa lahat ng ayaw ko ay yung nagbaback out the last minute pagkatapos magcommit. pwede namang sabihin ng mas maaga na nde sya pwede at gusto nyang magback out e bakit kailangang hintayin pa na ilang oras na lang bago magsabi? masyadong makasarili at walang konsiderasyon sa oras ng iba. adding insult to injury na lang ito. ang injury ay tumawag ng alas-diyes ng nagdaang gabi at nagising hindi lang ako kundi maging ang aking ina. sa dalawang pagkakataon, ni hindi man lang nagsorry, bagkus ay tumawa pa ng nakakaloko at sadyang nang-aasar.

After my three months stay here in Universal Motors Corp, naglunch out kami kanina at Mr. Choi's Restaurant in Walmart. ang sarap ng food lalo na at P100 lang ang share namin kahit inabot ng P1500 ang bill namin. Sulit kasi 6 naman kami, at super busog. Yung remaining ay sinagot ng mabait kong boss na magdiriwang din ng kanyang kaarawan sa miyerkules. May ganda ding idinudulot na alam nilang lahat na mabagal ako kumain, nde obyus na ako umubos ng kanin at chicken *lol*

sa news kanina...

Reporter: isang mamang naglalaro ng kara krus ay pinagtulungang bugbugin matapos na sya ay umayaw dahil naubusan ng pera. nang dalhin sa ospital, nakitang sya ay may balat sa puwet...

totoong news report ito sa totoong 6 o' clock news ha.. may kinalaman ba ang pagkakaroon ng balat sa puwet ng kawawang biktima? *lol*