haaaay.. this isn't me.. i'm afraid of what's happening to me, of where this is taking me... i really need to make some change.. hopefully, not something drastic..

A sense of humor is part of the art of leadership, of getting along with people, of getting things done. -- Dwight D. Eisenhower

i think my dear secratariat president should read this....

just browsing around, thinking of my new blog's theme, and found out that today is Kirsten Dunst bday. She was born in 1982.

Actress: Interview with a Vampire, Bring It On, and the recently shown Spiderman

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... kelan ko kaya mahaharap yung bagong blog ko? sarap magwork pag ganitong tym, wala ng gugulo sa yo.. kaya lang, thinking na me pasok bukas at kelangang bumangon ng maaga, e dapat matulog na ngayon para nde masyadong puyat kinabukasan..

goodnite blog.. goodnite earth... hope to have my new blog published during the weekend....

waaaaaaaaaaaaaah... been very busy these past days.. there are so many things i need to update here and i want to make another blog.. hope to accomplish this by sunday..

an excerpt to my kuya's email...

kahapon, friday e nagpunta kami sa dingalan, nueva ecija.. dun kami sa me ilog na me kweba.. di ko lang alam yung name ng place, hehehe.. kasama namin boss ko.. bale parang family outing nila yun tapos sinama kami, hehehe.. di ko nga alam kung yun na ang company outing namin e.. ang balak kc e sa subic sa may 1 pa.. eniweys, enjoy ang ilog, grabe! first tym ko makaligo sa ilog e, kaya excited ako, hehehe.. mas masarap maligo sa ilog kesa sa beach o dagat, hehehe.. kc nde mahapdi yung tubig sa mata.. saka grabe, ang lakas ng alon dun, kaya kahit mababaw lang ang tubig e matatangay ka talaga, heheh.. kaya kahit nde ako marunong lumangoy e nag-enjoy ako, kc dun lang ako sa mababaw, pahiga-higa sa tubig tapos parang minamasahe ka ng alon then natatangay ka na pala, hehehe... para nga akong litsong butiki e, di kc ako umaalis sa tubig kung nde pa kakain, nyeheheh kaya lang, ang sakit ng katawan ko, grabe! dapat nga e sched ko ng dentist ngayon e nde ako nakapunta.. super sakit kc ng mga braso ko e.. at super pagod kaya late na ako nagising..actually e halos kagigising ko lang ngayon, hehehe pano ba naman, umakyat kami sa bundok e nde ko naman talaga gawain yun.. super malululain nga ako e.. kaya lang, no choice, kasi dapat e pupunta kami sa cave kaso bago ka makarating dun e malayo-layo pa pala dun sa pinag-camp-ingan namin so sakay kami ng balsa, kaya lang, yung narent naming balsa e maliit lang kaya natatangay ng alon.. kaya ayun. akyat kami sa bundok.. actually, dapat e kunti lang yung aakyatin, kaso iniwan kami ng balsa, waaaaah... di ata nagkaintindihan yung nagsasagwan sa balsa at yung boss ko.. kaya ang sasakit ng katawan namin, huhuhu.. pero oks lang, enjoy, heheh.. hiya nga ako sa boss ko e, super alalay sa akin at talagang nde ako pinababayaan kc super takot nga ako dun dahil mataas e nde ako iniiwan.. tapos, grabe, yung mga taga dun e parang naglalakad lang sa patag ng umaakyat sa bundok! kakabilib talaga! pag-uwi naman namin e super hirap sumakay, kunti lang kc ang nagbibyaheng bus dahil byernes santo nga... kaya standing ovation ako from san ildefonso to camachile, hehehe.. oks lang din, sabi nga ng boss ko e "charge to experience" heheh

lazy thursday.. i plan to rest and net the whole day, hehehe time to relax and unwind

wish i can update my blogger template today..

the nerve! ang kapal talaga, grabe! lobong maninila!

men! some u can't live without.. some u can be so sweet with and close to but no malicious thoughts or feelings.. others, you'll be happier if u havent met.. geeez..

im online! *bounce2* i would like to thank the many people who made this possible.. abel, mx75 joel, handsomest aajao, my bayaw, and most specially my eber reliable ofcmate ever, *sniff*

it's really frustrating to organize an event and the people you're expecting to be there can't make it... and it's even more frustrating that they seem to enjoy the company of other group... that what you call your barkada... haaay... maybe i'm just over reacting... and i hope that the transition will result better for her than she was w/ our company... God has a way, He will take good care of her...

busy days.. but i prefer to have these kind of busy days.. i mean, i love the project i'm doing.. compared to my previous task..

brought my hard disk yesterday to where i bought it.. they said i can get it back in 2-3weeks, and that they'll fgive me a call.. i hope that everything will turn out fine, that the'll just re-format it and not try to open the files.. another project came up yesterday, which is top priority, so now, i have 2 projects at hand, one is pending and this one which is top priority.. we might go to subic over the weekend, but i asked my boss if it can be rescheduled next week due to prior commitments, he agreed, good for me :D

well, back to work for now :)

brought my hard disk to the office, unfortunately, it cant be detected.. my ofcmate suspected it is burned, smells like it.. howell.. need to find the reciept for this and return this w/in the week, or else, i have to buy a new hard disk w/c is around 5k, geeez....and i need to buy a fun for my cpu.. haaay... he then told me that she has called him about the offer.. wont tell me what the result of the negotiation was.. but she told me that he like to transfer there.. so its settled then.. i'll be staying here for a while.. but i think i'll continue w/ this english thingy.. wouldn't hurt :)

went to deparo last nite to visit some pals, and inquire about the offer.. we'll the offer is really tempting.. i'll list the pros and cons here to give me a better idea, and hopefully, with His guidance, i can make the right decision..

why do i want to change jobs? do i really need to?
eversince i started working, w/c is on its 6th year now, i've been into the software side of computer technology.. from mainframe cobol to windows application and client-server applications, to web applications.. the offer handles the hardware side.. another thing would be my relationship w/ my immediate supervisor.. dont take me wrong, i have nothing against her.. its just that we're two different people.. you can say opposite personalities.. she's the serious type and i'm the take-it-easy one.. if ever i'll accept the new job offered to me, my immediate supervisor was my "boss" for about two years.. and i like her managing style..

why am i having second thoughts on accepting the job?
well, working hours is graveyard shift.. i've asked why do trainers need to work graveyard shift and not on the normal philippine working time? well, she said so that we can get to feel the actual business rush of the call center..

i'm planning to talk to my supervisor and ask for an evaluation.. if the results show that i'm not productive, i think i might accept the offer..

the offer is really tempting... gabayan mo po ako Ama

dont worry, am not assuming anything.. yun nga last post ko d2 e...

gave him my pic kahit labag sa kalooban ko.. aba, tuwang-tuwa ang mokong.. nothing has changed.. so does this mean na...? haaay.. never assume anything w/ a guy *bop*

kuya, namimiss ko na bro mo.. kaso di ko naman pwedeng sabihin sa yo, baka kung ano isipin mo.. haaay...