Tuesday, January 18, 2011

common dilemma but i wont fail

I never dreamed nor wished nor want to be in this position. I understand one of my colleague's concern and appreciate it. Though I think there's a better way of reminding a sister. But I'm not taking it against you. We all have our own styles, and we dont know each other that much.

I'm now faced in a dilemma I had witnessed happening a lot to different people. But I know that the reason I witnessed them is for them to be small (or big) lessons to me. Not to be blinded by emotions and put God above all else. I wont exchange God's love for the love of man. I went through a lot to fight for my religion, had learned the difference between right and wrong, had seen the light, and I wont give it up. I wont go back to being blind..

Monday, January 03, 2011

Reason, Season or Lifetime

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.

REASON
When someone is in your life for a REASON. . .
It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an
inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die.
Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered.
And now it is time to move on.

SEASON
When people come into your life for a SEASON it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real!

But, only for a season.

LIFETIME
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.

Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person, and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life.

Stop here and just SMILE. :)

Work like you don’t need the money.
Love like you’ve never been hurt.
And dance like no one is watching.

2011 - reviving my blog

After months of blog slumber, I've decided to revive my blog.

Last Jan 1, we spent the day in my cousin's house for the yearly family reunion. I was planning to buy a 1/4 kilo of lechon for our New Year's eve fest last Dec. 30 but the lechon vendor insisted that I should buy lechon on the same day it will be eaten. Unless we'll make it to paksiw. So when I see lechon on our family reunion, I gladly put some on my plate. While I was putting food on my plate, I heard my cousin comment that they forgot to microwave the lechon. I was thinking, why the need to microwave it but let it go and went to the table and eat. Later that night, my mom suffered from LBM. I woke up early the next day and needed to rush to the toilet too. I was afraid I wont be able to attend to my duties at church. But fortunately I was able to without any "emergencies" lol.

At around 10am, my brother asked if we got sick last night. He said that all of them got sick except for his youngest grandchild who didnt eat lechon. He said that he asked one of my cousins if he got sick and he didnt and he didnt also eat lechon.

Lesson learned: follow your instinct and not your stomach lol.

Have a happy new year everyone!

Monday, August 02, 2010

Issue ba?

Magiging napakalaking issue ba kung gusto ko ng bumukod? Not necessarily get married but to move and live on my own.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

what a day

Earlier today, as in early, on my way to 5am panata, I got tripped by a wire near the church. Lipad ang byuti ng lola mo. Then ngayon, pag-uwi from work, while waiting to cross the street just outside our building, my phone was stolen. Napansin ko na lang na bukas na yung zipper ng bag ko pagkatawid. Something told me to check at yun na nga. Hay buhay. Funny kasi ilang beses ng muntik-muntikan akong manawakan pag kasabay ko yung certain officemate ko pag-uwi. At natuloy na nga kanina. Hay buhay

Friday, May 21, 2010

Where Are You Now

It's been months since I had updated my blog. I tried logging a few times pero nakablock na ata permanently ang site na ito sa office. Nakakatamad namang mag-blog pag 'lipas' na yung gusto mong iblog. Anyway, earlier this morning, I checked kung may way ba na magpost sa blog thru email. And voila! This is what I found out. Di pa nga lang pwede maglagay ng tags. Pag uwi na lang saka lagyan hehehe.

Anyway, here's a song na gusto ko ngayon, thanks to Jon for the lyrics


Where Are You Now
Honor Society

To my favorite teacher
Who told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?

To my ex-best friends
Don´t know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how,
how to live like I do
If it wasnt for you
I would never be who I am.

And I'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But thats just how it goes,
People change,
But I know
I wont forget you

- guitar solo -

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
and took a piece of my heart
To the few who´d swear
I´d never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I´m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am

If it wasn´t for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn´t for you
I´d be nothing
Where are you now?

Monday, January 11, 2010

Pangyayari sa Bagong Taon

Happy New Year! Alam ko, may 10 araw na ng 2010 ang nakalipas, pero still, new year pa rin naman wehehehe. Share ko lang ang kababalaghang nangyari sa akin, o baka bunga na rin ng kunting katangahan wehehehe.

This is for those who want to get or renew their passport na hindi dumadaan sa agency. I went to DFA last Dec 29, 2009 to renew my passport. Hindi na ako dumaan sa agency since hindi naman ako nagmamadali plus mas tipid kung deretso na, and base sa mga naririnig ko e hindi naman ganun kahaba ang pila. Before I went there, I had the necessary requirements with me as stated sa website ng DFA

Facing the DFA building, don't walk on the right side bangketa kung saan maraming mga stalls ng kumukuha ng picture ID and nagxe-xerox. Dun kasi ako naglakad and ang daming mga nanghaharang na mga tao. Dere-derecho na nga lang ako at hindi ko pinapansin ang mga nanghaharang. Nung nasa may gate na ako, may isang lalake na nagpakita ng ID at taga DFA daw sya. Hiningi yung mga requirements ko at sabi na kulang daw ng thumb mark kaya pinapunta nya ako dun sa katabing tindahan para daw magpathumb mark. Sa tindahan, nag thumb mark na ako. Hiningi ang picture ko. Ang dala ko ay may white na background since yun ang nakalagay sa website nila. Dapat daw ay blue background so nagpapicture ako sa kanila for P160. After, niresibuhan ako ng P180, yung P20 daw ay para sa plastic ng passport. Pinagmatigasan ko na hindi ko kelangan ng plastic kaya P160 lang ang babayaran ko. Wala naman silang nagawa. Pagka-cut ng picture ko at ng madikit na sa forms, siningil ako ng P12 sa pagdidikit daw ng pictures. Tapos sa "Gate 2" na daw ang punta. May nakasabay ako na isang balikbayan, OFW sa middle east. Pagdating namin sa "Gate 2", agency pala yun. Base sa resibong binigay nila, sila ay ang RBC Travel & Tours na may address 215 CK SY Diamond Bldg., Libertad St., Pasay City. Nung nakuha ko ang resibo, dun na sumama ang loob ko dahil nalaman kong agency pala sila at pakiramdam ko ay naloko ako. Ang sinisingil sa akin ay P1,700, hindi pa kasama ang pagpapadala ng passport sa bahay. Pag gusto kong ipadala sa bahay yun ay magdadagdag ako ng P200.

Nung Jan 7, 2010 ay nag-appearance ako sa DFA. May nakasabay ako na first-time na kukuha ng passport. Talagang nag-agency sya at sa RBC nga. Nang makarating kami sa DFA, binilinan kami ng taga-agency na sumama sa amin na ang agency ko daw ay Yiapanda, at ang sa kasama ko ay EISEC (di ako sure kung tama ang spelling). Hindi daw RBC ang gagamitin namin. Hindi ko alam ang dahilan sa nasabing bilin, pero lumalabas na hindi rin ata sila authorized ng DFA?



Ayan, napahaba na, minsan lang naman ako mag-update ng blog e wehehehe. Maraming nangyari ng 2009 pero ang 3 sigurong pangyayari na di ko malilimutan ay ang: pagpanaw ng Ka Erdy, ang bagyong Ondoy, at ang pagpunta namin sa Bacolod.

Sa taong ito, ayun sa hula ng FB, ako ay isasakal wahahaha. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang naghihintay sa taong ito pero ngayong first quarter ng 2010 ay magiging abala ako sa mga bagay-bagay.

Sa ngayon, eto ang fave song ko, at napansin ko lang ito ng kinanta ni Judy Ann Santos sa ASAP XV kahapon

The Climb lyrics
Songwriters: Alexander, J; Mabe, J;

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Friday, October 30, 2009

mini-update

It's been a year since I've updated my emotional status. I'm still contented. Not that I don't have any dreams or wishes, but I'm happy with my life now. I've learned to value what I have, and to try to work out for things I want to have. It's also been months since I have updated my blog. Many things have happened. Just liked to live in solitary silence for now.

Thursday, July 09, 2009

Buti hindi ako nagka-Migraine

I heard this song on the radio, and can relate to it very much lol. Though now, I had moved on and the song just makes me say 'yan nga!'

Saturday, June 06, 2009

Jai Ho - Pussycat Dolls

theme from Slumdog Millionaire

(Jai Ho)
(Jai Ho)I got (I got) shivers (shivers),
When you touch away,
I'll make you hot,
Get all you got,
I'll make you wanna say (Jai Ho)

(Jai Ho)

I got (I got) fever (fever),
Running like a fire,
For you I will go all the way,
I wanna take you higher (Jai Ho)
I keep it steady
Cuz steady is how I feel it.
This beat is heavy, so heavy,
You gon feel it.

(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Ho! Uh-uh-uh-oh!
(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us(Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us,(Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, come and save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.

Jai Ho

(Jai Ho) Escape (escape) away (away),
I'll take you to a place,
This fantasy of you and me,
I'll never lose the chase. (Jai Ho)

Yeaahhhh (Jai Ho) Yeaahhhh

I can (I can) feel you (feel you),
Rushing through my veins,
There's an notion in my heart,
I will never be the same.

(Jai Ho)Just keep it burnin', yeah baby,
Just keep it comin', (Jai Ho)
You're gonna find out, baby,
I'm one in a million.

(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!

(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us(Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us(Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh) (You and me, it's destiny)

Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me,
I want you now,
I know you can save me, come and save me,
I need you now.
I am yours forever, yes, forever,
I will follow,
Anywhere in anyway,
Never gonna let go.

Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho

I need you,
Gonna make it,(Jai Ho)
I'm ready,
So take it!

(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,(Jai Ho)
You are the reason that I still believe,(Jai Ho)
You are my destiny,
Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!

(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us,(Jai Ho)
Nothing can ever come between us,(Jai Ho)
So come and dance with me,
Jai Ho! (oohh) (You and me, it's destiny)

Jai Ho!

Baila baila!
Baila baila!

Jai Ho!

Baila baila!

Jai Ho!

Friday, June 05, 2009

Dreams

Second early morning that I dreamt of something three related to the same person. Was kinda curious and checked out the meaning of it.

Three
Three signifies life, vitality, inner strength, completion, imagination, creativity, energy, and self-exploration. Three stands for trilogy as in the past, present, and future or father, mother, and child, etc.

Got the interpretation here

Thursday, June 04, 2009

An Updated Version Of Me

It's always a pleasant surprise to find out that the song I like sang by a foreigner-sounding voice is sung none other that KC Concepcion

An Updated Version Of Me
Kc Concepcion

I know I can be so awkward at times
I can be insecure
You can call me naive, you can say I'm a child
You can say I'm so immature
For me to say that I love you now
But you'll see I will prove somehow
I can be so much more

Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An udpated version of me

And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me

Maybe I should grow a much nicer nose
A much prettier set of eyes
Maybe I should wear more colorful clothes
If it'd help you to realize
I've never been this in love before
Never wanted to change at all
Now I'm willing to try...

Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An updated version of me
And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me...

Maybe then you'd realize
Or maybe you won't
If and when that happens
I'd still be the lucky one...

'Coz someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
And updated version of me
And someday you would realize
You've made awful compromise
And you'd wished that you had wath you missed
'Coz you'd miss a much better person
An updated version of me
You will see...

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Who will Always Be My Baby?

Always Be My Baby
David Cook

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

Friday, March 06, 2009

harry potter not dead

a good friend of mine told me that harry potter was dead. i was really shocked and asked her where she learned the news. she said a friend told her and she's looking for the news in the net herself. i hurriedly searched for it, and found this instead

http://lists.wikicomplete.info/list-of-dead-harry-potter-characters

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Gusto Kong Kumanta....

these are the current 2 songs that brings smile to my face everytime i hear it on the radio


Gusto Ko Lamang sa Buhay
Itchyworms


Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay…
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay murang gasolina
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay yung magswimming sa beach ng matagal na matagal
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay kapayapaan
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay ang banal na tinapay
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay magtravel at bumili ng souvenirs
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay makalasap ng kapayapaan
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay… konting… at lalong lalo na

Ayokong maghintay pa sa imposible
Ayoko ng mga romatikong sine
Ayoko nang umasa pa sa walang silbi

Ayokong tumawid pag pinagbabawal
Ayoko ng kapeng maraming asukal
Ayokong bumili ng underwear na mahal

[chorus]
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay yakapin mo ako
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay yakapin mo ako
Hindi naman ako milyonaryo
Basta’t araw-araw yakap mo ko
Feeling ko ang yaman yaman ko
Feeling ko ang yaman yaman ko

Ok lang kung ‘di maging presidente
Ok lang kung mawalan ng kuryente
Ok lang kung ang bumbilya’y walang sindi

Ok lang kung ketchup lamang ang ulam
Ang gulay ay hindi naman kailangan
Basta’t sa sandwich mo ako ang iyong palaman

[repeat chorus]

[bridge]
Ang dami ko pang sinabi
Tungkol sa aking sarili
Lahat ng yun ‘di na bale
Ikaw lang ang importante

Yakapin mo ako
Lunurin sa iyo
Salubungin ng ‘yong mga bisig
Dama ko ang ‘yong pag-ibig

Yakapin mo ako
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay yakapin mo ako

[repeat chorus]

Yakapin mo ako
Feeling ko ang yaman yaman ko
Yakapin mo ako
Feeling ko ang yaman yaman ko
Yakapin mo ako
Feeling ko ang yaman yaman ko



Antukin
Rico Blanco


Iniwan ka na ng eroplano
Ok lang baby
Wag kang magbago
Dito ka lang
Humimbing
Sa aking piling
Antukin

Kukupkupin nalang kita
Sorry wala ka nang magagawa
Mahalin mo nalang ako
Ng sobra sobra
Para patas naman tayo
Diba?

Chorus:
Sasalubungin natin ang kinabukasan
Ng walang takot at walang pangamba
Tadhana'y merong tip na makapangyarihan
Kung ayaw may dahilan
Kung gusto palaging merong paraan

Pinaiyak ka ng manghuhula
Hindi na raw tayo magkasamang tatanda
Buti nalang
Merong langit na nagtatanggol sa
Pag ibig na pursigido't matyaga

Bridge:
Long as we stand as one
Ano man ang ating makabangga
Nothing will ever break us
Wala talaga
As in wala

Coda:
Hahalikan nalang natin ang kinabukasan
Ng buong loob at yayakapin pa
Tadhana'y medyo overrated kung minsan
Kung ayaw may dahilan
Kung gusto palaging merong paraan

Gumawa nalang tayo ng paraan
Gumawa nalang tayo ng...
Baby, gumawa nalang tayo ng paraan

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Push

Last Monday, I was able to watch PUsh and I wasn't a bit disappointed. I like the twists, specially how Nick had planned their way out of the predicament they're in.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Beauty and Bride and Beast

posted this in my shelfari

Since I was a child, I'm really a Beauty and the Beast fan . I like it more then Snow White and Cinderella since the two characters in this story get to know one another before falling in love with each other. Which is realistic than falling in love after waking from a kiss. After seeing Teresa Medeiros' The Bride and the Beast, I wondered if somehow, this book is the same as the fairy tale movie that I loved. So I started reading and was not disappointed. This book, which is somewhat similar to Walt Disney's Beauty and the Beast, has also its own story and twists which I think that Beauty and the Beast fans like me will love.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Inkheart

I've been meaning to write this entry since Feb 1 but my tight sched prevented me from doing so. Anyway, last Jan 30, I was able to watch Inkheart a real cute guy caught my attention. I was never for tanned guys, but Rafi Gavron , who played as one of the thieves in a book that came to life, also stole my eyes. Funny when I searched the net, he isn't really tanned after all. But I find him more attractive in his tanned look

Friday, February 13, 2009

Mother-Daughter(-sibling)...

Being close with your mom has its adantages and disadvantages.. howell.. that's life...

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Love Bug

Love Bug
Jonas Brothers


Called her for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close, but you were so far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless,
over the egde just
Breathless,
I never thought
That I'd catch
This love bug again
Hopeless,
Head over heels,
In the moment,
I'd never thought
That I'd get hit by
This love bug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind
(i can't get you out of my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
Your beautiful, but you don't even try
(you don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless,
over the egde just
Breathless,
I never thought
That I'd catch
This love bug again
Hopeless,
Head over heels,
In the moment,
I'd never thought
That I'd get hit by
This love bug again

Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wish that it would be
Suddenly, I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, Breathless, Baby can't you..see

Now I'm!

Now I'm speechless,
over the egde just
Breathless,
I never thought
That I'd catch
This love bug again
Now I'm hopeless,
Head over heels,
In the moment,
I'd never thought
That I'd get hit by
This love bug again

LOVE BUG, AGAIN