Thursday, April 27, 2006

p.o. blogthings

it's been a p.o. week (as in patay-oras) so i browsed on blogthings while listening to some cool music..


Your Dating Purity Score: 76%

You are an under-experienced dater.
This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it.
It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!


Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative.
You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential.
Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them.
As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.


You Are Cranberry Red

Peaceful and philosophical, you are almost always at harmony with the world.
You're not very social, but you always enjoy a deep, complex conversation with a friend.
It's possible that you've been disappointed a lot in your life, but you've gotten over those disappointments quickly.
For you, each day is new and glorious. You wake up refreshed and happy, even when things aren't going your way.





Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic



You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic!

You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale.

You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack

It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!



You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!


You Are 32% Open Minded

You aren't exactly open minded, but you have been known to occasionally change your mind.
You're tolerant enough to get along with others who are very different...
But you may be quietly judgmental of things or people you think are wrong.
You take your own values pretty seriously, and it would take a lot to change them.


Your Kissing Purity Score: 77% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed

But the kisses you've given are very missed


You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!


You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.


You Should Get a PhD in Science (like chemistry, math, or engineering)

You're both smart and innovative when it comes to ideas.
Maybe you'll find a cure for cancer - or develop the latest underground drug.


Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.
You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.
You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.


Your IQ Is 80

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Average

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average

Your General Knowledge is Below Average


What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.
You are also giving and kind - a great friend.
You are easy going and trusting.
However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.


People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.
People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.


You Are 48% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're addicted to love.
You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it?
Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships.
Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!


Your Inner Child Is Happy

You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing.
You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes.
And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad.
You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.


You Are 30% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.
But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.


You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet


Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day.
Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable.
And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success.
You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible.

You are most compatible with: B and AB

Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio


Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.


You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are.
Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.






Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male



Your brain leans female

You think with your heart, not your head

Sweet and considerate, you are a giver

But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!


All I Have To Do Is Dream

Dream, dream dream dream, dream, dream dream dream

When i want you in my arms,
When i want you and all your charms
Whenever i want you, all i have to do, is
Dream, dream dream dream

When i feel blue in the night,
And i need you to hold me tight
Whenever i want you, all i have to do, is
Dream, dream dream dream

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine,
Any time, night or day
Only trouble is, gee wiz,
I'm dreamin' my life away




I need you so that i could die,
I love you so, and that is why
Whenever i want you, all i have to do, is
Dream, dream dream dream, dream

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine,
Any time, night or day
Only trouble is, gee wiz, i
'm dreamin' my life away

I need you so that i could die,
I love you so, and that is why
Whenever i want you, all i have to do, is
Dream, dream dream dream (repeats out)

Monday, April 17, 2006

i pray..

i hope and pray He'll hold me tight and guide me in every decision i'll do. i hope that He'll guide my feelings as well, use it so that i might have a better judgement at things and not muddle my decision

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

two weeks or so "preparation"

Saturday bought a dvd player in Metropolis with mom

Monday bought an original DVD copy of The Ten Commandments, browsed to a tiangge on the way home and bought a 4 in 1 dvd copy of Ice Age 1 & 2, Shaggy Dog, and a mermaid something...

Thursday bought the official sound track of Beauty and the Beast after a decade of waiting

Friday borrowed Star Wars and Back to the Future dvd from a friend

Saturday and Sunday movie marathon. finished Sassy Girl, and watched Ice Age 2, and Dr Doolittle.

Tuesday bought an original vcd of FPJ's Ramon Rapido

all these in preparation for the long weekend

amidst these activities, i cant help but feel sad and lonely.. i know the reason, but cant find the cure.. maybe these long weekend will ease these feeling..

anyway, here are some of the famous lines of Beauty and Beast

Narda

Kamikazee

Tila ibon kung lumipad, sumabay sa hangin akoy
Napatingin
Sa dalagang nababalot ng hiwaga.
Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa
Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka

Awit na nananawagan, baka sakaling napakikinggan,
Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idaraan
Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

Ang swerte nga nman ni ding, lagi ka nyang kapiling
Kung ako sa kanya niligawan na kita
Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa
Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka

Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan,
Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan
Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

Tumalon kaya ako sa bangin,para lang iyong sagipin
Ito ang tanging paraan para mayakap ka
Darating kayasa dame ng ginagawa
Kung kaagaw ko sila paano na kaya?

Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan,
Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan
Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

we each have our own darna na tinitingala...

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

blog hop day

it's been awhile since i had a petiks day here at the office, and now, i'm spending it blog hopping saw this site and started browsing around, linking sites that i find informative, enjoyable to read, or those that i can relate (i hope the blog owners wouldn't mind

anyways, thanks to Pepe for droppping by

some things i learned yesterday...

stick with your plans, and dont give in to destructions. value time management!

~~~~~~~~~~

kanya-kanyang buhay, kanya-kanyang pagsubok, kanya-kanyang kulay

~~~~~~~~~~

the pains and joys of being a mom, a true strength of a woman

~~~~~~~~~~

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

weyt apdeyt

was feeling dizzy the past weekend till yesterday, so i decided to have a check-up. after office, i went to glorietta's patient first and inquired on how much a consultation will cost me. hearing that consultation fee is P550 made me even more sick so i decided to go to Alabang Medical Clinic instead. there, i found out that i was suffering from vertigo and was given medicine. before i was examined by the doctor, a nurse got my bp and weight, and happily, im now 99lbs, just a pound short of my target! hmm.. i think, i'll now go for 120 :D

Friday, March 24, 2006

this week in summary

Monday: bad day
Tuesday: accident
Wednesday: ofc battleground
Thursday: unsystematic

looks like a not-so-good week for me.. but let's count our blessings.

Monday: found a true friend in the office
Tuesday: got only minor scratches
Wednesday: blessing in disguise
Thursday: fulfilled my duty given the circumstances
Friday: a new-born baby!

today has been peaceful. i hope this lasts all through out.

Monday, March 20, 2006

Hello

Ogie Alcasid

Hi, hello, its nice to see you again,
I didn't quite expect this..
I don't know wat to say,
Seems so strange to see u standing there
Thought u left forever now u reappear
Yes I know its been a long long time
and yes we left on a sad one note
that let two has said goodbye
but here we are my heart beats once again..
is this a new beginning what can I say
well hello…..

Seems so strange to see u standing there
thought u left forever now u reappear
Yes I know its been a long long time
and yes we left on a sad one note
that let two has said goodbye
but here we are my heart beats once again..
is this a new beginning what can I say
Well hello..

Yes I know its been a long long time
and yes we left on a sad one note
that let two has said goodbye
but here we are my heart beats once again..
Is this a new beginning what can I say
well hello…..

Friday, March 17, 2006

You Win The Game

You Win The Game
Mark Bautista


You treat me so bad, you always do
i get so down but when i think of losing you
i'd rather be here

If you took the chance on me to stay
i'll never let you get away
so won't you treat me to your heart

[chorus]
You win the game, you have no shame
but it only makes me want you more
you win the game, you are to blame
(when/coz) it only makes me want you
only makes me want you more

You, I cant find the words to let you know
that i'll never let you go
i'll hold you tight to show you
oh, what i really mean, yeah

[chorus]
You win the game, you have no shame
but it only makes me want you more
you win the game, you are to blame
(when/coz) it only makes me want you
only makes me want you more

you win the game…
yeah …yeah

[chorus]
You win the game, you have no shame
but it only makes me want you more
you win the game, you are to blame
(when/coz) it only makes me want you
only makes me want you more

[chorus]
You win the game, you have no shame
but it only makes me want you more
you win the game, you are to blame
(when/coz) it only makes me want you
only makes me want you more


~~~~

who knows this song?

i guess i was wrong to want you
but im afraid to be forever blue

Thursday, March 16, 2006

three @ d' pantry

one of my fave places here in the office. why? not just because it signifies break time, but this is the place where my crush and i often bumps into one another.. well, crushes actually come to think of it, 3 guys has captured my interest here.. seems an interesting workplace to be

of the current three, one is good looking but currently angry, one is good looking but is currently affected by issues here at the office, and the other one is simple but in a way, commands authority. hmm... guys do really comes in different forms

Invisible

Artist: Clay Aiken

Song: Invisible


Whatcha’ doin’ tonight
I wish I could be a fly on your wall
Are you really alone
Who's stealin' your dreams
Why can't I bring you into my life
What would it take to make you see that I'm alive

[Chorus]

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I could just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)

Saw your face in the crowd
I call out your name
You don't hear a sound
I keep tracing your steps
Each move that you make
Wish I could read what goes through your mind
Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life

[Chorus]

If I was invisible
Then I could just watch you in your room
If I was invincible
I'd make you mine tonight
If hearts were unbreakable
Then I can just tell you where I stand
I would be the smartest man
If I was invisible
(Wait..I already am)

I reach out
But you don't even see me
Even when I'm scream out
Baby, you don't hear me
I am nothing without you
Just a shadow passing through...

[Repeat Chorus]

If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...
If I was invisible...

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

my CURRENT life rate

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:
7.7
Mind:
7.7
Body:
8.3
Spirit:
9.2
Friends/Family:
4.7
Love:
4.3
Finance:
7.7
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Your Life Analysis:

Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score is reasonably high. This means that you are on a good path. Continue doing what is working and set about to improve in areas which continue to lag. Do this starting today and you will begin to reap the benefits immediately. (Read more on improving your life)

Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is within a healthy zone. This means you have achieved a level of mental balance and harmony consistent with living a healthy, happy life. Continue doing what works, and keep your focus. In our fast-paced world, mental clutter is all too common. Be vigilant in maintaining healthy mental function. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the mind.

Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however many of us are lacking in this area. You have a rather good body score, which is an indication that you take care of yourself. There is room for improvement, however. Please keep doing what works. Eat right, exercise, reduce your stress, treat any illness. Doing these things will help ensure your body will be in good working order for a long time to come. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the body.

Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. Your spirit score is dramatic. Continue on your path, do not stray. Continue to reap the rewards which your spirituality brings forth. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the spirit.

Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your relationships with those around you, and is based on how large, healthy, and dependable your social network is. Your friends and family score is not bad but can be improved. Maintain your current social net, while you try to expand it. Try new things and form new friendships. You will be rewarded greatly.

Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. You have a rather low love score. While some are lucky, for most of us love doesn't fall in our laps. You must actively work on improving this area. Do not despair, there is someone out there for you. Read advice from other quiz-takers on finding and maintaining love.

Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current financial health and stability. You have a rather good financial score, which is not all that common these days. Keep doing what works. Avoid common pitfalls and save for the future. You will be glad you did. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving your finances.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Where Are You?

J. ROMAN & SOLUNA LYRICS


[J. Roman]

I know you out there baby
So where?

There's someone out there for me...
I know she's waiting so patiently
Can you tell me her name?
This life long search is gonna drive me insane

How does she laugh, how does she cry,
What's the color of her eyes,
Does she even realize I'm here?....

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?

Who is she?
Who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?

Who is she?
Who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?

La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..

[Soluna]

I'm starin out at the sky...
Prayin' that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams?
Yeah...
I'd wait forever, how silly it seems

How does he laugh, how does he cry,
What's the color of his eyes,
Does he even realize I'm here?....

Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he?
Who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?

Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he?
Who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?

La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..

[J. Roman]

Where are you...?
There's someone out there for me...

[Soluna]

There's someone out there for me...

[J. Roman]

I know she's waiting so patiently..

[Soluna]

So patient...

[J. Roman]

Can you tell me her name?

[Soluna]

Can you tell me his name?

[J. Roman]

This life long search is gonna drive me insane

[Soluna]

How does he laugh, how does he cry,
What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?....

[J. Roman]

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?

Who is she?
Who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?

[Soluna]

Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he?
Who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?

[Together]

La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..

[J. Roman]

(Yeah...I know you're out there...)

[Together]

La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..

[J. Roman]

Where are you?
I'ma look all over the world baby
Cuz I know you're out there
I know it might sound crazy...
But I love you
La la la la la la la..

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Somebody (Depeche Mode)

Somebody (Depeche Mode)
revised for female version

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
He'll get my support
He will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
He'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact He'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
He will understand me

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

a toxic week

our project was due last friday, and we expected the database to be ready monday last week. but our very kind db person in seattle gave it to us friday. the deadline cant be moved so we have to squeeze in work for a supposedly 5-working day into one or two days at the most. haay naku.. as expected, there are still open issues not yet resolved till yesterday. changes to specs are still made today. this is what you call fast-development *lolz* it's a good thing that my team is not like the 'showbiz' team, thanks to God :)

Friday, February 17, 2006

amishingyu

i miss our bonding times
i miss your early morning texts
i miss the phone calls
maybe i just miss you...

e ikaw, miss mo ba ako?

Thursday, February 16, 2006

johari window

ei, sagutan nyo naman ito :D


My Johari Window

pre and post

i would like to thank my pre and post balentayms "date".. kaya lang, sayang at hindi nakapunta ang lil sis ko kahapon.. pinagtulungan tuloy ako ng 2 lalake, waaaah....

I Know Him So Well

Written by B Andersson/T Rice/B Ulvaeus

Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
Wanting far too much for far too long

Looking back I could have played it differently
Won a few more moments, who can tell
But it took time to understand the man
Now at least I know I know him well

Wasn't it good
Oh so good
Wasn't he fine
Oh so fine
Isn't it madness
He can't be mine
But in the end he needs a little bit more than me
More security
He needs his fantasy and freedom
I know him so well

No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him
Still the gap between us is too wide

Looking back I could have played it differently
(Looking back I could have played things some other way)
Learned about the man before I fell
(I was just a little careless maybe)
But I was ever so much younger then
(Much younger then)
Now at least I know him well
Now at least I know I know him well

Wasn't it good
Oh so good
Wasn't he fine
Oh so fine
Isn't it madness
He won't be mine
Didn't I know how it would go
If I knew from the start
Why am I falling apart

Wasn't it good, wasn't he fine
Isn't it madness
He won't be mine
But in the end he needs a little bit more than me
More security
He needs his fantasy and freedom
I know him so well
It took time to understand him
I know him so well

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

nagdaang week-end

nagkasakit ang mommy ng nakaraang biyernes. noong sabado ay nagpunta kami sa ospital. dun ay ininjectionan sya ng duvine (spell check) at dahil sa epekto ng gamot ay panandalian syang nakatulog. mga 930 na ng gabi yun. nang sya ay magising ay mabigat ang kanyang katawan at hindi sya makakilos. mga 12 ng hatinggabi ay gusto na nyang umuwi bagama't nanghihina pa rin sya. mabuti na lang at malapit lang ang kapilya, at maaasahan ang mga SCAN na tumupad sa gabing yun, tinulungan nila kami at inihatid sa aming tahanan. linggo ay nagpunta ang kapatid ko upang samahan ang aking ina habang ako ay tumutupad at sumasamba. maraming salamat at kahit paano ay hindi Nya kami pinababayaan. sa kasalukuyan ay nagpapalakas na lang ang aking ina.

kahapon naman ay dumating na ang trabahong aming hinihintay. mejo toxic ang linggong ito at gaya ng inaasahan ay rush ang pinapagawa sa amin.

Friday, February 10, 2006

Handwriting Personality Quiz

got this from sis ivy's blog =D

Handwriting Analysis

The results of your analysis say:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.



What does your handwriting say about YOU?

acchooo!

i've been feeling sick for the 2nd week now, and finally took a day off from work yesterday. ironically, it was my 1st monthsary here at work.. haaay... para kasing nananadya ang kapitbahay namin, magvideoke ba naman magdamag ng wednesday e samba ako ng thurs kaya ayun, puyat ang beauty ko. 2nd week ng ganito ang ginagawa.. di ba may batas na bawal ng mag ingay at mambulahaw ng kapitbahay pag past 9pm na? haay life.. kaya heto, my immune system is down again, my sinusitis is attacking me again, haaay... acchhoooo!

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Jeepneys to cut fares by P.50 starting Feb. 10

SOME 40,000 jeepneys in Metro Manila will cut fares by 50 centavos from Feb. 10 to 17 to offer the public some form of relief amid increasing commodity prices, according to transport groups and the Land Transportation Franchising and Regulatory Board (LTFRB).

From Friday this week to Friday next week, commuters will only pay a minimum jeepney fare of P7 instead of P7.50.
The temporary fare cut is a special feature in the celebration of the first-ever Jeepney Week in Metro Manila.

The 50-centavo fare cut may become permanent in March if diesel prices stabilize at about P32 a liter, said LTFRB Chair Maria Elena Bautista.

But jeepney groups said that if diesel prices hit P35 a liter, they may ask for a P1 to P1.50 increase in minimum fares.

Monday, February 06, 2006

On This Day

one of the songs i want to be sung on my wedding day (kelan kaya yun? or darating pa kaya yun? *lol*)

Artist: David Pomeranz

Here we stand today
Like we always dreamed
Starting out our live together
Night is in your eyes
Love is in our hearts
I can't believe you really mine forever

(Bridge)
I feel rehearse in for this moment in all my life
So don't act surprise
If the feelings start to carry me away

(Chorus)
On this day
I promise forever
On this day
I surrendered my heart
Here I stand take my hand
And I will follow every word that i say
On this day

Not so long ago
This heart is just a fill of golden lonely space
Without you
Now everything's all right
Now everything's refill
And the story of my life
Is all about YOU

So if you feel the cold winds
blowing through your nights
I will shelter you and forever
here that tears your fear away

Repeat Chorus
Repeat Bridge
Repeat Chorus with one fret higher

zzzzzzz

my boss was on leave. we have 2 visitors from the Seattle office. no task assigned. the day is soooo sleeepppyyy...

Thursday, February 02, 2006

daily quotes

finally, i have done and added the daily quotes which i had planned to add a long-time ago. see the daily quotes, funny or hitting something serious, copied from GoodQuotes at the status bar, new everyday! :) (although i still have to finish this to complete a year-long list of quotes :D)

my work here has given me time to fix and update my blog :)

Lagi Mo Na Lang Ako Dinededma

Rocksteddy

Mahal kita pero di mo lang alam
Hindi mo alam kasi hindi mo naman ako tinitignan
Ayaw mo naman itanong sakin kasi baka nga naman hindi naman ikaw
At hindi ko rin naman sayo sasabihin kasi ayoko pa sa ngayon na manligaw

Mahal kita pero hindi nga lang halata
Hindi halata kasi wala naman akong ginagawa
Hindi ako kumikibo hindi ako nagsasalita wala

Pero hindi ako torpe
Hindi ko lang talaga masabi sayo ng harapan
Mahal kita pero dehins mo pa rin ramdam
Hindi mo ko titignan di rin kita titgnan
Lagi mo lang akong pakikiramdaman lagi rin kitang pakikiramdaman
At araw araw tayong magdededmahan
Hanggang sa tayo ay magkabistuhan

Pero ngayong malapit nang matapos ang kanta ko
Nais kong magkaalaman na
Nais kong ako na rin ang magsabi sayo ng harapan
Kasi alam kong doon din naman ang tuloy nyan
At dalawa din lang naman ang posibleng sagot dyan oo o hindi

Kaya eto na sasabihin ko na para matapos na
At hindi na magka–tsismisan pa
Sasabihin ko na para wala nang problema
At para hindi na rin kayong lahat nabibitin pa

Sandalan

6cyclemind

Kanina pa kita pinagmamasdan
Mukha mo'y di maipinta
Malungkot ka na naman

Kanina pa kitang inaalok
Ng kwentuhang masaya
Para sayo'y bale wala

Sandali nga
Teka lang
May nakalimutan ka
Di ba't pwede mo kong iyakan

Sige lang
Sandal ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang
Sandal ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa akin

Andito lang ako naghihintay
Lagi mong tatandaan
Di ka naman nag iisa

Andito lang ako
Makikinig sa'yo
Sa buong magdamag
Sa 'kin di ka bale wala

(break)

Sige lang
Sandal ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang
Sandal ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang

Sige lang
Sandal ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang
Sandal ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang
Sige lang

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

some nice surveys from Blogthings

thanks to ivy for these


Men See You As Desirable

Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual
You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in
You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage
Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily


Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Layered Bob

Color Everywhere

Youth Asylum


Use to seen black and white
never any in between
waiting all the love of my life
to come into my dreams
everything is shades of gray
never any blues or green
needing someone else to turn to
someone who could help me learn and see
all the beauty that was waiting for me

You,you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayer
and now theres color everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and theres color everywhere, everwhere

My life is so protect and bold
never in a mystery
but ever since you shine the light
all of that history and now I have a hand to hold
all the reasons to believe,Yes.
If someone in my life was worth living for
I was hangin' around just wishing all is done
To put the happiness back in my heart

And you,you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayer
and now theres color everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now theres color everywhere
a silver lining in my prayer
and now theres color everywhere

Left those hazy days behind me
never to return again
now they're just a faded memory
ohh…ohh….
Cuz baby its all so clear to see
The beauty that is waiting there for me

You,you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayer
and now theres color everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show me you care
and now theres color everywhere
a silver lining in my prayer
and now theres color everywhere
you came along to show me you care
and now theres color everywhere

Now I have a hand to hold
And a reason to believe

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

blog hop

i was blog-hopping earlier, and some blogs made me smile, some made me understood, and there's this one that really made me sad :(

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

feeling senti?

WHY CAN'T IT BE
Rannie Raymundo

You came along, unexpectedly
I was doing fine in my little world
Oh baby please don't get me wrong
'Cause I'm not complaining
But you see, you got my mind spinning

REFRAIN:
Why can't it be
Why can't it be the two of us
Why can't we be lovers
Only friends
You came along
At a wrong place, at a wrong time
Or was it me

Baby I dream of you every minute
You're in my dreams
You're always in it
That's the only place I know
Where you could be mine
And I'm yours but only
Till I wake up

REFRAIN:
Why can't it be
Why can't it be the two of us
Why can't we be lovers
Only friends
You came along
At a wrong place, at a wrong time
You came along
At a wrong place, at a wrong time
Or was it me


Narito
Gary Valenciano

narito, ang puso ko
inaalay lamang sa'yo
aking pangarap kahit saglit
ang ikaw at ako'y magkapiling
minsan pang makita ka
damdamin ay sumasaya
lungkot napapawi
buhay ko'y ngingiti
sa sandaling pag-ibig mo'y makapiling

puso ko'y narito
naghihintay sa pag-ibig mo
ikaw lamang ang inaasam
tanggapin mo ang puso kong narito
hanggang matapos ang kailanman

bawat kilos mo't galaw
minamasdan, tinatanaw
laging nangangarap, kahit saglit
ang ikaw at ako'y magkapiling

puso ko'y narito
naghihintay sa pag-ibig mo
ikaw lamang ang inaasam
tanggapin mo ang puso kong narito
hanggang matapos ang kailanman

kahit di malaman o maintindihan
kahit na masugatan ang puso
naghihintay sayo
maghihintay ako

puso ko'y narito
naghihintay sa pag-ibig mo
ikaw lamang ang inaasam
tanggapin mo ang puso kong narito
hanggang matapos ang kailanman



nah.. just feeling hopeless

Friday, January 13, 2006

corporate acronyms

my first telecon with this company was held yesterday at 9am philippine time, 5pm seattle time. it was ok, after some introductions, we discussed the upcoming projects to be done here. then, after the telecon, scott, sir kit, james and i have a wrapping-up meeting, where we also talked about some of the common acronyms used here. WSI which is used largely means Web System Interface, though I always referred to this as GUI or graphical user interface before. Scott used to work at Intel and they have their TLA database where TLA stands for Three-Letter Acronym. then, they also have GOST meetings and SNAFU situations. For the meaning of these terms? just ask me privately :p

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

i need...

  • foot stool (spell check)
  • a small pillow
  • walkman / diskman hopefully which can be powered by electricity as well as battery

all to be used here in the office. any kind-hearted souls there? :D

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Birthday, 'service incentive' leaves sought for all workers

A MEASURE seeking to grant a birthday leave and five-day "service incentive leave" both with pay every year for all employees has been filed at the House of Representatives.
Quezon Representative Danilo Suarez's House Bill 4994 or "An act granting a birthday leave with pay, amending for that purpose Chapter III Article 95 Presidential Decree 442 otherwise known as 'The Labor Code of the Philippines,' and for other proposes" recognizes the right of every employee to have a "birthday leave and service incentive leave with pay."

Suarez said his proposal was mandatory for all government and private workers.

Under the proposed measure, "Every employee who has rendered at least one year of service shall be entitled to a birthday leave and yearly service incentive of five days, both with pay."

However, "workers who are already enjoying these benefits and those employed in establishments regularly employing less than 10 employees or in establishments exempted from granting these benefits by the Secretary of Labor after considering the viability of their financial condition are not covered by the proposed legislation," according to the proposed measure.

Suarez said he filed the bill "to afford laborers a chance for rest and recreation on their birthdays to rejuvenate themselves and to spend their time with their respective families."

"Its main thrust is to give the members of the labor force the gift of a day's pay, not simply as a mere concession or act of grace from the employer but as a matter of legal right granted by the State," he said.

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

the first week of january 2006

i have many things planned this week before i start working on the 9th.

i want to:
  • go and watched spellbound
  • have a beauty-day bonding with my mom
  • meet my lolah abby
i need to:
  • to go to the dentist for my brace adjustment
its already midweek and i had accomplished only one of my wants and still needs to schedule my need.. oh well..

i also wanted to watched the following metro manila filmfest entries:
  • mulawin
  • enteng kabisote 2
  • exodus
but till now i haven't watched any yet.

i really have to buy a dvd player so that we can just rent or buy tapes for movies we missed watching on theaters.

Spellbound!

yesterday was a spellbound night! my mom and i went and watched Spellbound at its 6pm show in the Araneta Coliseum. the show was great, and we had a good time. the part i liked best is the levitations done by the majestix, jackson rayne's comic magic trick, and the grace and agility of the human design. i think we'd be watching more of magic shows now that i can afford it :)

Are you better off single?

my score is 15.. i think im just a hopeless romantic *sigh*

Monday, January 02, 2006

the resolution that was

based from my new year's resolution for 2005, ano na nga ba ang naaccomplish ko?


* engage in fitness activities (exercise, sports) -- kulang pa.. had engaged in around 2-4 activities, pero i need to put more time and maybe find some sports buddy to play with.
* babawasan ko na kalat sa room ko (ang hirap ata nun) -- di pa rin nagawa.. so i think i have to try harder this year
* enhance my artistic side (meron ba ako nun?) -- wala pa rin, hehhee
* set my priorities and choose my friends more carefully -- done with success, and this is a good habit :D

for this year? di na siguro muna.. i just hope na this year e more of sports activities for me :D

Sunday, January 01, 2006

happy 2006

finally, i had pushed myself to change my blog's skin, which is very much long overdue. new year lang pala hinihintay nito e, hehehe

anyways, yesterday, we were quite busy with preparations for the media noche. we had our year-end prayer at 4pm in the locale. after that, we watched the parade of the different groups in the nearby barangays which is very much nakakaaliw

i had my last day at work last dec. 29 and my boss sadly bade me goodbye. me? well, frankly, i will miss the atmosphere, but its time to move on, and i hope its for the best.

last dec. 28, i took a day off from work. my mom and i went to sm southmall and bought tickets for the January 3 show of Spellbound then went malling afterwards

Saturday, December 24, 2005

turn over time

turn over time started last wednesday, dec 21. kapatid din pala yung papalit sa akin, from signal village. kahapon e wala na akong ginagawa and was planning not to go to work next week, dahil mahirap magpatay ng oras ng walang pc, syempre, walang net, pero buraot ang boss ko at gusto nya pa akong pumasok till dec 29. dapat magamit ko pc nya or ng iba next week at mahirap magpatay ng oras ng walang net..

which superhero are you?

Your results:
You are Superman
Superman
80%
Robin
75%
Green Lantern
75%
The Flash
70%
Spider-Man
65%
Wonder Woman
55%
Supergirl
55%
Hulk
50%
Iron Man
40%
Catwoman
25%
Batman
20%
You are mild-mannered, good,
strong and you love to help others.
Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

Friday, December 16, 2005

employee questionaire

how long have you been employed? i started working as soon as i graduated, may of 1997
your most hated employer: not really hate, but disliked. its xorand. but whatever happened before has taught me a lot, including to be strong and not get intimated :)
any decisions you've made in your career that you regret? whatever the consequences of my decisions, i didnt regret it coz i learned a lot along the way :)
your most loved employer: LST in ortigas and my current client, UMC (Nissan). i wouldn't have moved to a new employer had it not been for employee benefits which i cant get here. otherwise, the environment is ok.

i am hoping and praying that my new job / company / employer will turn out ok and i can stay there and have a new legacy :)

Monday, December 12, 2005

movie reviews

last friday, i took the day off from work. my mom and i eventually went to Festival Mall and watched Chicken Little. i had no plans of watching the said movie, had i not heard from the news that a Filipino was behind the making of these cartoon movie (see story below). anyway, i find the movie a good watch, specially if you're looking to find a good laugh, and it also has its own moral story.

afterwards, i proceeded to watch Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire. after three weeks of showing in local theaters, i have second thoughts of watching this movie due to feedbacks i am getting from those who had already watched it. but since my mom knows that i was waiting for the movie a long time, she persuaded me to go ahead and watch it. after watching it, i find Chicken Little more okay than HP. maybe because i wasn't expecting anything from Chicken Little and had high hopes on HP. I miss the melodramatic scenes in HP which was in the book. The movie was very much fast-paced, and still consumes around 3hrs of viewing. anyway, i'll be waiting for two movies next year, x-men and superman :)

from http://www.abs-cbnnews.com/storypage.aspx?StoryID=23455
Ralph Fernan: The big Pinoy behind 'Chicken Little'
By DENNIS LADAW

Walt Disney’s newest animated feature "Chicken Little" is making waves at the American box office, as grosses hit nearly $120 million since it first opened three weeks ago.

A very loose adaptation of the venerable children’s story, Chicken Little is bound to be as popular as the other Disney characters. This quirky new character is the archetype 98-ounce weakling, yet children will soon be posing for pictures with his six-foot-tall mascot in Disney’s theme parks around the world.

Nobody could be prouder of this little hero than Philippine-born Ralph Fernan, who was responsible for animating both the title character and his father, Buck Cluck. It was up to Fernan to give life to these two lead chickens. He clearly had the most challenging task of giving the film its heart.

"As you have probably noticed, there are many scenes between Chicken Little and his father," the 40-something Fernan told Life & Times via phone patch. "So as animator, I had to build a rapport between father and son and make it look realistic."

Many of the scenes between the older chicken and his tiny son are tender and actually human, and they comprise the best moments of this otherwise rapidly paced CGI movie. Yet Fernan refused to take the entire credit. He attributes the success of the film to a lot of contributors, from the gifted voice talents, the art directors and the overall director Mark Dindal.

With all the talented animators and art directors working on the film, it seems that director Dindal would have little else to do, but Fernan said that on the contrary, he was the central guiding force of the whole production.

"True, we all had our duties but it was Mark who set the tone and direction of the film. He’d advise us in certain scenes and describe their purpose. How the characters should react to certain situations, how the action ought to be depicted and he more or less choreographed entire scenes," he explained.

It was Dindal who also coached the voice talents, which included major stars like Steve Zahn, Patrick Stewart, Don Knotts and Joan Cusack.

From UE’s pride to Disney’s gem

Fernan was born in Manila and is a Fine Arts graduate of the University of the East. Although he majored in painting, he found himself working on animation. "My first stint with animation was when I was hired by the local studio of Hanna-Barbera," he said.

"That was in the eighties, not long after I finished college. You can say that it was at Hanna-Barbera where I got my formal training, where I learned the ropes."

Most children are familiar with many of Hanna-Barbera’s beloved characters -- from Scooby-Doo and Yogi Bear to The Flintstones and Josie and the Pussycats.

Fernan was assistant editor of the Hanna-Barbera’s feature-length cartoon Once Upon A Forest (1993), which featured the voice talents of Michael Crawford and Ben Vereen.

Sadly, however, the company was compelled to shut down its Manila studio due to financial difficulties.

As with most of the talented Filipino animators, Fernan decided to seek his fortunes in other countries. There were fewer opportunities for animators in the Philippines, he explained. While others found employment in Australia, Fernan and a few others tried their luck in the United States. Fernan has so far been the most fortunate Filipino animator. He found work at Burbank Studios and was animator for the features of Turner Pictures and Warner Brothers. Among his credits are the highly acclaimed Iron Giant (1999) and Stuart Little 2 (2003).

Not long after, he was hired by Walt Disney and was immediately assigned to Chicken Little. "We started to work on Chicken Little two years ago. It all began with storyboarding and scripts which were continuously revised," Fernan recalled.

Fernan noted there are several Filipinos working in Disney, both in the production and administration’s departments. "We’re all so proud to be part of this great company. I’ve met Roy Disney, the son of Walt Disney. He looks a lot like his father!" he said.

For Disney, Chicken Little was a major gamble that paid off. It was the first CGI film, the studio produced on its own. (Pixar produced most of its CGI productions.) The studio first adapted Chicken Little for the screen in 1943 using traditional animation.

"Of course, traditional animation will always have its advantages, but with CGI, the work is faster and easier. I would like to work on conventional animation again," he said.

Fernan resides with his wife and son in Altadena, California. While he’s enjoying his work in Disney, he said he hopes the animation industry in the Philippines would eventually get off the ground. "Then perhaps the talent wouldn’t have to migrate to other countries," he said.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

13 ways to relieve stress

Stress Reliever #1
Wife : You always carry my photo in your handbag to the office. Why?
Hubby : When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.
Wife : You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you?
Hubby : Yes, I see your picture and say to myself, "What other problem can there be greater than this one?"

________________________________________________________________________
Stress Reliever # 2
Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.

Boy: It's very kind of you, darling, But I don't have any worries or troubles.
Girl: Well that's because we aren't married yet.

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Stress Reliever # 3
Son: Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.

Mom: Well, you have done the right thing.
Son: But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.

________________________________________________________________________
Stress Reliever # 4
Wife to husband: "What's your excuse for coming home at this time of the night?"

Husband to wife: "Golfing with friends, my dear."
Wife to husband: "What? At 2 am?!"
Husband to wife: "Yes, We used night clubs."

________________________________________________________________________
Stress Reliever # 5
Father to son after exam: "let me see your report card."

Son: "My friend just borrowed it. He wants to scare his parents."

________________________________________________________________________
Stress Reliever # 6

A teacher asked her class for sentences using the word "beans"..
"My father grows beans," said one student.
"My father cooks beans," said another.
Then little Johnny spoke up: "We are all human beans."

________________________________________________________________________
Stress Reliever # 7
Interviewer to Millionaire: "To whom do you owe your success as a millionaire to?"
Millionaire: "I owe everything to my wife."
Interviewer: "Wow, she must be some woman. What wer e you before you married her?"
Millionaire: "A Billionaire"

________________________________________________________________________
Stress Reliever # 8
Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: Thanks for the warning.

________________________________________________________________________
Stress Reliever # 9
A husband was asked: Do you talk to your wife after sex?
He replied: Depends, if I can find a phone.

________________________________________________________________________
Stress Reliever # 10
Man to wife on wedding night: Are you sure I'm the first man yo u are sleeping with?

Wife replied: Of course honey, I stayed awake with all the others!

________________________________________________________________________
Stress Reliever # 11
Why did they stop printing PAMELA ANDERSON stamps in the U.S. ?
Answer: Because people started licking the wrong side.

________________________________________________________________________
Stress Reliever # 12

A wife asked her husband: What do you like most in me - my pretty face or my sexy body?
He looked at her from head to toe and replied: I like your sense of humour.

________________________________________________________________________
Stress Reliever # 13

Doctor to his lady patient: You look terribly weak and exhausted! Are you having your meals three times a day as I have advised?
Lady replied: Doctor, I thought you said three males a day.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Makita Kang Muli

Makita Kang Muli

Sugarfree

Bawat sandali ng aking buhay
Pagmamahal mo ang aking taglay
San man mapadpad ng hangin
Hindi magbabago aking pagtingin
Pangako natin sa Maykapal
Na tayo lamang sa habang buhay
Maghintay

Ipaglalaban ko ang ating pag-ibig
Maghintay ka lamang, Ako’y darating
Pagka’t sa isang taong mahal mo ng buong puso
Lahat ay gagawin makita kang muli,
Makita kang muli

Puso’y nagdurusa nangungulila
Iniisip ka ‘pag nag-iisa
Inaalala mga sandali
Nang tayo ay magkapiling
Ikaw ang gabay sa aking tuwina
Ang aking ilaw sa gabing mapanglaw
Tanging ikaw

Ipaglalaban ko ang ating pag-ibig
Maghintay ka lamang, ako’y darating
Pagka’t sa isang taong mahal mo ng buong puso
Lahat ay gagawin
Makita kang muli, makita kang muli
Makita kang muli

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2005,WHEN

YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2005,WHEN....

1. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.
2. You have a list of 10 phone numbers to reach your family of 3.

3. You e-mail the person who lives in the house next door.

4. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and

family is that they don't have e-mail addresses.

5. You've sat at the same desk for four years and

worked for three Different companies.

6. You learn about your redundancy on the 10 o'clock news.

7. Your boss doesn't have the ability to do your job.

8. You pull up in your own driveway and use

your mobile phone to see if anyone is home

to help you carry in the groceries.

10. Leaving the house without your mobile phone,

which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years

of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn

around to go and get it.

11. You get up in the morning and go on line

before getting your coffee.

12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing.

13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are

going to forward this message.

14. You are too busy to notice there was no #9 on this list.

15. You actually scrolled back up to check that

there wasn't a #9 on this list.


AND NOW YOU ARE LAUGHING at yourself. Go on, forward this to your friends....you know you want to!

Friday, December 02, 2005

sing-song

there's this song and i dont know why i remember everytime i hear this line.. "just hold your hand and praaay... yeyey.." specially the yeyey part *lol*

~~~~~~~

i'll start turnover procedures come dec 22, or after office hours days before that. my kapalit has arrived, 3yrs in php programming. hopefully, everything will turn out ok, for me and everyone else

Thursday, December 01, 2005

20 days to go

20 working days to go before this year ends. i have 20 days to finish all the things, including turnover of my workload to a new programmer. glad that my boss had already accepted the fact that i'll be leaving and is back in his good mood again. i admit that i'll miss this company, but i really have to move on

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

habulan

almost a month has passed since i had updated my blog. i wish to change my blog's skin but i think that can wait, for now.

anyways, sobrang maraming nangyari sa akin for the past days. i have told my boss that i can no longer accept another extension contract since i'll be moving on to a new company which has offered me a regular position, not to mention a higher rate. dun na nagsimula ang problema. i have 2 more months before my contract nung malaman nya e tuliro na sya. so imagine kung ano na lang ang kinikilos nya ngayong 1 month na lang ang natitira. he's very much grumpy nowadays. di na nya ako kinakausap, which is, for me okay dahil bawas nangungulit at mas marami akong nagagawa. at di ko na nadidinig ang nakakairitang line nya na "mataas kasi ang presyo mo" or "masyadong kang mahal" at "di ka namin kaya".

since i started working, i never begged for any company to hire me or keep me in their workforce. pero bakit may mga times ngayon na parang utang na loob ko pa sa kanila na hinire nila ako? parang gusto nilang palabasin na wala akong utang na loob at aalis na ako ngayon. i mean, my contract will end on january 3rd, at wala akong viniolate sa contract na yun. tatapusin ko yun kahit di ko na feel. and im doing all the docs in preparation sa susunod na hahawak ng project.

the ceo of my agency, which happens to be his elder sister is also very much affected. at yung pagkaapekto nya sa situation e sana wag makaapekto sa relationship namin, as frends. i mean, yes, we're not that close, but during the course of our employer-employee relationship, we had bonded a frendship. anyway, kung maaapektuhan, e wala akong magagawa, blood is thicker than water, ika nga. but still, alam nya kung ano ang kalakaran sa agency, and therefore should not blame me.

she has asked me na kausapin ang boss ko (her bro) and to assure him na magiging ok ang takbo ng project kahit di na ako ang humahawak. ayaw pa daw nya kasing kausapin yun dahil wala syang maibigay na solusyon sa problema. parang, teka.. obligasyon ko pa ba yun? di naman ako siguro sisigawan nito, tulad ng ginagawa nya sa ate nya di ba? masyado kasi syang na-i-stress na sya daw nagrecommend sa agency ng ate nya at kung mabibitin ang project e sya ang masisisi at ikasisira ng record nya at pwede nyang ikatanggal. san ang justification sa iniisip nyang ito? ewan ko. pano ko sya kakausapin? ewan ko rin. parang mahirap atang kumausap sa taong sa tingin ko e sarado na ang pag-iisip.

for now, kelangang matapos ko ang lahat ng pwedeng tapusin. para kung may maiwan mang
mga bugs e hindi na sya show stopper.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

2 phone calls

yesterday, i was on my way to cubao when i received a phone call from a friend.. haay naku.. na-depress lang ako after our conversation.. parang lalong lumiliit ang percentage ng matinong guys around..

kaninang umaga, i received a phone call na nagpangiti naman sa akin..

well.. tulad ng news.. phone calls can make or break someone's day..

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

missing someone...

im missing the long talks and bantering we used to share.. i know that you're busy.. that both our scheds wouldn't meet for sometime now.. but im glad na kahit pano, nagkakausap pa rin tayo.. pero miss pa rin kita..

Monday, October 31, 2005

a very busy day for me.. i went to cubao early this morning and brought the perfume orders to my partner's house. then, i went back home around 1030am to fulfill my promise to my mom. we went to festival mall instead of makati and spend some bonding time together. around 3pm, we went home, and due to tiredness, i fell asleep, and woke up late for my other appointment in cainta. i went to cubao to ride an fx going to sta lucia, but it was taking 48yrs, so i texted my 2 frends on how to get to sta lucia without taking the fx and taxi. finally, i took a jeep going to antipolo, and arrived in sta lucia, an hour late (or more?) for my appointment.. haay life.. adventure ito, hehehe.. dun ko lang din nalaman na 2 pala ang sta lucia, and i was waiting in the old one, while my friend was waiting on the new one, hehehe.. nagkita din kami syempre :) unfortunately, di kami nakaattend sa pamamahayag.. i hope na next time e makapunta na kami..