Back To Me

by Cueshe

Sometimes i feel like i'm all alone
Wondering of what have i done wrong.
Maybe i'm just missing you all along
When will you be coming home
Back to me?

There were times i felt like giving up.
Haunted by memories i can't give up.
Wish that i never let you go and slip away,
Had enough reasons for you to stay.

Can you feel me,
See me falling away.
Did you hear me,
I'm calling out your name.
'cause i'm barely hanging on
Baby, you need to come home
Back to me.

Sleepless nights,
'cause you're not here by my side
Cold as ice,
I feel deep down inside.
Maybe i'm just missing you all along
When will you be coming home

Can you feel me,
See me falling away
Did you hear me,
I'm calling out your name.
'cause i'm barely hanging on
Baby, you need to come home
When will you be coming home
Back to me.

alamang at kawali

havent eating alamang in a long time, kaya excited ako ng malamang alamang ang baon ko for lunch. after taking a bath e naaamoy ko na yung timpla ng mom ko, kaya lumapit ako. nabunggo nya yung kawali kaya tinry kong saluhin yun kesa sa kanya bumagsak. nasalo ko naman, este ng paa ko pala, hehehe :D lucky for me, di pa sya nasasalang, hehehe :D

sucker for men on white shirts

just discovered i was one... hmmmm

after 1 week

sept 28 nang dumating si Milenyo at nawala ang kuryente sa buong Metro Manila. kahapon, Oct 5 lang nagkaroon ng kuryente sa amin. swerte pa namin dahil may ilang bahagi pa rin sa aming lugar ang wala pa ring kuryente. haaaay buhay.. nagpapasalamat pa rin ako at hindi kami nahirapan sa pagtupad at pagsamba.

dito naman sa ofc e 2 days ng nagloloko ang power.. wed half day at kahapon whole day.. jurassic pa itong bldg namin kaya di kaya ng generator supplyan ang kanilang mga tenants.. hay life

kudos pag-asa! kutos to meralco!

manila was a direct hit by storm milenyo, and all praises to pag-asa. classes were suspended a day before. signal number 3 was raised in the metropolis. pag-asa's forecast that the storm will hit the metropolis at noon was accurate! hitech na ang weather forecasting ng pinas, sa wakas! but i couldn't say the same for meralco. unfortunately, 5 days after the storm, wala pa rin kaming kuryente. tama lang yung sabi ko na nasa ikapitong bundok kami ng tralala dahil walang signal, walang kuryente, walang phone lines, wala ring tubig (kakambal kasi ng kuryente ang tubig sa amin).. para tuloy kaming nasa liblib na probinsya, hehehe.. sana naman, magkaroon na ng kuryente sa amin within the day.

aside sa mga nasirang pagkain dahil walang ref, nagpapasalamat ako sa Ama dahil hindi Nya kami pinabayaan, at nakaligtas kami sa malakas na bagyong nagdaan. sa pagpasok ko sa office e nakita ko ang sangkaterbang billboards na nagbagsakan, ang iba ay sa mga bahay pa mismo bumagsak.

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time tests true friendship. totoo ito, and in my case, sad to say, i had proven one of those that i call a true friend to be a mere acquaintance. sad to say din, na i proved twice na she's not that at all interested in me, but interested only in something that will be beneficial or will concern her. oh well, life's like that. at least, nakita ko na ang totoo nyang kulay.

draining week

i usually set aside at least one day of the week to attend to bible study sessions. but i'm usually able to attend 2-3 sessions per week. ito ang naging takbuhan ko sa mga panahong ito. but, because of my busy sched last week, i was only able to attend one session. then last saturday, dun ko muling naramdaman ang panghihina.. unti-unting nagbabalik ang lungkot at depression.. dun ko narealize ang kakulangan. at ang buting idinudulot ng pakikinig ng Kanyang katotohanan. totoo ngang hindi lang sa tinapay nabubuhay ang tao

brand new nokia 2310 for sale

baka may alam kayo naghahanap ng cellphone, im selling a brand new nokia 2310, may one year warranty pa, sim locked sa sun. P4500 lang po :D

isang linggo...one week.... one weak

one week delayed ang server namin, which means lost time for us. unfortunately, di nausog ang launch date ng project namin, since mismong CEO at COO ang nagpupush nito. so kayod to the max kami. more than one week na akong feeling tired. stressed kasi sa work, at di makabawi ng tulog since pati saturdays e may pasok kami. almost one week na rin na maaga ang pasok namin, 6am to be exact. sana pagtapos ng project na ito, pwedeng humirit ng one week na vacation :D

batch 2

may naalis na naman kahapon, isa sa amin, ewan ko kung meron pa sa kabila. kinausap din kami ng management dahil sa nangyayaring downsizing. napaka-assuring naman ng management sa status namin. may employment contract kaming hawak, na nakalagay na one month before kami iterminate ay iinform kami. then may makukuha kami, one month per year. karamihan sa amin ay wala pang 1 year. ira round off na daw yun to 1 year. stable nga (daw) ang company.

what is with yesterday?

i dont know what it is with yesterday, tuesday, aug 22. it was the first working day after a long weekend. most of the people at work are in a not-so-lively-and-jolly mood. karamihan ay tinatamad, may malungkot din dahil sa lovelife. nakabangga ko rin nung umaga ang mejo maepal kong prog. ang worst e yung binalita ni ela, na naconfirm ko ngayon. nagbawas ng tao dito, at may 2 na nabawas sa dept namin. cost-cutting, downsizing ang ginamit na term. nakakagulat. nakakabigla. samantalang noon ay panay ang assurance nila na stable ang company. e ano ito? nakausap ko ang frend ko sa seattle ofc, nagbago daw ng management. kaya marahil magbabago daw ng galaw ang kumpanya. di ko ngayon alam kung ano ang patutunguhan namin, kung may susunod pa bang tatanggalin o ano.

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nagkakaphobia na ata ako sa cubao. 2x na ako nainjan. isa nung nakaraang linggo. kausap ko pa yung imimit ko ng after lunch. sya pa nagrequest na kung pwede ay agahan namin. dumating ako ng 30mins earlier sa usapan, maaga. kaso, anong oras na ay wala pa rin sya. umalis na ako ng sumagot sya sa text. may sakit daw sya at di makakapunta. sana kako ay sinabi na nya nung magkausap, ng niresched na lang at para di sayang ang oras, pagod at pamasahe.

pangalawa kagabi. di ko inaasahan na iinjanin nya ako dahil dati na naman kaming nagkikita. past 5pm ay nandun na ako, 6pm pa ang usapan. tinext ko na sya na andun na ako para dumerecho na sya paglabas nya ng trabaho. 6pm ay nagtext pa sya na nagreredi na sya. (dapat ay nakaalis na nga sya ng oras na yun.) past 7pm na ay wala pa rin sya, at sa kabila ng sangkatutak kong text at miskol e di sya nagpaparamdam. nagpasya akong umalis na. nasa mrt na ako ng tumawag sya. nagkaroon daw sila ng mtg ng 530pm. parang magulo ata yun. kaya sabi ko e iresched na lang nya. ang gusto nya ay hintayin ko pa sya, pero sobrang pagod at inis na ako. may kukunin syang panregalo sana sa araw na ito, sinabi ko na sabihin na lang kung kukunin pa o hindi na, pero hindi ko na maibibigay yun sa kanya kagabi.

nakakainis kung bakit may mga taong hindi marunong magpahalaga sa panahon at oras ng iba. ang pera ay madaling maibalik, pero ang oras na nawala, di mo na kailanman maibabalik yun.

weyt apdeyt 2

my mom had her blood laboratory yesterday, and while we were at the clinic, i took the chance of weighing myself. whoa! i lost 12lbs! baket? kung kelan naman kain ako ng kain, nabawasan pa timbang ko. nakasama ata na tumigil ako magbadminton for a month ah.. my body really works in the reverse.. howell.. time to gain those pounds again

tag from ivy, some things about me

FIRST NAME? -----> jary (daw oh *teehee*)

WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? -----> yes, from a singer

DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? -----> unfortunately, no. kahit under secretariat pa ako, hehehe

WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH? -----> it's got to be sinigang. hehehe.

IF YOU’RE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD U BE FRIENDS W/ YOU? -----> yes

DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL? -----> this one and a mini-planner/calendar

DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? -----> when i am around arrogant peepz.

DO U STILL HAVE TONSILS? -----> yes.

DO U WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO U? -----> not really.

WHAT COLOR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? -----> (sabay tingin sa suot) blue pants and rubber shoes.

FAVORITE DRINKs? -----> iced tea or water

HUGS OR KISSES? -----> big, bear hugs. =)

FAVORITE SPORT? -----> bowling, badminton

WHAT’S YOUR SPECIAL TALENT? -----> mangulet at mang-asar.. special ba yun? wehehe

YOUR EYE COLOR? -----> black ba or dark brown?

HAT SIZE? -----> small

WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? -----> not really fond of cereal but i like oatmeal.

DO U THINK YOU’RE STRONG? -----> i think therefore i believe. *winks*

WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? -----> rocky road, double dutch

SHOE SIZE? -----> between 5 and 6 1/2

RED OR PINK? ------> pink

WHAT’S THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT URSELF? -----> i'm a very impatient girl.

WHO DO U MISS THE MOST? -----> wala na

LAST THING YOU ATE? -----> sandwich

WHAT SOUNDS YOU'RE HEARING RIGHT NOW? -----> you're in my heart, you're in my soul. you're my lover, you're my bestfriend. you're in my soul. (kumanta daw ba? hehehe :D)

IF YOU'RE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD U BE? -----> ang hirap i-spell e, kaya red na lang, wehehehe

FAVORITE SMELL? -----> fresh flowers, morning breeze

DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? -----> nah.. i dont like her. i love her :D

FAVORITE FOOD? -----> anything made of potato

LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? -----> superman

WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? -----> gray and black with flower prints

SUMMER OR WINTER? alin ba dun ang malamig na walang ulan? :D

FAVORITE DESSERT? -----> fruits

WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? -----> ngayon e wala, been a while na rin since i read a book, tinatamad e, hehehe

WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT? -----> majicka

THE FURTHEST YOU’VE BEEN FROM HOME? -----> thailand

WHEN AND WHERE WERE YOU BORN? -----> oct 21, somewhere in metro manila

WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? -----> ivy

Tagging -----> jann, pepe, angel, mell

accomplished men

im currently an avid viewer of Moms, QTV-11 mom talk show. last thursday, their topic was about Takusa. ang sabi ng isang guest, i think it was PJ Abellana, na accomplished men dont want arguments at home. kung baga, no need to assert himself kasi proven na ang kaya nyang gawin.. hmmm.. makes me think, kaya ba the men i meet are masyadong assertive because wala pa silang napapatunayan sa sarili nila? POVS? :D

Alive by Frio

Tomorrow never comes
The day will end today
You come to change the truth
Forget it anyway

I"ll never be a man
So take it as i am

Make me alive
Make me suffer
Make me feel

Make me alive
Make me suffer
Make me feel

Just leave me in the rain
My life is in the drain
I"ll seek your love forever
I beg not a different game

I"ll never be a man
Embrace me as i am

Make me alive
Make me suffer
Make me feel

Make me alive
Make me suffer
Make me feel

Alive...
Alive...


i've been looking for a long time for this song's title and lyrics, thanks to mell for finding it for me :D

morning email

maganda ang gising ko dahil natupad ko ang tungkulin ko ng nagdaang gabi, bukod pa sa maganda ang teksto. maaga akong gumayak upang pumasok, ngunit nagtagal sa paghihintay mapuno ang jeep. buti na lang at hindi ako late, 657 ako naka log in. as usual routine, nagbukas ako ng emails at baka may kailangang sagutan o linawin sa mga taga seattle e maabutan ko pa sila. ang unang email na nabasa ko ay nagpalungkot sa akin. ang CTO namin sa seattle, na super ok at loves ko ay aalis na, isang linggo na lang sya sa company.. hay naku, parang ang bilis mag alisan ng mga tao dun. ano kaya ang nangyayari dun? ano kaya ang meron dun? nakakalungkot kasi isa sya sa nakakatulong sa amin para di kami maagrabyado ng mga counterparts namin dun. sabi nga ng isang kilala ko dun, masyado daw mapulitika dun. sabagay, kung dito nga nararamdaman ko ang pulitika e dun pa kaya? pero akala ko e dahil parang extension lang kami ng ofc nila at di nila nakakasama talaga kaya iba ang tingin nila sa amin. hindi pala. ganun pala talaga ang kultura dun. haaaay....

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nagpapasalamat ako sa kay adeak handsomest sa pagtatala ng talata kahapon sa pagsamba :D ang ganda ng texto, akmang-akma at napapanahon :D sa Ama ang kapurihan :)

change sched

my new sched started this week, 7am-4pm na work sched ko. isa sa reason ay para makausap ang mga pasaway na nasa seattle, hehehe.. kelangan ko tuloy iadjust pagtulog ko, and activities sa gabi, or else nagbabadya na naman ang pagsumpong ng migraine ko :( haaay naku, life nga naman..

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we're celebrating our 92nd anniversary today! sa Ama ang kapurihan :D pero teka, wala pa akong 92yrs old ha.. ikaw ba? :D

midnight madness

haay naku! nakaleave ako today, pero heto, pinapasok ako ng boss ko. yun kasing pasaway naming counterpart e nagtawag ng conference meeting habang andun yung COO namin to sort things out. ganda ng timing, pasalamat bukas ng 545am.. haaay naku! at least, lesson learned na sa sta cena at iba pang mahalagang okasyon e out of town ang paalam

Blue Sky

Hale

When do stars fade their light?
Does the moon and the sun make it right
For you the world maybe
Like an endless storm chasing a mystery

Is there hate in your heart?
Does your body drop and tell you to stop
Loving you or loving me
When it all falls down you just sing with me

Coz there's a blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
A blue sky waiting tomorrow
Waiting tomorrow
Maybe it's all we need

Oh don't you wash away that smile
You just look out the window and see the light
It's beautiful to be alive
It's wonderful to live a life

The sun is sure to shine
For you and me for everyone
So don't be sad it's just the start
Of a new beginning in your life

Rain will keep on pouring
Some things you can't control
And while the sun seems far and hard to hold
It will unfold

There will always be a blue sky
A blue sky waiting tomorrow


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the joker in me has come back to life! :D

Ocean Deep

Love can't you see i'm alone
Can't you give this fool a chance
A little love is all i ask - a little kindness
In the night
Please don't leave me behind
No - don't tell me love is blind
A little love is all i ask and that is all

Oh love i've been searching so long
I've been searching high'n'low
A little love is all i ask - a little sadness
When you're gone
Maybe you need a friend
Only please don't let's pretend
A little love is all i ask and that is all

I wanna spread my wings - but i just can't fly
As a string of pearls and pretty boys go sailing by

Ocean deep - i'm so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings - in my -
Solitary room
Ocean deep - will i ever find a lover
Maybe he has found another
And as i cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine i'll keep - ocean deep

Love can't you hear when i call
Can't you hear a word i say
A little love is all i ask
A little feeling when we touch
Why am i still alone?
I've got a heart without a home
A little love is all i ask - and that is all

I wanna spread my wings - but i just can't fly
As a string of pearls and pretty boys go sailing by

Ocean deep - i'm so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings - in my -
Solitary room
Ocean deep - will i ever find a lover
Maybe he has found another
And as i cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine i'll keep - ocean deep

I'm so lonely lonely lonely...
Maybe..

my my my

not really in the mood today after what happened earlier, kaya eto, pampagana muna :D



haay, super cute nya talaga *lovesigh*

not my day.. :(

-- 730am time in ko to talk to our counterparts in seattle, but may gumagamit ng phone sa ofc ng boss ko, so nag AIM na lang ako.. sad to say, parang di pa naging maganda takbo ng usapan namin ng kausap ko :(

-- accidentally nasipa ko avr ko, at di ko nasave chat logs namin :((

parang tinatamad tuloy ako magwork.. nagmimeeting ngayon boss ko sa mga bossing sa seattle, sana naman maging ok ang usapan.. after ng nangyari kagabi, kakatakot, huhuhu :S

pagkatapos ng mahabang pag iisip...

after long contemplations, mahabang pag iisip, maraming pagsasangguni, ginawa ko na ang isang bagay na dapat ay matagal ko ng ginawa.. ewan ko ba, noon ay mas mabilis ako magdecide, ngayon ay nahihirapan ako.. pero buti na lang, naisagawa ko na at gumaan na ang dibdib ko. i can now move on and enjoy what the future holds :D

iyakin

i dont know, but lately, nagiging iyakin ako.. i dont know if nagiging masyado lang akong senti or what.. howell.. anyway, this sms i received from a friend certainly made me smile :)

bawat luha ay mahalaga
kaya siguraduhin mong bawat pagluha
ay sa karapat dapat na tao
dahil ang luha kapag tumulo
ay di na maibabalik sa mata

di tulad
ng sipon

na pwedeng masinghot pa


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"The best way to cheer yourself up is to cheer someone else up." --Mark Twain

finally

finally! got a chance to talk to him last sunday, finally.

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some of the things that i'm thankful for this event in my life:

1. my faith is strengthened and i'm more prayerful now.
2. looks on every worship service with more anticipation, lists down verses i can draw strength from.
3. conscious about how i look.

sekretarya

may 730am meeting kami and kelangang 7am e nasa ofc na. dumating ako ng 657, buti na lang at naging ok ang byahe kahit mejo matagal makasakay ng bus. kaya lang, super inaantok na ako, bukod pa sa may super namimiss.. lalo tuloy gusto ko ng umuwi

after ng meeting, nag usap usap pa kami. sabi ba naman ng isang kasama ko, "sa susunod, pag magprint ka e ipagprint mo rin kami" pertaining to the docs na pag uusapan sa meeting. e haller! nasa email naman yung doc, pinrint ko lang. feeling ata nya sekretarya nya ako, pasalamat sya at mabait boss ko, binalik man sa kanya yung sinabi nya e di sya pinahiya, hehehe :D i really love my boss :D parang naniniwala na tuloy ako sa mga wento ng ibang tao dito at baka magkaproblema nga ako sa paghandle sa kanya..

bus incident

this happened last friday nung pauwi na ako. sa bus e ayaw kong maupo sa gitna ng pangtatluhang silya, maliban na lang kung ako yung pangatlong uupo at yun ang bakanteng pwesto. nagkataong nakaupo ako sa pangtatluhang silya at may nakaupo na rin sa may bintana. may sumakay na ale, ang gusto nya ay uurong ako sa gitna at sya ang uupo sa labas, pinadaan ko sya para makapasok sa gitna dahil ako naman ang nauna at natural, first come-first serve ang upuan sa public transport. masama ata ang loob nya na di ko sya pinagbigyan, napansin kong hindi sya nag aabot ng bayad nya sa kundoktor. tatahimik na lang sana ako, kaso tinutulak nya pa ako pausog na para bang gusto nya ako ihulog. ng makarating sa toll gate, tinanong ko ang kundoktor..

me: hindi ho ba kayo kulang ng isa? (hawak hawak ko ang tiket ko, na kinuha ko pa sa pagkakasuksok sa gilid ng upuan sa harap, baka kasi kunin pa ito ng ale at angkinin e, hehehe)

kundoktor: kulang na?

me: tiket. baka ho may hindi pa nagbabayad

umiling lang ang kundoktor

me: di pa ho nagbabayad tong katabi ko

kundoktor: (napatingin sa katabi ko, obyus na minukhaan) di bale, maagang pamasko ko na lang sa kanya yun

pababa na ako nun ng bus. ang ale, di nakatiis, nagsabi ng "pakialamera" sa akin, pero di na ako lumingon pa. kung siningil man sya ng kundoktor o pinagtinginan ng ibang pasahero e wala na akong paki


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still bc.. kahapon e start na ng 4-day half-day training namin. kanina naman e wala pang 830 ay abala na ang lahat.


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i dont know if i made the right decision. this idea came to me when i was taking a bath early this morning. anyway, bahala na ang Ama. alam ko namang di Nya ako pababayaan.

Matthew 7:7-8

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.

Mat. 7:7-8

Funny how I was thinking of this verse yesterday morning but dont know the exact verse, and this was read by our minister yesternight during our panata. Ninong Daddy talaga :D

16 mins

arrived 16 minutes late today. i shouldn't be 13 minutes late this month or else.. haay.. i'll be coming to office early tomorrow, 730am to be exact, for a telecon. haaay.. busy days are now here

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i had realized that when i saw him and he didnt see me, i miss him terribly. but if we see each other, i dont miss him.. hmm.. so now, i just need to make myself visible to him, hehehe

movies

watched x-men 3 at sm megamall last saturday after ng pulong sa pasig. as usual, im one of the last few who watched the movie. still, marami pa ring tao sa movie house. last monday night, i watched da vinci code with a friend at gateway mall. first time ko manood sa movie house na yun. ok naman, mejo di lang ok yung guard na naghatid sa amin. the movie was ok, marami pa ring tao kahit ilang weeks na syang showing. i need to read the book (kahit ebook lang) para mas detailed yung wento :D

What's Your Power Color?

Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest: You energize yourself and push others to suceed. At Your Lowest: You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed. In Love: You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet. How You're Attractive: Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you. Your Eternal Question: "What is my next source of inspiration?"

What's Your Power Color?

a blessed weekend

sabado: naatasan ako ng aming pastor na pumunta sa pasig upang dumalo sa locale coordinators' meeting ng AsCII. ako ang ginawa nyang locale coordinator sa aming lokal at naatasan ding buuin ang AsCII sa aming lokal. naging maganda naman ang resulta ng pagpupulong. doon ay muli kong nakita ang 2 taong namimiss ko, ang aking daddy at ninong. sa gabi ay back lesson ng aking akay. naging matagumpay at mabiyaya ito.

linggo: tupad ni mom ng umaga kaya maaga akong nasa kapilya, sinamahan ko kasi sya upang magbihis ng saya. dahil hindi ko naman tupad sa oras na iyun ay minabuti kong mag-opisina sa kalihiman upang gawin ang ibang bagay na aking gagawin mamyang hapon. mamya kunti ay dumating ang aking tatay-tatayan na bantay kapilya at nakipagkwentuhan. pagkatapos mag-opisina ay naghugas ako ng kamay sa banyo sa loob ng opisina. nang ako ay nasa loob ng banyo ay may nagsalita sa labas. inakala kong si tatay yun at dahil di ko naintindihan ang sinabi nya ay sinabi kong "Po?" sabay labas na rin ng banyo. nagulat ako dahil hindi pala si tatay ang tao sa labas. di ko namalayang pumasok sya, at marahil ay nagulat din sya ng makita ako at ang tanging nasabi ay "Ay" at nagpatuloy sa pagbabasa sa bulletin board ng aming tanggapan. ako naman ay kinuha ang suklay at nagbalik sa banyo upang mag-ayos at maghanda sa pagsamba. paglabas ko ay wala na rin sya sa opisina. nang ako ay pumasok sa kapilya ay nakita ko syang nakikipagkwentuhan sa ibang scan na tumupad. inakala ko pa ngang isa syang diakono, hehehe. pumasok ako at nakipagwentuhan sandali sa mga kalihim na tumupad.

pagtapos ng pagsamba ay nakakwentuhan ko si wenz. pagkauwi ay nakapag-agahan pa ako kasama ng aking ina bago muling nagbihis upang manundo ng mga bata. toka kasi ng aming departamento sa panunundo para sa pnk. naging maganda naman ang resulta ng aming panunundo. nagpunta kaming muli sa kapilya pagkatapos upang magsabi sa aming pangulo ng nangyari sa aming panunundo. bago umuwi ay dumaan ako sa bahay ng pastor at binati sya sa kanyang kaarawan.

gabi ay muntik ng mahuli ang aking akay sa pagsamba. dumating sya sa ikalawang awit na. pagkatapos ng pagsamba ay sinamahan ko syang dumalo sa pulong ng buklod. maganda ang naging tema nila, "Controlling your anger before it controls you". pagkatapos ay nagpunta kami sa likod para sa kanyang pre-screening. di agad nasimulan ang pre-screening dahil nagkaroon muna ng kaunting salo-salo at kasiyahan para sa kaarawan ng aming mahal na destinado. nagkaroon din ng pagkakataon upang makapagkwentuhan sa mga maytungkulin na nandun, tulad ng aking ate at katukayo. habang naghihintay e lagi kaming nagkikita ngunit hindi ko sya pinapansin. hindi ko nga alam kung ako yung nginitian nya sa opisina ng ilaw, pero di ko pa rin yun pinansin. syempre pa, pumasa ang aking akay sa kabila ng kaba na kanyang nararamdaman.

katakawan

i have a 730am meeting today. this was scheduled but unconfirmed yesterday and was just confirmed this 6am. so i wake up the usual time, and planned to just skip breakfast to arrive on time. but my mom bought puto and suman for breakfast and i can't just resist the temptation, so instead of preparing to go to work early, i ate to my heart's content, hehehe... when i arrived at the bus stop, the bus is already loaded and i have to wait for the next bus. after getting off the bus, i still need to cross a train station to the jeepney stop. unfortunately, a train just passed and is dropping off passengers, so the intersection was blocked. good for me, i'm just around 15minutes late. and my boss just arrived a sec earlier before me, hehehe :D

can somebody give me the title of this song? :D

GOODBYE
by: Juana
from the album: Misbehavior


Didn't mean to hurt you badly,
Don't think that I am fooling around with you
So sorry for the time you've wasted on me,
So sorry for the things that you've went thru
But I know that the problem's within me,
You're so nice but your love don't deserve me
Or maybe I'm just so scared to fall in love again

I can still remember the days
So many times I've been hurt
So much trust I put on a relationship
So much suffering I brought and the pain still remain
You know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
I need sometime for a while before I give my heart away

Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need sometime for awhile before I give my heart away

Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need sometime for awhile before I give my heart away

Now I know I wasn't thinking before
That's why I'm always ending up with Mr. Wrong
Learning form the past, don't wanna make mistake,
You could be Mr. Right or could be a fake
You know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
Need sometime for awhile before I give my heart away

Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need sometime for awhile before I give my heart away

Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need sometime for awhile before I give my heart away


thanks to ivy for the title of the song, it surely fits what i want to say *sigh*.... anyways, i know that He will provide a good husband to me (Prov. 19:14)

Life's Simplest Pleasures

as an answer to ivan's tag, here it is :)

Instructions: Name ten (10) of life’s simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick ten (10) people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.

1. cool shower with running water (de oras kasi tubig sa amin)
2. sound peaceful sleep
3. bonding with mom (watching tv, malling)
4. chatting on the phone with a long-time friend
5. having a day off at work
6. accomplishing something at work (contradicting sa number 5 e, weheheh :D)
7. cooking and eating
8. bonding with my small group of barkada
9. being able to enjoy a sport (marunong lang, nde player talaga)
10. buying a pair of shoes that really fits (mahirap kasi makasundo ng sapatos paa ko e :( )

who i'll tag? yun na lang mga frequent readers ng blog ko *teehee*

kapilan daka malyaring pakisabyan?

thanks to handsomest for giving me the correct translation :) i dont know if i had delivered this right, but at last, nagkausap din kami. i know this is His will since He has given the chances for me to ask this to him. i was hesitant at first but grabbed the next opportunity that comes my way. and after a long while, the wait-and-see period is finally over. all i can say is thanks for being honest :)

Alipin

Shamrock

di ko man maamin
ikaw ay mahalaga s akin
di ko man maisip
sa pagtulog ikaw ang panaginip

malabo man ang aking pgiisip
sana'y pakinggan mo
ang sigaw nitong damdamin

chorus:
ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi batid
aaminin ko minsan ako'y manhid
sana ay iyong naririnig
sa 'yong yakap ako'y nasasabik

ayoko sa iba
sa yo ako ay hindi magsasawa
ano man ang yong sabihin
umasa ka ito ay diringgin

madalas man na parang
aso at pusa giliw
sa piling mo ako ay masaya

ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi batid
aaminin ko minsan ako'y manhid
sana ay iyong naririnig
sa 'yong yakap ako'y nasasabik

pilit mang abutin ang mga tala
basta sa akin wag kang mawawala...

ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi batid
aaminin ko minsan ako'y manhid
sana ay iyong naririnig
sa 'yong yakap ako'y nasasabik

pagkat ikaw lang ang nais makatabi
malamig man o mainit ang gabi
nais ko sanang iparating
na ikaw lamang ang aking iibigin


i wish this is his song for me *sigh*

Dahil Ikaw

True Faith



Sa piling ba niya ikaw ay may lungkot na nararamdaman
Damdamin mo ba ay di maintindihan
At sa tuwing ako ay nasa iyong isipan
May nakita ka ba na ibang kasiyahan
Nandito lang ako
Naghihintay sa'yo na mapansin ang aking damdamin
Na para lang sa'yo
Hooh….

Dahil Ikaw lang sigaw ng puso ko
Ikaw lang nasa isip ko
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo
Na ikaw ang tanging pangarap ng buhay
Pag-ibig ko sayo'y ibibigay
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo
Na mahal kita

Sa piling ba niya ikaw ay maysakit na nararamdaman
Damdamin mo ba ay sinasaktan
At sa tuwing ako ang nasa iyong panaginip
Na tayong dalawa’y masayang magkapiling

Nandito lang ako
Naghihintay na mapansin ang aking damdamin
Na para lang sa'yo
Hooh….

Dahil Ikaw ang sigaw ng puso ko
Ikaw ang nasa isip ko
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo
Na ikaw ang tanging pangarap ng buhay
Pag-ibig ko sayo'y ibibigay
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo hmmm…
Na mahal kita

Sana’y pagbigyan ang nadarama nito
Sana’y masabi mo na mahal mo rin ako

Dahil Ikaw ang sigaw ng puso ko
Ikaw ang nasa isip ko
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo
Na ikaw ang tanging pangarap ng buhay
Pag-ibig ko sayo'y ibibigay
Ang nais ko ay malaman mo hmmm…
Na mahal kita

(Ikaw ang sigaw ng puso) Na mahal kita..
(ikaw ang nasa isip ko) Na mahal kita..
(ikaw ang sigaw ng puso) Na mahal kita..


i thought that this song is just available in Piolo and Juday's telenovela, meron pala talagang ganitong kanta :D

bituin sa mayo

i can relate to this song.. is my current situation my destiny? funny how i've been into this wait and see period for some time now, me who is not known for patience, but for being restless.. hopefully, the end of this period is near...

Bituing Walang Ningning
Originally sung by - Sharon Cuneta
Re-make by - Sarah Geronimo


Kung minsan ang pangarap
Habambuhay itong hinahanap
Bakit nga ba nakapagtataka
'Pag ito ay nakamtan mo na
Bakit may kulang pa


Mga bituin aking narating
Ngunit langit ko pa rin ang iyong piling
Kapag tayong dalawa'y naging isa
Kahit na ilang laksang bituin
'Di kayang pantayan ating ningning


CHORUS 1
Balutin mo ako ng hiwaga ng iyong pagmamahal
Hayaang matakpan ang kinang na 'di magtatagal
Mabuti pa kaya'y maging bituing walang ningning
Kung kapalit nito'y walang paglaho mong pagtingin


CHORUS 2
Itago mo ako sa lilim ng iyong pagmamahal
Limutin ang mapaglarong kinang ng tagumpay
Sa piling mo ngayon ako'y bituing walang ningning
Nagkukubli sa liwanag ng ating pag-ibig


[Repeat 2nd Stanza]
[Repeat CHORUS 1]
[Repeat REFRAIN 2 except last line]


Nagkukubli sa liwanag at kislap ng ating pag-ibig


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masayang kebaitan keka masanting na jon :D (naks! ang hirap magkapampangan ha :D)


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been into learning kapampangan for some days now. buti na lang, may bestfrend akong napapagpraktisan ko, wehehe :D though, there are times that my motivation is dampened by what's happening, still, there are times that i am inspired to learn his native tongue.. mahirap na, baka mabenta ako ng di ko nalalaman e :D

hmmmmm.....

i answered another blogthings question.. is this true? makes me think.... hmmm...

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

p.o. blogthings

it's been a p.o. week (as in patay-oras) so i browsed on blogthings while listening to some cool music..

Your Dating Purity Score: 76%

You are an under-experienced dater. This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it. It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!

Dating Purity Test

Your Hidden Talent

You are both very knowledgeable and creative. You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential. Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them. As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

You Are Cranberry Red

Peaceful and philosophical, you are almost always at harmony with the world. You're not very social, but you always enjoy a deep, complex conversation with a friend. It's possible that you've been disappointed a lot in your life, but you've gotten over those disappointments quickly. For you, each day is new and glorious. You wake up refreshed and happy, even when things aren't going your way.

What Color Red Are You?

Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic

You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead... But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself. You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place. You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

How Machiavellian Are You?

You Are 32% Open Minded

You aren't exactly open minded, but you have been known to occasionally change your mind. You're tolerant enough to get along with others who are very different... But you may be quietly judgmental of things or people you think are wrong. You take your own values pretty seriously, and it would take a lot to change them.

How Open Minded Are You?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 77% Pure

You've hardly ever been kissed But the kisses you've given are very missed

Kissing Purity Test

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things. Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life. You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon. Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall. You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults. Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion. A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

You Should Get a PhD in Science (like chemistry, math, or engineering)

You're both smart and innovative when it comes to ideas. Maybe you'll find a cure for cancer - or develop the latest underground drug.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Your IQ Is 80

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average Your General Knowledge is Below Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

You Are 48% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're addicted to love. You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it? Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships. Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!

Are You Addicted to Love?

Your Inner Child Is Happy

You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing. You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes. And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad. You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.

How Is Your Inner Child?

You Are 30% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well. But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Inner Blood Type is Type B

You follow your own rules in life, even if you change the rules every day. Sure, you tend to be off the wall and unpredictable, but that's what makes you lovable. And even though you're a wild child, you have the tools to be a great success. You are able to concentrate intently - and make the impossible possible. You are most compatible with: B and AB Famous Type B's: Leonardo Di Caprio

What's Your Inner Blood Type?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are. Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Are You Hot?

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

All I Have To Do Is Dream

Dream, dream dream dream, dream, dream dream dream

When i want you in my arms,
When i want you and all your charms
Whenever i want you, all i have to do, is
Dream, dream dream dream

When i feel blue in the night,
And i need you to hold me tight
Whenever i want you, all i have to do, is
Dream, dream dream dream

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine,
Any time, night or day
Only trouble is, gee wiz,
I'm dreamin' my life away




I need you so that i could die,
I love you so, and that is why
Whenever i want you, all i have to do, is
Dream, dream dream dream, dream

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine,
Any time, night or day
Only trouble is, gee wiz, i
'm dreamin' my life away

I need you so that i could die,
I love you so, and that is why
Whenever i want you, all i have to do, is
Dream, dream dream dream (repeats out)

i pray..

i hope and pray He'll hold me tight and guide me in every decision i'll do. i hope that He'll guide my feelings as well, use it so that i might have a better judgement at things and not muddle my decision

two weeks or so "preparation"

Saturday bought a dvd player in Metropolis with mom

Monday bought an original DVD copy of The Ten Commandments, browsed to a tiangge on the way home and bought a 4 in 1 dvd copy of Ice Age 1 & 2, Shaggy Dog, and a mermaid something...

Thursday bought the official sound track of Beauty and the Beast after a decade of waiting

Friday borrowed Star Wars and Back to the Future dvd from a friend

Saturday and Sunday movie marathon. finished Sassy Girl, and watched Ice Age 2, and Dr Doolittle.

Tuesday bought an original vcd of FPJ's Ramon Rapido

all these in preparation for the long weekend

amidst these activities, i cant help but feel sad and lonely.. i know the reason, but cant find the cure.. maybe these long weekend will ease these feeling..

anyway, here are some of the famous lines of Beauty and Beast

Narda

Kamikazee

Tila ibon kung lumipad, sumabay sa hangin akoy
Napatingin
Sa dalagang nababalot ng hiwaga.
Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa
Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka

Awit na nananawagan, baka sakaling napakikinggan,
Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idaraan
Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

Ang swerte nga nman ni ding, lagi ka nyang kapiling
Kung ako sa kanya niligawan na kita
Mapapansin kaya sa dame ng yong gingawa
Kung kaagaw ko ang lahat may pag asa bang makilala ka

Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan,
Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan
Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

Tumalon kaya ako sa bangin,para lang iyong sagipin
Ito ang tanging paraan para mayakap ka
Darating kayasa dame ng ginagawa
Kung kaagaw ko sila paano na kaya?

Awit na nananawagan,baka sakaling napakikinggan,
Pag ibig na palaisipan sa kanta na lang idadaan
Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

Nag aabang sa langit, sa mga ulap sumisilip
Sa likod ng mga tala,kahit sulyap lang darna

we each have our own darna na tinitingala...

blog hop day

it's been awhile since i had a petiks day here at the office, and now, i'm spending it blog hopping saw this site and started browsing around, linking sites that i find informative, enjoyable to read, or those that i can relate (i hope the blog owners wouldn't mind

anyways, thanks to Pepe for droppping by

some things i learned yesterday...

stick with your plans, and dont give in to destructions. value time management!

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kanya-kanyang buhay, kanya-kanyang pagsubok, kanya-kanyang kulay

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the pains and joys of being a mom, a true strength of a woman

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weyt apdeyt

was feeling dizzy the past weekend till yesterday, so i decided to have a check-up. after office, i went to glorietta's patient first and inquired on how much a consultation will cost me. hearing that consultation fee is P550 made me even more sick so i decided to go to Alabang Medical Clinic instead. there, i found out that i was suffering from vertigo and was given medicine. before i was examined by the doctor, a nurse got my bp and weight, and happily, im now 99lbs, just a pound short of my target! hmm.. i think, i'll now go for 120 :D

this week in summary

Monday: bad day
Tuesday: accident
Wednesday: ofc battleground
Thursday: unsystematic

looks like a not-so-good week for me.. but let's count our blessings.

Monday: found a true friend in the office
Tuesday: got only minor scratches
Wednesday: blessing in disguise
Thursday: fulfilled my duty given the circumstances
Friday: a new-born baby!

today has been peaceful. i hope this lasts all through out.

Hello

Ogie Alcasid

Hi, hello, its nice to see you again,
I didn't quite expect this..
I don't know wat to say,
Seems so strange to see u standing there
Thought u left forever now u reappear
Yes I know its been a long long time
and yes we left on a sad one note
that let two has said goodbye
but here we are my heart beats once again..
is this a new beginning what can I say
well hello…..

Seems so strange to see u standing there
thought u left forever now u reappear
Yes I know its been a long long time
and yes we left on a sad one note
that let two has said goodbye
but here we are my heart beats once again..
is this a new beginning what can I say
Well hello..

Yes I know its been a long long time
and yes we left on a sad one note
that let two has said goodbye
but here we are my heart beats once again..
Is this a new beginning what can I say
well hello…..

You Win The Game

You Win The Game
Mark Bautista


You treat me so bad, you always do
i get so down but when i think of losing you
i'd rather be here

If you took the chance on me to stay
i'll never let you get away
so won't you treat me to your heart

[chorus]
You win the game, you have no shame
but it only makes me want you more
you win the game, you are to blame
(when/coz) it only makes me want you
only makes me want you more

You, I cant find the words to let you know
that i'll never let you go
i'll hold you tight to show you
oh, what i really mean, yeah

[chorus]
You win the game, you have no shame
but it only makes me want you more
you win the game, you are to blame
(when/coz) it only makes me want you
only makes me want you more

you win the game…
yeah …yeah

[chorus]
You win the game, you have no shame
but it only makes me want you more
you win the game, you are to blame
(when/coz) it only makes me want you
only makes me want you more

[chorus]
You win the game, you have no shame
but it only makes me want you more
you win the game, you are to blame
(when/coz) it only makes me want you
only makes me want you more


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who knows this song?

i guess i was wrong to want you
but im afraid to be forever blue

three @ d' pantry

one of my fave places here in the office. why? not just because it signifies break time, but this is the place where my crush and i often bumps into one another.. well, crushes actually come to think of it, 3 guys has captured my interest here.. seems an interesting workplace to be

of the current three, one is good looking but currently angry, one is good looking but is currently affected by issues here at the office, and the other one is simple but in a way, commands authority. hmm... guys do really comes in different forms

Invisible

Artist: Clay Aiken
	Song: Invisible
	Whatcha’ doin’ tonight I wish I could be a fly on your wall Are you really alone Who's stealin' your dreams Why can't I bring you into my life What would it take to make you see that I'm alive [Chorus] If I was invisible Then I could just watch you in your room If I was invincible I'd make you mine tonight If hearts were unbreakable Then I could just tell you where I stand I would be the smartest man If I was invisible (Wait..I already am) Saw your face in the crowd I call out your name You don't hear a sound I keep tracing your steps Each move that you make Wish I could read what goes through your mind Wish you could touch me with the colors of your life [Chorus] If I was invisible Then I could just watch you in your room If I was invincible I'd make you mine tonight If hearts were unbreakable Then I can just tell you where I stand I would be the smartest man If I was invisible (Wait..I already am) I reach out But you don't even see me Even when I'm scream out Baby, you don't hear me I am nothing without you Just a shadow passing through... [Repeat Chorus] If I was invisible... If I was invisible... If I was invisible... If I was invisible... If I was invisible... If I was invisible...

my CURRENT life rate

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	7.7
Mind:	7.7
Body:	8.3
Spirit:	9.2
Friends/Family:	4.7
Love:	4.3
Finance:	7.7
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Your Life Analysis:

Life: Your life rating is a score of the sum total of your life, and accounts for how satisfied, successful, balanced, capable, valuable, and happy you are. The quiz attempts to put a number on the summation of all of these things, based on your answers. Your life score is reasonably high. This means that you are on a good path. Continue doing what is working and set about to improve in areas which continue to lag. Do this starting today and you will begin to reap the benefits immediately. (Read more on improving your life)

Mind: Your mind rating is a score of your mind's clarity, ability, and health. Higher scores indicate an advancement in knowledge, clear and capable thinking, high mental health, and pure thought free of interference. Your mind score is within a healthy zone. This means you have achieved a level of mental balance and harmony consistent with living a healthy, happy life. Continue doing what works, and keep your focus. In our fast-paced world, mental clutter is all too common. Be vigilant in maintaining healthy mental function. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the mind.

Body: Your body rating measures your body's health, fitness, and general wellness. A healthy body contributes to a happy life, however many of us are lacking in this area. You have a rather good body score, which is an indication that you take care of yourself. There is room for improvement, however. Please keep doing what works. Eat right, exercise, reduce your stress, treat any illness. Doing these things will help ensure your body will be in good working order for a long time to come. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the body.

Spirit: Your spirit rating seeks to capture in a number that elusive quality which is found in your faith, your attitude, and your philosophy on life. A higher score indicates a greater sense of inner peace and balance. Your spirit score is dramatic. Continue on your path, do not stray. Continue to reap the rewards which your spirituality brings forth. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving the spirit.

Friends/Family: Your friends and family rating measures your relationships with those around you, and is based on how large, healthy, and dependable your social network is. Your friends and family score is not bad but can be improved. Maintain your current social net, while you try to expand it. Try new things and form new friendships. You will be rewarded greatly.

Love: Your love rating is a measure of your current romantic situation. Sharing your heart with another person is one of life's most glorious, terrifying, rewarding experiences. You have a rather low love score. While some are lucky, for most of us love doesn't fall in our laps. You must actively work on improving this area. Do not despair, there is someone out there for you. Read advice from other quiz-takers on finding and maintaining love.

Finance: Your finance rating is a score that rates your current financial health and stability. You have a rather good financial score, which is not all that common these days. Keep doing what works. Avoid common pitfalls and save for the future. You will be glad you did. Read advice from other quiz-takers on improving your finances.

Where Are You?

J. ROMAN & SOLUNA LYRICS


[J. Roman]

I know you out there baby
So where?

There's someone out there for me...
I know she's waiting so patiently
Can you tell me her name?
This life long search is gonna drive me insane

How does she laugh, how does she cry,
What's the color of her eyes,
Does she even realize I'm here?....

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?

Who is she?
Who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?

Who is she?
Who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?

La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..

[Soluna]

I'm starin out at the sky...
Prayin' that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams?
Yeah...
I'd wait forever, how silly it seems

How does he laugh, how does he cry,
What's the color of his eyes,
Does he even realize I'm here?....

Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he?
Who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?

Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he?
Who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?

La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..

[J. Roman]

Where are you...?
There's someone out there for me...

[Soluna]

There's someone out there for me...

[J. Roman]

I know she's waiting so patiently..

[Soluna]

So patient...

[J. Roman]

Can you tell me her name?

[Soluna]

Can you tell me his name?

[J. Roman]

This life long search is gonna drive me insane

[Soluna]

How does he laugh, how does he cry,
What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?....

[J. Roman]

Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is she?
Where is this beautiful girl?

Who is she?
Who is she?
Who's gonna complete my world?

[Soluna]

Where is he?
Where is he?
Where is this beautiful guy?

Who is he?
Who is he?
Who's gonna take me so high?

[Together]

La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..

[J. Roman]

(Yeah...I know you're out there...)

[Together]

La la la la la la la.. la la la la laaa.. La la la la la la la..

[J. Roman]

Where are you?
I'ma look all over the world baby
Cuz I know you're out there
I know it might sound crazy...
But I love you
La la la la la la la..

Somebody (Depeche Mode)

Somebody (Depeche Mode)
revised for female version

I want somebody to share
Share the rest of my life
Share my innermost thoughts
Know my intimate details
Someone who'll stand by my side
And give me support
And in return
He'll get my support
He will listen to me
When I want to speak
About the world we live in
And life in general
Though my views may be wrong
They may even be perverted
He'll hear me out
And won't easily be converted
To my way of thinking
In fact He'll often disagree
But at the end of it all
He will understand me

I want somebody who cares
For me passionately
With every thought and
With every breath
Someone who'll help me see things
In a different light
All the things I detest
I will almost like
I don't want to be tied
To anyone's strings
I'm carefully trying to steer clear of
Those things
But when I'm asleep
I want somebody
Who will put their arms around me
And kiss me tenderly
Though things like this
Make me sick
In a case like this
I'll get away with it

a toxic week

our project was due last friday, and we expected the database to be ready monday last week. but our very kind db person in seattle gave it to us friday. the deadline cant be moved so we have to squeeze in work for a supposedly 5-working day into one or two days at the most. haay naku.. as expected, there are still open issues not yet resolved till yesterday. changes to specs are still made today. this is what you call fast-development *lolz* it's a good thing that my team is not like the 'showbiz' team, thanks to God :)

amishingyu

i miss our bonding times
i miss your early morning texts
i miss the phone calls
maybe i just miss you...

e ikaw, miss mo ba ako?

johari window

ei, sagutan nyo naman ito :D


My Johari Window

pre and post

i would like to thank my pre and post balentayms "date".. kaya lang, sayang at hindi nakapunta ang lil sis ko kahapon.. pinagtulungan tuloy ako ng 2 lalake, waaaah....

I Know Him So Well

Written by B Andersson/T Rice/B Ulvaeus

Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
Wanting far too much for far too long

Looking back I could have played it differently
Won a few more moments, who can tell
But it took time to understand the man
Now at least I know I know him well

Wasn't it good
Oh so good
Wasn't he fine
Oh so fine
Isn't it madness
He can't be mine
But in the end he needs a little bit more than me
More security
He needs his fantasy and freedom
I know him so well

No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side
And though I move my world to be with him
Still the gap between us is too wide

Looking back I could have played it differently
(Looking back I could have played things some other way)
Learned about the man before I fell
(I was just a little careless maybe)
But I was ever so much younger then
(Much younger then)
Now at least I know him well
Now at least I know I know him well

Wasn't it good
Oh so good
Wasn't he fine
Oh so fine
Isn't it madness
He won't be mine
Didn't I know how it would go
If I knew from the start
Why am I falling apart

Wasn't it good, wasn't he fine
Isn't it madness
He won't be mine
But in the end he needs a little bit more than me
More security
He needs his fantasy and freedom
I know him so well
It took time to understand him
I know him so well

nagdaang week-end

nagkasakit ang mommy ng nakaraang biyernes. noong sabado ay nagpunta kami sa ospital. dun ay ininjectionan sya ng duvine (spell check) at dahil sa epekto ng gamot ay panandalian syang nakatulog. mga 930 na ng gabi yun. nang sya ay magising ay mabigat ang kanyang katawan at hindi sya makakilos. mga 12 ng hatinggabi ay gusto na nyang umuwi bagama't nanghihina pa rin sya. mabuti na lang at malapit lang ang kapilya, at maaasahan ang mga SCAN na tumupad sa gabing yun, tinulungan nila kami at inihatid sa aming tahanan. linggo ay nagpunta ang kapatid ko upang samahan ang aking ina habang ako ay tumutupad at sumasamba. maraming salamat at kahit paano ay hindi Nya kami pinababayaan. sa kasalukuyan ay nagpapalakas na lang ang aking ina.

kahapon naman ay dumating na ang trabahong aming hinihintay. mejo toxic ang linggong ito at gaya ng inaasahan ay rush ang pinapagawa sa amin.

Handwriting Personality Quiz

got this from sis ivy's blog =D

The results of your analysis say:

You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

What does your handwriting say about YOU?

acchooo!

i've been feeling sick for the 2nd week now, and finally took a day off from work yesterday. ironically, it was my 1st monthsary here at work.. haaay... para kasing nananadya ang kapitbahay namin, magvideoke ba naman magdamag ng wednesday e samba ako ng thurs kaya ayun, puyat ang beauty ko. 2nd week ng ganito ang ginagawa.. di ba may batas na bawal ng mag ingay at mambulahaw ng kapitbahay pag past 9pm na? haay life.. kaya heto, my immune system is down again, my sinusitis is attacking me again, haaay... acchhoooo!

Jeepneys to cut fares by P.50 starting Feb. 10

SOME 40,000 jeepneys in Metro Manila will cut fares by 50 centavos from Feb. 10 to 17 to offer the public some form of relief amid increasing commodity prices, according to transport groups and the Land Transportation Franchising and Regulatory Board (LTFRB).

From Friday this week to Friday next week, commuters will only pay a minimum jeepney fare of P7 instead of P7.50.
The temporary fare cut is a special feature in the celebration of the first-ever Jeepney Week in Metro Manila.

The 50-centavo fare cut may become permanent in March if diesel prices stabilize at about P32 a liter, said LTFRB Chair Maria Elena Bautista.

But jeepney groups said that if diesel prices hit P35 a liter, they may ask for a P1 to P1.50 increase in minimum fares.

On This Day

one of the songs i want to be sung on my wedding day (kelan kaya yun? or darating pa kaya yun? *lol*)

Artist: David Pomeranz

Here we stand today
Like we always dreamed
Starting out our live together
Night is in your eyes
Love is in our hearts
I can't believe you really mine forever

(Bridge)
I feel rehearse in for this moment in all my life
So don't act surprise
If the feelings start to carry me away

(Chorus)
On this day
I promise forever
On this day
I surrendered my heart
Here I stand take my hand
And I will follow every word that i say
On this day

Not so long ago
This heart is just a fill of golden lonely space
Without you
Now everything's all right
Now everything's refill
And the story of my life
Is all about YOU

So if you feel the cold winds
blowing through your nights
I will shelter you and forever
here that tears your fear away

Repeat Chorus
Repeat Bridge
Repeat Chorus with one fret higher

zzzzzzz

my boss was on leave. we have 2 visitors from the Seattle office. no task assigned. the day is soooo sleeepppyyy...

daily quotes

finally, i have done and added the daily quotes which i had planned to add a long-time ago. see the daily quotes, funny or hitting something serious, copied from GoodQuotes at the status bar, new everyday! :) (although i still have to finish this to complete a year-long list of quotes :D)

my work here has given me time to fix and update my blog :)

Lagi Mo Na Lang Ako Dinededma

Rocksteddy

Mahal kita pero di mo lang alam
Hindi mo alam kasi hindi mo naman ako tinitignan
Ayaw mo naman itanong sakin kasi baka nga naman hindi naman ikaw
At hindi ko rin naman sayo sasabihin kasi ayoko pa sa ngayon na manligaw

Mahal kita pero hindi nga lang halata
Hindi halata kasi wala naman akong ginagawa
Hindi ako kumikibo hindi ako nagsasalita wala

Pero hindi ako torpe
Hindi ko lang talaga masabi sayo ng harapan
Mahal kita pero dehins mo pa rin ramdam
Hindi mo ko titignan di rin kita titgnan
Lagi mo lang akong pakikiramdaman lagi rin kitang pakikiramdaman
At araw araw tayong magdededmahan
Hanggang sa tayo ay magkabistuhan

Pero ngayong malapit nang matapos ang kanta ko
Nais kong magkaalaman na
Nais kong ako na rin ang magsabi sayo ng harapan
Kasi alam kong doon din naman ang tuloy nyan
At dalawa din lang naman ang posibleng sagot dyan oo o hindi

Kaya eto na sasabihin ko na para matapos na
At hindi na magka–tsismisan pa
Sasabihin ko na para wala nang problema
At para hindi na rin kayong lahat nabibitin pa

Sandalan

6cyclemind

Kanina pa kita pinagmamasdan
Mukha mo'y di maipinta
Malungkot ka na naman

Kanina pa kitang inaalok
Ng kwentuhang masaya
Para sayo'y bale wala

Sandali nga
Teka lang
May nakalimutan ka
Di ba't pwede mo kong iyakan

Sige lang
Sandal ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang
Sandal ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa akin

Andito lang ako naghihintay
Lagi mong tatandaan
Di ka naman nag iisa

Andito lang ako
Makikinig sa'yo
Sa buong magdamag
Sa 'kin di ka bale wala

(break)

Sige lang
Sandal ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang
Sandal ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang

Sige lang
Sandal ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang
Sandal ka na
At wag mong pipigilan
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa langit
Iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa akin

Sige lang
Sige lang

some nice surveys from Blogthings

thanks to ivy for these

Men See You As Desirable

Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily

How Do Men See You?

Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Layered Bob

What Hairstyle Is Right For You?

Color Everywhere

Youth Asylum


Use to seen black and white
never any in between
waiting all the love of my life
to come into my dreams
everything is shades of gray
never any blues or green
needing someone else to turn to
someone who could help me learn and see
all the beauty that was waiting for me

You,you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayer
and now theres color everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and theres color everywhere, everwhere

My life is so protect and bold
never in a mystery
but ever since you shine the light
all of that history and now I have a hand to hold
all the reasons to believe,Yes.
If someone in my life was worth living for
I was hangin' around just wishing all is done
To put the happiness back in my heart

And you,you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayer
and now theres color everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now theres color everywhere
a silver lining in my prayer
and now theres color everywhere

Left those hazy days behind me
never to return again
now they're just a faded memory
ohh…ohh….
Cuz baby its all so clear to see
The beauty that is waiting there for me

You,you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayer
and now theres color everywhere
you put the red back in the rose
just when i needed it the most
you came along to show me you care
and now theres color everywhere
a silver lining in my prayer
and now theres color everywhere
you came along to show me you care
and now theres color everywhere

Now I have a hand to hold
And a reason to believe

blog hop

i was blog-hopping earlier, and some blogs made me smile, some made me understood, and there's this one that really made me sad :(