happy 16th birthday!

today marks my 16th birthday! and He has already answered one of my prayer =) i'm really excited coz i know more good things are in store :D


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di ko alam kung bakit nangangasim pa rin ang tyan ko. may iniinom pa rin akong gamot (Omeprazole), one month kasi ang reseta sa akin

one weak week

i was sick for 1 week last week, and i still don't know what caused it. i'm now well, but feeling very thin. and i got to take it easy eating, even if i want to gain weight again, it might cause other problems.

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as the saying goes, there are good things that'll come out of something bad. and this ain't no exception. this week made me realize things and i hope that the things i realized i can use in my everyday struggles.


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i was browsing through friendster and found the pic i'm looking for. i wasn't expecting to miss him but i suddenly did :( i'm moving away from him now, giving myself space before i'll be hurt more than i can handle.

eye, beautiful mata ni mommy :)

my mom had her eye operation for cataract removal. the operation was called lens replacement, done by Dr. Emmanuel Eusebio (Erap's eye doctor). wala akong commission sa pagpa-plug ha, hehehe :D her left eye was operated last oct. 13, then after a week, her right eye was operated last oct 19. all in all, the operation was successful, salamat sa Dios :) she now has a 20-20 vision, but still needs reading glasses for reading (syempre, hehehe). luckily, naagapan yung eyes nya. sabi ng doctor, muntik na syang magka-glaucoma. pero dahil sa operation, nacorrect na din ito :)

beerday westyun

since it's my birthday (well, this is my birthday post, so bear with me, hehehe :D), i'll post a question and need your pov's


bisperas ng birthday ko ang parang "day gift" sa akin, hehehe. 2hrs kaming nagbonding, with a mild panunukso from our p.d. this wasn't the first 2-hr bonding we had, and at both times, parang ayaw nyang matapos ito. (or yun lang pakiramdam ko?)

my question is.... what makes a guy decide to court a girl? may nagsasabing a guy needs signs or encouragement from a girl before he courts her. pero i think i had given such signals (or kulang pa ba? or masyadong sumobra?). for instance, he used to ask me abt my lovelife. then i remembered that i have a pic of him in my cell, so i asked him if he wants to see my bf, and showed his pic, hehehe. i constantly call him "magandang lalake from iloilo south" which i know makes him smile. i also gave him a wallpaper pic of his "dada". when this was seen by a common friend, he teased us. hmmm.. pwede bang palakad sa yo, common frend? hehehe.. anyways, i really enjoy his company, and i think he enjoys my company too. i just wish we'll have more chance to bond and get to know each other better.

Pangarap Ko Ang Ibigin Ka

sung by Regine Velasquez

Tuwing ikaw ay nariyan
Sabay kong nadarama ang kaba at ligaya
Ang 'yong tinig wari ko'y di marinig
'Pagkat namamangha 'pag kausap ka

Kaya nais kong malaman mo
Ang sinisigaw nitong aking puso

Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka
At sa habang panahon, ikaw ay makasama
Ikaw na lang ang siyang kulang sa buhay kong ito
Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka

Ikaw kaya ay nais din
Akong makapiling at ibigin

O kay sarap namang isipin
Na tayong dalawa ay iisa ang damdamin
Aking hinihiling na sabihin mo
Ang dinadama ng 'yong puso

Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka
At sa habang panahon, ikaw ay makasama
Ikaw na lang ang siyang kulang sa buhay kong ito
Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka

O kay tagal ko nang naghihintay
Na sa akin ay mag-aalay
Ng pag-ibig na tunay at di magwawakas

Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka
At sa habang panahon, ikaw ay makasama
Ikaw na lang ang siyang kulang sa buhay kong ito
Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka

Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka
At sa habang panahon, ikaw ay makasama
Ikaw na lang ang siyang kulang sa buhay kong ito
Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka

phonepals, anyone?

kung sino man ang naghahanap ng ka-phonepal jan, maawa na kayo sa 2 nilalang na ito na walang magawa sa buhay nila kundi mamerwisyo ng kapwa nila. e pagbigyan nyo na, perwisyuhin nyo rin ang cellphone nila, hehehe.. mga vaklush! mga men itech! kaya go na! :D

09225707297

09225686027

geez

ok, so i liked you before, but that was before. your charms don't work for me anymore, so buzz off.

The Meantime Girl

She`s the one you call when you`re bored because she makes you laugh. She`s the one you talk to when you`re feeling down because she`s willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She`s not the one you call when you need a date to your company`s Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night. She`s the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find `The One`. You know, the one you keep in the MEANTIME.

She`s not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don`t look at her as a "real" woman, either. She`s not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in the light. She`s too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She`s too understanding, too comfortable. Doesn`t make you feel nervous or excited the way a `real` woman does. But she`s cool, nice and funny, and attractive enough that when you`re lonely and need intimate female companionship, she`ll do just fine.

You don`t have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already, and you don`t have any facades to keep up, no pretense to preserve. You`re not trying to get anything of substance out of her. She`s not easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you. And you know that you don`t have to explain yourself or the situation, that she`ll be able to cope with the fact that this isn`t the beginning of a relationship or that there`s any possiblity that you have any real romantic feelings for her.

It won`t bother her that you`ll get up in the morning, put on your pants, say goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you`ve been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out with you. She`ll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went. She`s just so cool.. why can`t all women be like that?!

But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don`t.. because to you, the situation between the two of you isn`t important enough to merit any real thought) you know that it`s really not fair.

You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don`t think she`s good enough to spend any real time with. Sure, it`smostly her fault, because she doesn`t have to give in to your needs - she could really play hard-to-get. Bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she probably couldn`t pull it off. Maybe she`s too short, or a little overweight, or has big birthmark on her forehead, or works at Taco Bell, or just really not that type.

Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman. So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman.

You`ll joke to her that she should be the best man at your wedding, and she`ll laugh and make a joke about a smelly rental tux.

She doesn`t captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile.

Mainly, she blends in with the crowd. She`s safe. She doesn`t want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room. But she wants to turn someone`s head. She wants to be SPECIAL to someone, too. We all do.

She has feelings. She has heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger heart than any woman you`ve ever known because she`s had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway.

She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you`ve given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is. - Anonymous


just got this from the web, and.. oh well...

gumawa ka ng mabuti, sa yo. gumawa ka ng masama, sa yo.

this story was told by one of my loved pastors. i just hope i can tell it as good as he did.

sa isang kaharian, may isang pulubi na di marunong magpasalamat. ang lagi nyang sinasabi ay "gumawa ka ng mabuti, sa yo. gumawa ka ng masama, sa yo."

sa kahariang yun ay naghahari ang isang hari na may isang spoiled na anak na prinsipe. dahil spoiled ang anak na prinsipe, lagi nitong kinukutya ang pulubi. di naman gumaganti ang pulubi, ang tangi lang sinasabi nito ay "gumawa ka ng mabuti, sa yo. gumawa ka ng masama, sa yo." dahil dito, lalong nagngingitngit ang prinsipe, dahilan upang mainis din ang hari. hanggang sa nakaisip sya ng paraan.

isang araw, pinatawag nya ang pulubi, at binigyan ng magarang kasuotan at pagkain. nguni't imbes na magpasalamat ay ito lang ang sinabi ng pulubi. "gumawa ka ng mabuti, sa yo. gumawa ka ng masama, sa yo." dahil dito, lalong nagalit ang hari, pero hindi nya ito pinahalata.

umalis na ang pulubi, suot ang bagong damit at dala ang pagkain. hindi pa sya nakalalayo ay hinarang na sya ng prinsipe at ng mga kawal nito, binugbog at kinuha ang damit at pagkain.

habang sya ay gumagapang palayo, ang sabi ng pulubi ay "gumawa ka ng mabuti, sa yo. gumawa ka ng masama, sa yo."

di na iyon pinansin pa ng prinsipe at agad na kinain ang pagkaing binigay ng hari sa pulubi. di pa nagtatagal ay biglang bumula ang kanyang bibig, kaya dali-dali syang dinala sa palasyo. dun ay nagulat ang lahat, kaya tinanong ng hari kung anong nangyari. dun ay sinabi sa kanya ng mga kawal na kinain ng prinsipe ang pagkaing binigay nya sa pulubi. yun pala, ang pagkaing yun ay nilagyan ng lason ng hari.

sa kanyang pagdalamhati, animo'y umaaalingawngaw ang tinig ng pulubi "gumawa ka ng mabuti, sa yo. gumawa ka ng masama, sa yo."

best wishes jojo and lileth :)

to my kumare lileth and her hubby jojo, who held their eventful wedding ceremony last friday, sept 28, 2007, best wishes! nasulit ang lahat ng pagod, the celebration was simple, but with style ;)


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i'm not really fond of the song "charing", in fact i changed radio channel every time i hear it play. now, after the weekly dev meeting, the song was the last part of "charing" and i can't help but smile, for i remember a friend, who feeling "nagwawala" sang it yesterday, hehehe

20 Things Girls Want Guys to Know

may nagpapatawa

saturday, i received an SMS from Gemma, nag-oorder ng perfume. raket ko kasi ito and for further info, just click here.
eniwey, wala akong load, hehehe. then di pa nakuntento, lumapit pa ngayon, bakit daw di ko sinagot text nya. oorder daw sya. sabi ko, di na ako nagtitinda. nagtimpi nga ako dahil gusto ko sanang sagutin na baka bigyan nya pa ako ng memo, pero for sure gyera na yun. katagal nangulit, obyus na walang pakialam kahit nakakaistorbo na sya sa ginagawa ko, and to think, yung nilapit nya e di naman office concern. plastic nga naman, buti sana kung tupperware o orocan e napapakinabangan pa

the never ending memo part 2

hay, buti sana kung singganda at colorful ng "Never Ending Story" wehehe :D anyweys, sinagot ko na yung memo nila, pero di pa rin ako tinigilan. pinatawag ako ng PM a day before last day nya sa ofc, nilagyan ng COO ng comments nya ang reply ko (in green). comments in blue e sagot ko sa PM ko


Attached is my reply to the memo given last Thursday. I don't mind getting this memo as long as Company Rules and Regulations will be strictly implemented to everyone and not just to a chosen few.

they are if they are caught
e di ba may ilang beses ng nahuling natutulog pero ginigising lang?



From: Jary
Sent: Thursday, September 06, 2007 1:02 PM
To: Gemma Fernandez
Cc: dayan; James Lainez (PM); Kit Katigbak (COO); May S. Saret (HR)
Subject: RE: IMPROPER USE OF OFFICE EQUIPMENT

Not really keeping it a secret. I just don’t want to bother you there since I know that you’re also busy.

- jary

so if Gemma's not busy, its ok?
prob ko ba yun kung si Gemma mismo ang nagvovolunteer na magprint ng mga ipiprint ko?


From: Gemma Fernandez
Sent: Thursday, September 06, 2007 1:04 PM
To: jary
Cc: dayan; James Lainez (PM); Kit Katigbak (COO); May S. Saret (HR)
Subject: RE: IMPROPER USE OF OFFICE EQUIPMENT



September 6, 2007





Why the secrecy? You have been asking me before to print something or what not, so I'm a bit surprised by this peculiar behavior of yours.



From: Jary
Sent: Thursday, September 06, 2007 1:02 PM
To: Gemma Fernandez
Cc: dayan; James Lainez (PM); Kit Katigbak (COO); May S. Saret (HR)
Subject: RE: IMPROPER USE OF OFFICE EQUIPMENT



Dear Miss Gemma,



I'm sorry that I forgot about that rule. Nevertheless, that won't happen again.

this is indecent



Regards,



- jary

From: Gemma Fernandez
Sent: Thursday, September 06, 2007 12:16 PM
To: Jary
Cc: dayan; James Lainez (PM); Kit Katigbak (COO); May S. Saret (HR)
Subject: IMPROPER USE OF OFFICE EQUIPMENT



September 6, 2007





Dear Jary,



Please be informed that we are aware you have used the laser printer of the Customer Support Department to print your resume with the assistance of Deanne an hour or so ago. Printing documents such as your resume is improper, and downright unethical to say the least. Under the Company's Rules and Regulations, these are stipulated under:



1. Rule Number 1.9 Unauthorized Use of Company Equipment and other Assets and;

2. Rule Number 1.9.1 - Unauthorized use of Company property and resources e.g. time, employees, supplies, tools, computers, and other equipment for personal gain;



I will personally appreciate it if you can give me a response on this matter within the day since I have known and like you, likewise have mutual friends too even before we transferred to Valero Tower.



Thank you.





Gemma




gusto ng boss ko na baguhin ko ang sagot ko. sabi ko, ano naman ipapalit ko dun? magsorry daw ako. sabi ko, nagsorry na ako, yun nga unang reply ko. e indecent daw, so kahit anong sorry gawin ko, kahit mag-ala GMA pa ako e indecent pa rin yun. baguhin ko daw para baka mabigyan pa ako ng pardon. sabi ko, bakit, pag ba hindi ako binigyan ng pardon e ikukulong ako sa Tanay? cant really get it kung anong sense na ipabago pa sa akin ang reply ko e kasama naman sila sa circulation ng emails. ano yun, lokohan?

ito ang memo, bow!

is this official or personal or just a power trip from someone feeling almighty?


From: Gemma Fernandez
Sent: Thursday, September 06, 2007 1:04 PM
To: jary
Cc: dayan; James Lainez (PM); Kit Katigbak (COO); May S. Saret (HR)
Subject: RE: IMPROPER USE OF OFFICE EQUIPMENT



September 6, 2007





Why the secrecy? You have been asking me before to print something or what not, so I'm a bit surprised by this peculiar behavior of yours.



From: Jary
Sent: Thursday, September 06, 2007 1:02 PM
To: Gemma Fernandez
Cc: dayan; James Lainez (PM); Kit Katigbak (COO); May S. Saret (HR)
Subject: RE: IMPROPER USE OF OFFICE EQUIPMENT



Dear Miss Gemma,



I'm sorry that I forgot about that rule. Nevertheless, that won't happen again.





Regards,



- jary

From: Gemma Fernandez
Sent: Thursday, September 06, 2007 12:16 PM
To: Jary
Cc: dayan; James Lainez (PM); Kit Katigbak (COO); May S. Saret (HR)
Subject: IMPROPER USE OF OFFICE EQUIPMENT



September 6, 2007





Dear Jary,



Please be informed that we are aware you have used the laser printer of the Customer Support Department to print your resume with the assistance of Deanne an hour or so ago. Printing documents such as your resume is improper, and downright unethical to say the least. Under the Company's Rules and Regulations, these are stipulated under:



1. Rule Number 1.9 Unauthorized Use of Company Equipment and other Assets and;

2. Rule Number 1.9.1 - Unauthorized use of Company property and resources e.g. time, employees, supplies, tools, computers, and other equipment for personal gain;



I will personally appreciate it if you can give me a response on this matter within the day since I have known and like you, likewise have mutual friends too even before we transferred to Valero Tower.



Thank you.





Gemma




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just to describe our office setting. when getting out of the elevator to our floor, admin is located at the left side, cs dept, where i printed my resume is located to the door left of admin, meaning ibang ofc.

puppet history

history has never been my favorite subject. kaya di ko rin feel na i-re-live ang mga scenes sa history book, lalo na ang puppet govt noong panahon ng hapon. kaya wala rin akong balak manatili sa isang mala-gobyernong politika na pinamumunuan ng isang puppet

why o bakit?

why is it na kung kelan suko na ako, ayaw ko na, e saka ka naman lumalapit at bumabawi? are we really meant for each other, or is this only my foolishness? or ganun tayo na pag ang isa ay susuko na, anjan ang isa na aalalay? sana nga..

Wag Ka Ng Umiyak, Sugarfree

Wag ka nang umiyak
sa mundong pabago-bago
pag-ibig ko ay totoo
ako ang iyong bangka
kung magalit man ang alon ng panahon
sabay tayong aahon

Kung wala ka nang maintindihan
Kung wala ka nang makapitan
Kapit ka sa akin
kapit ka sa akin
Di kita bibitawan

Wag kang umiyak
mahaba man ang araw
uuwi ka sa yakap ko
wag mo nang damdamin kung wala ako sayong tabi
iiwan kong puso ko sa’yo
at kung pakiramdam mo’y wala ka nang kakampi
isipin mo ako dahil
puso’t isip ko’y nasa yong tabi

Kung wala ka nang maintindihan
Kung wala ka nang makapitan
Kapit ka sa akin
kapit ka sa akin
Di kita bibitawan

...hindi kita pababayaan
...hindi kita pababayaan


Kapit ka...
kumapit ka...

Kung wala ka nang maintindihan
Kung wala ka nang makapitan
Kapit ka sa akin
kumapit ka sa akin
Hindi kita bibitawan
Hindi kita pababayaan
Hindi kita pababayaan...

online badtrip

have you encountered a bastos na seller? unfortunately, i have. but i'll try na hindi nito masira ang araw ko. but just to vent this out, i'm posting this encounter. i was planning to buy a new cp for a long time now, and i had found his item via auction.ph . i inquired via ym if the item i was eyeing for have a warranty, and here goes...



[12:15] easy2deal168: Thank u for your interest

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[12:16] *** "easy2deal168" signed on at Tue Aug 14 12:16:16 2007.
[12:31] me: wala ata yung item na yun sa site nyo
[12:31] me: SE w710i
[12:34] easy2deal168: mern
[12:34] easy2deal168: Thank u for your interest

Re cell / ipod /memory cards / Sony PS 3 / Sony psp / Samsung long range phones / ipod shuffle, nano, video if you are within metro manila want a faster transaction / want to knw all the details clear kndly give us ur name n landline num will call u or u may col us tru our cel 09175306091 or sun num 09228998849 we will be glad to give all the details n ans 2 all ur q8tions over the phone para malinaw lahat ty.


Please check the link below:

http://store.auctiva.com/love2sell888


Visit http://members.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewUserPage&userid=easy2deal168 ( up to date prices of new mobile phones,new gen ipod nano,video and sony psp)

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[12:39] me: ang question ko po kasi kung may warranty yun w710i.. wala sya sa http://store.auctiva.com/love2sell888
[12:39] easy2deal168: / want to knw all the details clear kndly give us ur name n landline num will call u or u may col us tru our cel 09175306091 or sun num 09228998849 we will be glad to give all the details n ans 2 all ur q8tions over the phone para malinaw lahat ty.


[12:40] me: di mo pwede sagutin ng yes or no yung warranty dito sa ym?
[12:41] easy2deal168: 1yr srvce waranty nmin
[12:42] me: sa inyo din dadalhin yung item kung saka-sakali, or sa mga accredited na ng SE?
[12:42] easy2deal168: ang dami mng tanong kung gusto mo malinaw gve me ur nme n lanline num col u for dtails
[12:42] me: wala ngang landline e
[12:43] easy2deal168: d namin kaya sagutin ng paisa isa dto lahat yan sa chat
[12:43] easy2deal168: dmi din nag msg sa amin di lang isa
[12:43] me: gusto mo, cell 0915xxxxxxxx
[12:43] easy2deal168: bye

just when...

just when i had made up my mind to forget you, here you come knocking on my doorsteps

company rants...

after a long time, i found the company where i feel comfortable in. i love my work, i'm still learning a lot from it. i love my boss, we get along really well. i love my colleagues. it may not be a bed of roses but nothing's perfect, right? until i found out that our company hasn't been remitting our sss contributions for over a year. well, they said they are remitting them but unfortunately, they're not reflected in our contributions, due to some sss problems, but the company is duly paying them. excuses. fortunately, one of the cs peepz took the initiative to fix what the sss problem, and our contributions are now updated till march, 2007. why only march? because the grateful and nonsense hr felt that the cs peep has done something wrong, because she's the one being thanked at and not her, the hr. then, came philhealth contributions. most of my colleagues worked here as their first company and therefore has no philhealth numbers yet. the resourceful hr has given out philhealth forms a dozen times already, because she's forever losing them, and therefore can't request for a philhealth number for my colleagues. and those of us that already have philhealth numbers? well, she doesn't know who has and hasn't, thinking that we're only around 50 employees here. then came the demoralizing performance evaluation. so now, what step should i take next?